ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ) ♡ whatcha up to? :p

• 🧠: currently very fixated on tamagotchis for the last few months now. my current hunt is for a 4U because i badly wanna do custom characters... it is my main interest.
• 📚: i've been enjoying reading this year but oh my god i've been slogging through dostoevsky's crime and punishment for the last 2 or 3 months now.
• 🎮: picked up hamtaro rainbow rescue on the gba because i thought it'd be funny and cute and relaxing. i am currently stuck and have no clue what to do next i honestly might just give up and play something else FUCK. maybe little goody two shoes or a persona game or i dust off my 3ds again, I Dont Know

ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ) ♡ meows it going? :3

• i can't wait for christmas break!! there is so much i would like to do!! it's all i could really think about!!
• i'll be on vacation in cebu next month an...

warning: mega cringe. mega personal too kinda, but i try not to be... please be very very extra nice to me! (,,>﹏<,,)

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✦ nov

• general mood ⟡ felt like an alien. most of the month was absolutely awful. mental illness eating at my brain, and i wish i were joking. felt like i should be isolated and alone forever (and that there is no place for me anywhere), but i snapped out of it... i'm lucky to have an extremely patient partner. trying to talk to more people more after that whole thing.
• fav media ⟡ been really getting into fragaria memories lately :) finished the red bouquet stories (i like rimicha and sanah)
• highlights ⟡ i start my no spend month which wasn't a 100% success but i learned a lot 🍀 successful first digital zine release! ...

🍎 some context. a while back, i would struggle very hard with expressing what i like and didn't like..!! i wasn't sure what counted as an interest of mine, and i struggled with identity formation and all that fun stuff!! since 2023, i've tried to better organize my thoughts on things (i forget a lot too), so i thought really hard about my personal tastes... what i considered good or bad . and so i made my personal rating system!! it best expresses how i feel about things, i'd like to think!! and it shows me the works that are more memorable to me than others :)

🍏 these are all extremely subjective. based on a five star rating; each half is a point out of ten!! this scale pretty much applies to any medium!!

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★★★★★ ┇ 10/10 ・ of sentimental value

• by any means, i'm not claiming any of the...

📫 where i find zines!

• sherwood forest's virtual zine library, has a physical zine catalog that's nice for browsing and ideas :)

💌 some zines i like!

• my first zine, author unknown
  • what makes a writer? is it popularity or publication? can you really call yourself a writer even if you aren't perfect at it? maybe there's success in the act of having just one person value your work: yourself or otherwise.
  • "i quit waiting for my words to be good enough. (...) i quit believing that my voice doesn't matter. i quit being motivated by pride or fear."
• blister vol. 1 - "birthday edition", c. paige
  • oh this is fun. i'd like to make my own birthday zine too when it comes around (an...

note: i literally forgot to log anything important in between april-mid august. i got distracted with hobbies. and then artfight happened and i was only fixated on art and had no time to do anything. oops!!

♡ ⋅ fav | ↻ ⋅ rewatch | 🐰 ⋅ watched my partner stream

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🎮: 04 (not counting streamed to me/live service) | 📺: 03 (not counting individual seasons) | 🎥: 08 | 📚: 13 | 🎧: 27 | 💻: 02

picked up but haven't finished / caught up / wip:

• earthbound
• blue lock manga
• crime and punishment
• fragaria memories
• my hero academia (s5) 🐰

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★★★★★ (10 / 10)

• 🎥 the prestige (2006)
• 📚 no longer human , by osamu dazai

★★★★½ (9 / 10)

• 📚 grief is the thing with feathers , by max porter
• 📺 blue lock (season one)
• 📺 blue lock (season two)
• 🎥 kpop demon hunters (2025)
• 🎥 bungou stray dogs: dead apple (2018)
• 📚 i'm thinking of ending things , by iain reid
• 📚 the little prince , antoine de saint-exupéry ↻
• 📺 bungou stray dogs (seasons 1-5)

★★★★ (8 / 10) things i love start here

• 🎥 paddington 2 (2017)
• 🎧 BRASILIAN SKIES , masayoshi takanaka ↻
• 🎥 blue lock the movie: episode nagi (2024)
• 📚 the stranger , by albert camus
• 🎮 klonoa: door to phantomile (ps1)
• 🎮 parasite eve (ps1)