skincare + self-care, collecting trinkets and jewelry, my little pony, littlest pet shop, cosmetics, fashion, astrology, journaling, self affirmations, beauty and the optimization of it, biohacking, finding myself in everything around me, music that feels like floating, spiritualism, yoga, pilates, philosophical debates, creative writing.

stockholm, scandinavian, preppy, minimalist, athleisure, quiet luxury, coastal, socal, soft glam, clean, king kylie, sleek streetwear, tumblr girl, brandy melville, island gyal, pink pilates princess, nepo baby, spiritual gangsta.

these are the characters that I identify with. I tend to find pieces of my identity in all sorts of characters in many different medias.

• katara
• starfire
• chloe (bratz)
• stella (winx)
• princess bubblegum
• marinette dupain-cheng
• rarity & twilight sparkle
• becky botsford (word girl)

• quiescent: a quiet, soft-spoken soul.
• chimerical: merely imaginary; fanciful.
• susurrus: a whispering or rustling sound.
• raconteur: one who excels in story-telling.
• clinquant: glittering; tinsel-like.
• aubade: a song greeting the dawn.
• ephemeral: lasting for a very short time.
• sempiternal: everlasting; eternal.
• euphonious: pleasing; sweet in sound.
• billet-doux: a love letter.
• redamancy: act of loving in return.
• eudaimonia: true happiness.

• carpe diem.
• no mud, no lotus.
• have fun, look hot.
• luck always finds me.
• everything is romantic.
• you're her. act like it.
• I trust my divine power.
• energy flows where attention goes.
• it could go either way, and either way, I'm good.

• champagne · 311
• chiquitita · abba
• pilot · ravyn lenae
• earrings · malcolm todd
• those years are over · the sha la das

raya is a former anxious shut-in who's slowly learning to come out of her dark shell and rediscover her colorful identity. she keeps to herself, but she hopes to make a few genuine friends by putting herself out there.

she keeps up her appearance with skincare and nice clothing and will sometimes wither away when she's caught looking terrible in public. her appearance is very important to her, so refrain from unnecessary or false comments about the way she looks.

raya likes to be very calm and neutral, but that doesn't mean she always is or manages to be. please be patient with her and she will always do her best to make sure you feel comfortable around her.

currently taking.

• retatrutide 10mg
  • 2mg weekly, subq
• kpv 10mg
  • 1mg 3x weekly, subq
• ghk-cu 100mg
  • 2mg daily, subq

starting soon.

• glutathione 1200mg
  • 300mg 3x weekly, subq

interested in/researching.

• mots-c
• ipamorelin/cjc
• nad+ (super iffy)

morning.

• fation nosca9 deep pore cleansing foam
• la roche-posay toleriane double repair moisturizer
• biore uv aqua rich uv moisturizer

night.

• fation nosca9 deep pore cleansing foam
• cabtreo medicated topical cream
• la roche-posay toleriane double repair moisturizer
• as needed, la roche-posay cicaplast b5 cream

↻ re-fill · ♡ favorite · ✧ try

medicated gels + creams.

• retin-a ✧
• azelex ✧
• winlevi ✧

ingestibles.

• ownist triple collagen liquid packets
• cymbiotika liposomal vitamin c
• cymbiotika irish sea moss
• crushed tonic marine collagen

cleansers.

• la roche-posay toleriane milky cleanser
• round lab 1025 dokdo cleanser
• cerave hydrating facial cleanser

moisturizers.

morning routine.

• something for the mind:
  • (coloring books, reading a magazine, crossword puzzles)
• something for the soul:
  • (journaling how I feel, breath work, meditating)
• something for the body:
  • (a quick morning walk, stretching, 5 min yoga)

novelty.

• trying a new recipe each week:
  • creating my own recipe book full of my favorite foods.
• getting a digital camera:

health.

• drink more water.
• reduce sugar intake.
• fix sleep schedule.
• ab workouts 3 days a week.
• eva's pilates workout vids.

academic.

• read at least 2 books per week.
• creative write a fictional story & complete it.

work.

• find a low stress side job.
• become more comfortable taking calls.

cosmetics.

• clinique black honey lip oil
• saie slip tint tinted spf moisturizer shade nine
• saie dew blush liquid cream blush spicy + cutie
• saie sun melt natural cream bronzer deep bronze
• saie glowy super gel sunglow
• saie cityset lightweight setting spray

fashion, ranked by affordability.

• no boundaries
• wild fable
• brandy melville
• subdued
• edikted
• aerie
• vs + pink

priority/to better my mind.

• jane eyre - charlotte bronte
• I who have never known men - jacqueline harpman
• I'm thinking of ending things - iain reid
• the virgin suicides - jeffrey eugenides
• my year of rest and relaxation - ottessa moshfegh
• the stranger - albert camus
• the lover - marguerite duras
• the trial - franz kafka
• the wall - marlen haushofer
• the republic - plato
• the symposium - plato
• confessions - augustine of hippo
• the book of disquiet - fernando pessoa
• stoner - john williams
• nausea - jean-paul sartre
• crime & punishment - fyodor dostoevsky
• notes from underground - fyodor dostoevsky
• the myth of sisyphus - albert camus
• invisible man - ralph ellison