• like a really cool halloween party where people are dressed up & you can wander around iykwim!
• see and learn about more countries/cultures
• see my favourite bands live
• romance
• freedom
• like a cosplay convention or something like that

⋆ um, it's kind of a lot (will wood)

• i'm afraid of leaving my house. i'm afraid of dying of cancer. i'm afraid of black sedans, white vans, and computers. i'm afraid of losing my mind. i'm afraid of windows and airplanes. i'm afraid of my past, my fans, and my future.
• and i'm afraid of damn near everything. all my life's a panic trip, a rocketship to planet schizoid. hold me like a tourniquet, and i'll you like an iron maiden.
• i've grown used to fear, but no, not to you yet, my dear.
• oh, i'm afraid that you'll change your mind. i'm afraid there's somebody better. i'm afraid of four letter words like "love", "for", and "ever", or whatever. and i'm afraid you'll notice all my flaws. i'm afraid you already have - obviously. and i'm afraid i'll come off too strong, hold you too tight, and scare you too.

• film vlog
• try a new videogame
• geddan meme
• charity shops
• nap...
• lego
• 21 questions
• browse flash games
• i like just sitting on benches outside :^)
• try and cook/bake something
• make a short film
• watch youtube... lol
• play minecraftttt
• go places you normally wouldn't. you never know what you'll find
• pancakes. i like pancakes
• museums
• game store and look for stuff
• go to the mall!
• film fan music videos :3

• how everyone is so afraid of being even slightly "cringe"... or even worse, "corny"
• generative ai taking over EVERYTHING
• that foggy feeling when you don't really know what you're saying. and you immediately regret everything. mental clumsiness
• physical clumsiness too! gah
• how everything on the internet is permanent... scary
• greasy hair!!!!
• WIDESPREAD misinformation that goes around as fact
• watching people surrender their self for the idea of "fitting in"
• feeling stuck
• being babied too much!
• regret. regret. regret regret regret
• the fear of regret
• being misunderstood :/
• not understanding!

⋆ artists:

• lucio corsi
• oasis
• boards of canada
• charli xcx
• the smiths
• radiohead
• mitski
• fall out boy
• the beatles
• weezer

⋆ songs:

• hate yourself (tv girl)
• denis (blondie)
• the good life (weezer)
• la seine (vanessa paradis)
• the hunting song (tom lehrer)
• volevo essere un duro (lucio corsi)
• eyes without a face (billy joel)
• mr. brightside (the killers)

• the magic of music
• those who don't judge, but understand
• cozy sleep
• chocolate
• that feeling when you notice yourself finally letting your walls down around someone
• galaxy print
• london... sometimes
• pretty photography
• night air
• romanticising life
• sharing things/matching things
• mismatched socks
• inside jokes
• certainty & feeling secure
• love
• nature
• people who can give you space
• jeans
• aesthetic moodboards