i hate yaldabaoth & i love my dearest sweet wife. i go by many names like an outlaw in old western films, call me what you like. as you can infer, i’m a learning 🤓 addict. i know a little about most things. eng/rus/srp

me in tropes : Animal Motif (polar bear & sailfish), Balkan Bastard, Crazy Survivalist, Father Neptune, Gun Nut, Hitman with a Heart, The Handler

films

• fear & loathing in las vegas
• apocalypse now
• natural born killers
• platoon
• american psycho
• bladerunner 2049
• brokeback mountain
• captain america trilogy
• fantastic mr. fox
• fight club
• full metal jacket
• godfather trilogy
• into the wild
• isle of dogs
• once upon a time in hollywood
• prisoners
• project hail mary
• pulp fiction
• reservoir dogs
• scarface

• suttree
• the road
• beyond freedom & dignity
• blood meridian
• catch 22
• confessions of a mask
• crime & punishment
• discipline & punish
• fear & loathing in las vegas
• general military field books
• gulag archipelago
• man & his symbols
• moby dick
• notes from the underground
• on strategy: a critical analysis of the vietnam war
• red dragon
• secret commandos: behind enemy lines with the elite warriors of the SOG
• seven sermons to the dead
• the brothers karamazov

• yakuza
• call of duty: black ops
• cruelty squad
• afraid of monsters
• bird game
• blood
• call of duty ghosts
• critters for sale
• cry of fear
• cyberpunk
• dark souls
• devil may cry
• dispatch
• duke nukem
• dusk
• elden ring
• fallout new vegas
• far cry 5
• final fantasy
• god of war
• grand left auto 4 & 5

• townes van zandt
• lil ugly mane
• agent orange
• arlo guthrie
• bathory
• bert jansch
• blaze foley
• bob dylan
• charley crockett
• colter wall
• crosby, stills, & nash
• darkthrone
• death grips
• eagles
• electric wizard
• forgotten tomb
• frank sinatra
• go hang music
• gov’t mule
• hackle
• jackson c frank

special interests

militant use of trauma based mind control (mkultra, project artichoke, kgb psycho correction, etc.) i do not engage in speculation about this topic & i do not tolerate any fetishization/glorification.

misc.

• the cold war & connected conflicts (1960-1985)
• alaska
• christian gnosticism
• divine numerology (4, 7, 47, 3, 6, 9, 8, 33, 87)
• guns
• mother horse eyes
• arctic animals
• art
• berserk
• christianity
• dc comics
• demonology