• I am available, just pasively looking.
  • I am verile, so if you want to procreate let's go.
  • I have goals.
  • I am a provider.
  • I canbe pretty romantic with the right person.
  • I am not materialistic in relationships
  • I give people their space.
  • When I am down, I am down, and I am committed and loyal.
  • I guess I have "style".
  • I can provide endless conversations.
  • I can speak five launguages, comprehend many more and read three types of alphabets. If you want to travel, let's go.
  • I am pretty accepting, I can move past the superficial.
  • I am respectful.
  • I am also in a point in my life were I want to maintain a longterm relationship, a...
may 24 2010 ∞
may 24 2010 +
  • True Blood
  • Dexter
  • Nurse Jackie
  • Antiques Roadshow
  • Anything to do with fashion and modeling
  • Anything to do with decorating a home and home improvement
  • Anything to do with history
  • Anything to do with science
  • Anything to do with competition
  • Anything that is reality and stupid
  • News
  • Late nite talk shows
dec 3 2009 ∞
dec 3 2009 +

List of top ten things I spend my money on, is a pseudo-hierchy type of order, but not really.

  • 1 Public Transportation : I spend most of my money on just riding the bus, train, riding the trolley, subway, or sometimes I pay for a cab, which I rarely do because the cabbies here do not turn on the meter they just wing it, and I am not down with that. Public transportation has become an increased tool of saving money and getting anywhere. However, it does entail a few things like waking up earlier, relying on other people, being on other peoples' schedules, and expecting the unexpected.
  • 2 Clothes : I spend so much on clothes, and they really are not that nice at all. They usually are from thrift stores and I go on half days like Wednesdays or last Fridays for what I still call "Midnight Mayhem", it isn't called that anymore, but whatever,...
dec 2 2009 ∞
dec 2 2009 +
  • downtown tree lighting ceremony
  • local festival
  • toy convention
  • Festival of Lights
  • boil bones
  • finish Ian Curtis
  • start dosier
  • study for calculus
  • study for chemistry
  • figure out "earth" village sculpture
  • scalp concert tickets
  • get film processed
  • clean room
  • paint shoes
  • attend half Wednesdays
  • take Civil War inspired photographs
  • take ghost daguerrotype photographs
  • take self-portraits
  • find those clown paintings in the barn
  • make white/silver dreds
  • go to antique shops
nov 30 2009 ∞
dec 2 2009 +
  • I am a full-time student, do not expect to get married right away and run holding hands on a beach towards the sunset. Not going to happen. I have med. school and a doctorate to write.
  • I am introverted, thus, I am hard to read, distant, and can be emotionally unavailable at times.
  • I can be difficult.
  • I tend to withhold information thinking it will hurt the person if I burden them with it. I have been realising that should not always be the case.
  • I am a little too manicured.
  • I can be a complete schnorrer.
  • I can sometimes get too manic for my own good.
  • I need my space and it is nothing personal.
  • I tend to put my friends and family first over my relationships.
may 24 2010 ∞
may 24 2010 +
  • 1) I used to go to camp when I was younger, I remember one nite I had wet myself when I was asleep I woke up in the middle of the woods with my blue windbreaker pants with the three white lines sewn in vertically. Everyone was asleep; there were rows of people laying in their sleeping bags. I could have sworn a deer had grazed our campsite, I could have sworn I was awake all night. I walked back to camp and changed my pants. I think I have always been alone and frightened.
  • 2) When I drink heavily, the majority of the time I black out, I have spaces of my memory occupied by other peoples’ memories of the events that the alcohol had taken out and they have informed me of. One nite I do remember remembering. It was the same nite I told myself I was sober enough to walk back home. I remember stumbling over pavements, running into peoples’...
may 21 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +

Things I am terrible at:

  • 1 Dancing :I have no clue what happened but I no longer can dance. Talk about two left feet. I tried learning the fox trot, mash potato, and the Charleston, but my mind could not coordinate itself to follow all the movements at once. It was baffling and I am sure my friend Natalie felt frustrated. On top of that, I danced all of my childhood. When I was a child I would go to dance class all the time, I went to a performance arts school, even when I was a teenager I would go. I have no clue what happened.
  • 2 Commitment :I have not been in a relationship for three years now. I got into my last relationship because I was set up by friends. Although I love it, I still had a complex. It is difficult me to commit to things even if they are not a relationship, like school, and finishing projects.
dec 2 2009 ∞
dec 2 2009 +
  • buy fur fabric for Davey Crocket hat
  • buy fabric for shirts/sweater
  • buy buttons (from that boutique and online by the lot
  • buy hairdye (especially that purple black), developer, bleach
  • buy hair (orange, auburn, blonde, brown, grey, white/silver)
  • buy pants( black, dark indigo, light blue, tan, grey)
  • buy white mascara
  • buy some cologne
  • buy some Gillete Fusion razor cartridges
  • buy shoes (grey, tan, yellow, orange, blue, metallics maybe, and denim)
  • buy six month supply of contact lenses
  • buy that collar from Etsy
  • buy concert tickets
  • buy lace/trim/ribbon from boutique
  • buy memory card
  • buy new USB flash drive
nov 30 2009 ∞
dec 2 2009 +

Things you will see me wear all the time:

  • A cardigan-I always wear some sort of cardigan.
  • Something knitted-sweater, pullover, anything that resembles Bill Cosby or a fogey.
  • Stovepipe jeans, in multiple colours, mostly Levi's.
  • Converse sneakers, if not, Vans, or some sort of Kurt Cobain meets the yacht club/sailing shoes.
  • A button up shirt.
  • Really snazzy socks, or black and white.
  • Tartan shirts, flannels.
  • 50s, 60s, 70s vintage.
  • Boxers that you can see.
  • Buddy Holly prescription glasses, I decided this year they would be grey frames instead of black.
  • A courderoy blazer.
may 21 2010 ∞
may 24 2010 +

Reasons why you are totally crushable:

  • I like the way you trip over your words and your tongue hangs out of your mouth when you do so.
  • I like that you stutter.
  • I like that you have a silly voice.
  • I kind of like your body type.
  • I like that you are more pale than me.
  • I like that you have the best hands I have ever seen.
  • I love that you are really brilliant.
  • I like that you are interested in 'nerdy' things.
  • I like that you are reliable.
  • I like that you are tenacious.
  • I like that you were sheltered as a child.
  • I like that you make dorky jokes and shows how socially you can be a little off.
  • I kind of like that you are a little younger. (Lately, I have been attracted to the promise of youth, I feel like mine is f...
dec 2 2009 ∞
dec 2 2009 +

A lot of things have changed recently in my life. Here are the things that stick out to me the most. These are, by no means, in any kind of order. . .

  • Number I: (_Beard_) I have been growing a beard for about a year now. This is coming from somebody who would shave everyday, wore New Romo makeup, and got mistaken for a women. It has been a truly humbling and inspiring experience. I especially love the fact that I get called "sir" all the time and I never get carded. Last year around this time of finals I stopped shaving. I wonder how long this beard will last.
  • Number II:(_Spinach_) I remember when I was a child we would have spinach all the time. I remember how scrawny I was and how much I aspired to be Popeye and have strong muscles. Unfortunately, that never worked out for me. I spent years atrophyin...
dec 2 2009 ∞
dec 2 2009 +