• I am available, just pasively looking.
• I am verile, so if you want to procreate let's go.
• I have goals.
• I am a provider.
• I canbe pretty romantic with the right person.
• I am not materialistic in relationships
• I give people their space.
• When I am down, I am down, and I am committed and loyal.
• I guess I have "style".
• I can provide endless conversations.
• I can speak five launguages, comprehend many more and read three types of alphabets. If you want to travel, let's go.
• I am pretty accepting, I can move past the superficial.
• I am respectful.
• I am also in a point in my life were I want to maintain a longterm relationship, a...

• True Blood
• Dexter
• Nurse Jackie
• Antiques Roadshow
• Anything to do with fashion and modeling
• Anything to do with decorating a home and home improvement
• Anything to do with history
• Anything to do with science
• Anything to do with competition
• Anything that is reality and stupid
• News
• Late nite talk shows

List of top ten things I spend my money on, is a pseudo-hierchy type of order, but not really.

• 1 Public Transportation : I spend most of my money on just riding the bus, train, riding the trolley, subway, or sometimes I pay for a cab, which I rarely do because the cabbies here do not turn on the meter they just wing it, and I am not down with that. Public transportation has become an increased tool of saving money and getting anywhere. However, it does entail a few things like waking up earlier, relying on other people, being on other peoples' schedules, and expecting the unexpected.
• 2 Clothes : I spend so much on clothes, and they really are not that nice at all. They usually are from thrift stores and I go on half days like Wednesdays or last Fridays for what I still call "Midnight Mayhem", it isn't called that anymore, but whatever,...

• downtown tree lighting ceremony
• local festival
• toy convention
• Festival of Lights
• boil bones
• finish Ian Curtis
• start dosier
• study for calculus
• study for chemistry
• figure out "earth" village sculpture
• scalp concert tickets
• get film processed
• clean room
• paint shoes
• attend half Wednesdays
• take Civil War inspired photographs
• take ghost daguerrotype photographs
• take self-portraits
• find those clown paintings in the barn
• make white/silver dreds
• go to antique shops

• I am a full-time student, do not expect to get married right away and run holding hands on a beach towards the sunset. Not going to happen. I have med. school and a doctorate to write.
• I am introverted, thus, I am hard to read, distant, and can be emotionally unavailable at times.
• I can be difficult.
• I tend to withhold information thinking it will hurt the person if I burden them with it. I have been realising that should not always be the case.
• I am a little too manicured.
• I can be a complete schnorrer.
• I can sometimes get too manic for my own good.
• I need my space and it is nothing personal.
• I tend to put my friends and family first over my relationships.

• 1) I used to go to camp when I was younger, I remember one nite I had wet myself when I was asleep I woke up in the middle of the woods with my blue windbreaker pants with the three white lines sewn in vertically. Everyone was asleep; there were rows of people laying in their sleeping bags. I could have sworn a deer had grazed our campsite, I could have sworn I was awake all night. I walked back to camp and changed my pants. I think I have always been alone and frightened.
• 2) When I drink heavily, the majority of the time I black out, I have spaces of my memory occupied by other peoples’ memories of the events that the alcohol had taken out and they have informed me of. One nite I do remember remembering. It was the same nite I told myself I was sober enough to walk back home. I remember stumbling over pavements, running into peoples’...

Things I am terrible at:

• 1 Dancing :I have no clue what happened but I no longer can dance. Talk about two left feet. I tried learning the fox trot, mash potato, and the Charleston, but my mind could not coordinate itself to follow all the movements at once. It was baffling and I am sure my friend Natalie felt frustrated. On top of that, I danced all of my childhood. When I was a child I would go to dance class all the time, I went to a performance arts school, even when I was a teenager I would go. I have no clue what happened.
• 2 Commitment :I have not been in a relationship for three years now. I got into my last relationship because I was set up by friends. Although I love it, I still had a complex. It is difficult me to commit to things even if they are not a relationship, like school, and finishing projects.

• buy fur fabric for Davey Crocket hat
• buy fabric for shirts/sweater
• buy buttons (from that boutique and online by the lot
• buy hairdye (especially that purple black), developer, bleach
• buy hair (orange, auburn, blonde, brown, grey, white/silver)
• buy pants( black, dark indigo, light blue, tan, grey)
• buy white mascara
• buy some cologne
• buy some Gillete Fusion razor cartridges
• buy shoes (grey, tan, yellow, orange, blue, metallics maybe, and denim)
• buy six month supply of contact lenses
• buy that collar from Etsy
• buy concert tickets
• buy lace/trim/ribbon from boutique
• buy memory card
• buy new USB flash drive

Things you will see me wear all the time:

• A cardigan-I always wear some sort of cardigan.
• Something knitted-sweater, pullover, anything that resembles Bill Cosby or a fogey.
• Stovepipe jeans, in multiple colours, mostly Levi's.
• Converse sneakers, if not, Vans, or some sort of Kurt Cobain meets the yacht club/sailing shoes.
• A button up shirt.
• Really snazzy socks, or black and white.
• Tartan shirts, flannels.
• 50s, 60s, 70s vintage.
• Boxers that you can see.
• Buddy Holly prescription glasses, I decided this year they would be grey frames instead of black.
• A courderoy blazer.

Reasons why you are totally crushable:

• I like the way you trip over your words and your tongue hangs out of your mouth when you do so.
• I like that you stutter.
• I like that you have a silly voice.
• I kind of like your body type.
• I like that you are more pale than me.
• I like that you have the best hands I have ever seen.
• I love that you are really brilliant.
• I like that you are interested in 'nerdy' things.
• I like that you are reliable.
• I like that you are tenacious.
• I like that you were sheltered as a child.
• I like that you make dorky jokes and shows how socially you can be a little off.
• I kind of like that you are a little younger. (Lately, I have been attracted to the promise of youth, I feel like mine is f...

A lot of things have changed recently in my life. Here are the things that stick out to me the most. These are, by no means, in any kind of order. . .

• Number I: (_Beard_) I have been growing a beard for about a year now. This is coming from somebody who would shave everyday, wore New Romo makeup, and got mistaken for a women. It has been a truly humbling and inspiring experience. I especially love the fact that I get called "sir" all the time and I never get carded. Last year around this time of finals I stopped shaving. I wonder how long this beard will last.
• Number II:(_Spinach_) I remember when I was a child we would have spinach all the time. I remember how scrawny I was and how much I aspired to be Popeye and have strong muscles. Unfortunately, that never worked out for me. I spent years atrophyin...