• work on avoiding my introverted tendencies when im at home
• get a job
• pass my summer classes with As
• make new friends
• work on the friendships i already have
• have a stronger relationship with my boyfriend
• learn how to ride a bike, for real this time
• get some reading done
• go to the museum of natural history
• have healthier eating habits
• relearn how to drive
• pay off my debt
• save money
• grow the balls to cut my hair
• get a tattoo, for real this time
• spend lots and lots of time outside
• work on my self confidence
• work on my trust issues

• tardiness,people being late, being kept waiting
• whistling through your teeth
• strong smelling air fresheners
• people talking very loudly on their cellphone
• parents angrily scolding their children in public
• text messages that dont say anything; like "ok" or some chain text
• chewing gum really obviously
• girls who's first reaction to anything is to scream. this really.bothers.me.

• wilco- im the man who loves you
• of montreal- your magic is working
• the beatles- something
• astrud-culpa
• cat power- sea of love ( tom waits cover)
• cat stevens- how can i tell you i love you
• clap your hands say yeah!- Is this love?
• chayanne- y si tu te vas
• colin hay-i dont think ill ever get over you
• common-the light
• the cure- just like heaven
• death cab for cutie- we looked like giants
• dr. dog- keep a friend
• elliott smith- say yes
• the flaming lips- do you realize??
• luis fonsi- nada es por siempre
• incubus- stellar

• the alchemist
• in the time of butterflies
• god of small things
• harry potter and the half blood prince ( i know, i know)
• Prozac Nation
• manifesta
• 100 years in solitude

• adaptation
• vanilla sky
• eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
• y tu mama tambien
• amores perros
• aqua como chocolat
• motorcycle diaries
• harriet the spy
• rushmore
• i <3 huckabees
• science of sleep
• pride and prejudice
• pan's labriynth
• real women have curves
• empire records
• toy story
• love actually
• shaun of the dead
• rear window
• zodiac
• volver

• M.I.A
• Dead Prez
• minus the bear
• mirah/the blow
• micheal frenti
• camera obscura/essex green
• mos def
• Reel big fish/street light manifesto
• ben kweller
• the rapture
• ted leo
• some jam band from amherst...
• carmen consoli

• do not analyze myself so extremely
• don't be overdramatic
• when i get upset, i should do something physical in response
• when i'm sad, i should really make the attempt to do something that makes me happy
• believe that i am important, i deserve to be treated fairly, i am good, decent and a strong person
• stand up for myself instead of subjecting myself to belittlement
• not wait for other people to take the initiative in matters of my happiness
• move beyond saying something and simply take action
• not take myself so seriously, and laugh at my faults; growing to understand that im not perfect, not by my standards or others and i never will be
• take my mistakes and realize i can chalk ...

• anagrams by loorie moore
• like life by lorrie moore
• my wicked, wicked ways by sandra cisneros
• freakonomics by steven d. levitt
• feliz dias tio sergio
• the poems and letters of andrew marvell
• princess of the press: the story of ida.b wells-barnett by angela shelf

• a movie: Volver or Harriet the Spy
• a flavor: the taste of pumpkin pie with whipped creme on top
• a color:olive green or iridescent white
  • a month: October
  • an organ: the heart
  • a flower: the ghost orchid
  • a sound: the buzzing sound made by the bugs in trees on a hot summer day
  • a thought: "que sera, sera"
  • a book: in the time of butterflies or the time traveler's wife
  • a word: swoon
  • an article of clothing: a turquoise colored wrap dress
  • a type of accessory: chunky see through bangles.
  • a mode of transportation: a brisk walk in converses

• fallout boy
• my super sweet sixteen
• ghetto chains
• SUVs
• sports movies
• fitteds
• american eagle
• the mets( dont share that with the rest of my family)
• cheap plastic jewelry
• smith college...sometimes.

reflection of things i've been addicted to doing/buying/consuming even if they're terrible for me/ dont necessarily need. Some are old, others,current.

• cigarettes
• cloves
• expensive beauty products
• different types of pens/markers
• coffee/coffee at woodstar
• vitamin water
• scarves
• getting pierced
• notebooks
• cookie dough
• chai tea
• flats
• online comics
• shows
• dying/cutting my hair
• sushi
• getting in a lot of trouble in college

• high
• school
• sucked
• college
• sucks
• even
• more

• you
• know
• what
• you
• need
• to
• do
• so why dont you just do it?

• these shoes
• some more shoes
• yarn! & some larger knitting needles
• ipod speakers
• nintendo DS & games
• a new phone for at&t fucked up razr
• gift certificate to target,forever21, h&m, or MAC
• jewelry
• white vanity set or white desk

• "if a zombie invasion materialized into reality and you were bitten, i wouldn't kill you until you were decaying to a point where you weren't cute anymore"
• ME: how much do you love me?

like i can walk 12 miles on the freeway like it's okay, like it doesn't bother me at all.

• you're such a doof nugget/geek/nerd/dork..... the list goes on.

• pinback
• mos def
• mana
• ratatat
• of montreal
• the gossip
• dooey decibel
• the blow
• figurine
• ted leo
• violent femmes
• joggers
• bloc party
• ben kweller
• kid sister
• yo majesty
• chromeo
• professor murder
• dizzy rascal
• the one am radio
• elbow

• New Mexico
• Florida
• Ohio
• Detroit
• Hartford
• Puerto Rico
• London, England
• Athens,Greece
• Rome,Italy
• Madrid,Spain
• Toledo,Spain
• Barcelona,Spain
• Paris,France
• baltimore
• washington d.c