you'll ache. and you're going to love it. it will crush you. and you're still going to love all of it. doesn't it sound lovely beyond belief?

• veil yllara ✰
  • sun elf
  • swashbuckler rogue
• seilvrae
  • drow
  • warlock: the undead
• rosenkreuz auvryndar ★✰
  • drow
  • eldritch knight
• mourneden ★✰♡
  • half drow/tabaxi
  • bard: college of spirits

• holostars-en:
  • armis
    • crimzon ruze ★✰
    • jurard t rexford
    • octavio
    • goldbullet
  • tempus
    • gavis bettel
    • banzoin hakka
• indie:
  • apollolikesbugs
  • jillyeon (not quite a vtuber but she is 5 steps away really)
• fleshtuber:
  • jihyorge

• genshin — asia 812692107
• star rail — asia 800493696
• love and deepspace — asia 81000325549
• riot id — rosenkreuz#427

—

• twst-en — zCftTPXd
• infinity nikki — asia 400805774
• enstars music-jp — z2etd7kj
• tears of themis — asia 200041391

SHIVERS – THERE IS A HOLE IN MY HEART.

• ★ — super fav
• ✰ — literally me
• ♡ — i'm in love

but for all his sins, he brought you back to me.

• baldur's gate 3:
  • astarion ancunín ★
  • gale dekarios ♡
  • minthara baenre
• genshin impact:
  • klee ★★★
  • ganyu–xianyun–shenhe
  • the fatui harbingers ★
• honkai: star rail:
  • phainon ♡
  • mydei ♡
  • chrysos heirs ★
  • sunday
• love and deepspace:

at some point, all endless ruminations bring you there. that point of no return, where even your own suffering starts to makes sense.

• main characters:
  • lane ★✰
  • tiss ey vedtree ★
  • audrey ★♡
  • liren averris ★
• heaven's secret universe:
  • raphael ★♡
  • cain ♡
  • hunger
  • lucifer
  • felonia
• the thunderstorms saga:
  • sha'arnez so genash ★♡

it's to the death, or less than nothing.

• solo:
  • niki ★✰
  • ethel cain
  • phoebe bridgers ✰
  • taeyeon
• bands:
  • sunday (1994)
  • porch light
• kpop:
  • girls' generation
  • loona ★
  • ive
  • i-dle
  • red velvet

• concerts:
  • bob (red velvet, btob, snsd) - apr 12, 2015
  • exo'lution (exo) - jan 23, 2016
  • shining diamonds (svt) - aug 14, 2016
  • diamond edge (svt) - oct 6, 2017
  • ideal cut (svt) - sept 29, 2018
  • kfcm (april, nct dream) - march 7, 2019
  • kwmf (elris, nct 127, red velvet) - jun 9, 2019
  • the dream show (nct dream) - feb 29, 2020
  • the odd of love (taeyeon) - jul 30, 2023
  • buzz (niki) - march 1, 2025
• musicals:
  • les miserables - march 19, 2016
  • six: the musical - oct 12, 2024

• conventions:
  • kcon 5 - dec 28, 2013
  • kcon 6 - dec 28, 2014
  • cosmatsuri 2021 - dec 30, 2021
  • conquest festival - jun 4, 2023
  • cosmania 2024 - oct 4, 2024
  • coscarni 2025 - march 23, 2025
  • cosmania 2025 - oct 3, 2024
  • cosmatsu 2025 - dec 29, 2025
• café/cupsleeve events:
  • path to royalty (pcy) - nov 26, 2017
  • pure boy day (hrj) - march 23, 2019
  • fateful coincidence (jmrn) - may 19, 2024
  • dream()space fanproject - jun 29, 2024
• misc:
  • hoyofest 2021 - nov 20, 2021
  • teleport waypoint - sept 30, 2022
  • hoyofest 2022 - oct 9, 2022