"Is there anyone out there, from our Blue Night family, that is crying alone tonight? Not crying out of pity for something or someone, but instead because they cannot help asking why they are living in the way that they are? Is there anyone that is feeling sentimental or guilty, needlessly? Don’t be like that. I hope that you believe that these bitter days of crying alone will prove to be the most beautiful days of your life. You’ll realize, with time, that your life is actually pretty alright. I promise you. In fact, I’ll write you a guarantee! The most beautiful thing in all the world is right now. This moment. You. Don’t ever forget that." — Kim Jonghyun’s closing words on ‘Blue Night’ on the 11th March, 2014.

dramas

• come and hug me
• doctor stranger
• flower of evil
• was it love?

variety & survival shows

• i-land
• going seventeen
• run bts

tv series & reality shows

• the umbrella academy - season 2

• w (2016)
• her private life (2019)
• he is psychometric (2019)
• weightlifting fairy kim bok-joo (2016 - 2017)
• descendants of the sun (2016)
• i'm not a robot (2017 - 2018)
• i hear your voice (2013)
• my strange hero (2018 - 2019)
• while you were sleeping (2017)
• rookie historian goo hae-ryung (2019)

actors

• jung hae in
• kim jae wook
• kim myung soo
• kwak dong yeon
• lee dong wook
• lee jong suk
• lee jun ho
• nam joo hyuk
• park bo gum
• park hyung sik
• seo kang joon

actress

• bae su ji
• chae soo bin
• kim so hyun
• lee ji eun
• lee sung kyung
• park bo young
• park min young

"I think it’s okay to feel lost in your life. I think it’s okay not to reach that final goal. You may earn things while being lost or could make something out of it through the emotions you feel. I think it should be your judgment. You don’t have to make someone else judge the satisfaction of your life. I hope that you don’t feel too anxious about feeling lost in your life." — Kim Jonghyun

• camila
• cami or kemi
• she/her
• june 19th, 1996
• gemini sun, leo moon & sagittarius rising
• istj
• hufflepuff
• ethnically japanese but brazilian nationality
• brazilian portuguese & english
• languages and literature graduation
• multifandom mess
• k-pop journal (ig)
• music, movies, k-dramas & korean variety shows
• k-pop , k-hiphop & k-rnb
• know about all groups but don't have friends to talk about them

find me: twitter | curious cat | listography | last.fm | my drama list

• december 22, 2016 - I got into kpop
• april 13, 2017 - my bts' you never walk alone arrived
• november 06, 2017 - my bts' love yourself: her arrived
• january 10, 2018 - my bts' dark & wild arrived
• january 30, 2018 - I bought my ticket to a.c.e 's fanmeeting
• march 09, 2018 - a.c.e's fanmeeting at Tropical Butantã (São Paulo) with carla, jane & juju
• june 16, 2018 - I bought my ticket to monsta x 's concert
• july 24, 2018 - my a.c.e's adventures in wonderland arrived
• august 12, 2018 - monsta x's concert: the connect world tour at Espaço das Américas (São Paulo)
• october 01, 2018 - my knk's gravity arrived
• november 01, 2018 - my got7's present: you arrived
• february 28, 2019 - my monsta x's take 2: we are here arrived
• march 9, 2019 - I bought my ticket to monsta x 's concert (again)
• march 11, 2019 - I bought my ticket to bts ' concert
• march 26, 2019 - my seventeen's teen,age arrived
• may 11, 2019 - I bought my ticket to pentagon 's concert
• may 25, 2019 - bts' concert: love yourself: speak yourself tour at Allianz Parque (São Paulo) with carla, lívia and mariana
• july 19, 2019 - monsta'x concert: we are here world tour at Espaço das Américas (São Paulo) with carol and juju

• you never walk alone (left ver.) by bts
• love yourself: her (v ver.) by bts
• dark & wild by bts
• adventures in wonderland (night ver.) by a.c.e
• gravity, completed by knk
• present: you (ot7 ver.) by got7
• take 2: we are here (i ver.) by monsta x
• teen,age (orange ver.) by seventeen
• under cover by a.c.e
• positive by pentagon
• don´t mess up my tempo by exo
• the mad squad by a.c.e

more

• ✔ positive by pentagon
• ✔ under cover by a.c.e
• 1 of 1 by shinee
• love me right by exo
• all light (green ver.) by astro
• adventures in wonderland (day ver.) by a.c.e
• the clan part. 1 lost (lost ver.) by monsta x
• you make my day (follow ver.) by seventeen
• ✔ don't mess up my tempo by exo

i still don't have an album that i want but i want to have one of

• ateez
• ikon
• stray kids
• the boyz
• nct
• knk (w/ dongwon)
• tomorrow x together
• winner

or the 'come to brazil!' list

• ✔ a.c.e
• ateez
• ✔ bts
• day6
• exo (a girl can dream)
• got7
• ✔ monsta x (2x)
• ✔ pentagon
• seventeen
• shinee (a girl can dream pt.2)
• stray kids
• the rose

• a.c.e (beat interactive, 2017)
• monsta x (starship, 2015)
• got7 (jyp, 2014)
• seventeen (pledis, 2015)
• pentagon (cube, 2016)
• shinee (sm, 2008)

• ateez (kq, 2018)
• bts (bighit, 2013)
• ab6ix (bnm, 2019)
• cix (c9, 2019)
• stray kids (jyp, 2018)
• knk (220, 2016)
• the boyz (cre.ker, 2017)
• x1 (swing, 2019 - 2020)
• exo (sm, 2012)
• tomorrow x together (bighit, 2019)
• nct (sm, 2016)
• jbj (loen, 2017 - 2018)
• wanna one (swing, 2017 - 2018)
• ikon (yg, 2015)
• winner (yg, 2014)
• sf9 (fnc, 2016)
• 1the9 (mbk, 2019)
• astro (fantagio, 2016)
• unb (the unit culture industry, 2018 - 2019)
• vixx (jellyfish, 2012)

• mamamoo (rbw, 2014)
• apink (plan a, 2011)
• oh my girl (2015)
• blackpink (yg, 2016)
• red velvet (sm, 2014)
• weeekly (play m, 2020)
• loona (blockberry creative, 2018)

i need to know better: twice, itzy, dreamcatcher, everglow, (g)i-dle

ultimates

• a.c.e ↬ park junhee
• got7 ↬ im jaebum
• monsta x ↬ shin hoseok
• pentagon ↬ kang hyunggu
• seventeen ↬ kwon soonyoung
• ateez ↬ song mingi
• shinee ↬ lee taemin

biases

• ab6ix ↬ jeon woong
• astro ↬ park minhyuk
• cix ↬ lee byunggon
• exo ↬ park chanyeol
• ikon ↬ kim hanbin
• jbj ↬ kim donghan
• knk ↬ kim youjin & lee dongwon
• myteen ↬ shin junseop
• nct ↬ ten, park jisung & lee taeyong
• sf9 ↬ yoo taeyang
• stray kids ↬ lee felix

“love……,”

he recited in a soft voice.

and for the first time in his life, he realized what a lovely sound the word “love” possessed.

- from the day of first acquaintance -