• name: vicky
• age: 29
• birth date: 20.03.1993
• languages: spanish / (little of) english
• zodiac sign: pisces
• three words to describe me: anxious, indecisive, loud

things i need to fix:

• avoiding my problems instead of fixing them
• being easily irritable
• placing others first instead of myself
• pushing myself away from others
• remembering the past and how it all used to be
• setting my expectations too high when it comes to friendship

• am always uncomfortable around my fellow human beings
• am lazy by nature
• am pretty much daydreaming my life away
• cry when I get really angry
• dislike clutter
• dislike messy/dirty and unorganized spaces
• dislike talking to people on the phone
• hate fast-paced working environments
• have a bad temper
• have rapid mood swings
• i'm not crazy about talking to people in person either
• love life in general (sometimes), but hate my life
• overthink nearly everything
• should have been born a cat
• suffer from social anxiety
• work better alone (I'm perfectly willing to be a "team player" and to do my fair s...

please read this

• i like meeting new people!
• very multifandom. if you want to follow, you have to be okay with this
• if you are racist, homophobic, ageist or any type of phobic like this, please don't follow me
• please tag/put a warning on the following:
  • animal abuse
  • bugs
  • crowded places
  • gore
  • heights
  • incest
  • nsfw
  • rape
  • self-harm
  • suicide
• if you want to break the mutual, feel free to soft block

keep in mind

• stop. buying. things. you. don't. need.

• become invisible
• breathe in outer space / survive unprotected in outer space
• breathe underwater
• change appearance at will
• communicate telepathically
• communicate with animals
• control the weather
• fly
• heal with a touch
• move things with the mind (telekinesis)
• travel through all of time and space
• turn into animals
• understand and communicate in any language

i'm annoying... now you can't complain since i've already given you the warning...

• always online
• i don't adjust well to change (i kinda like things the way they are u know)
• i don't have any real friends
• i get jealous about anything/everything easily
• i hate cockroaches
• i hate when ppl touch me
• i have nine cats & one dog
• i like silence
• i like superheroes (supervillains, too)
• i listen to music everyday
• i love chicken this is a very essential thing to know about me ok
• i love spend my time alone
• i love that pig from gravity falls, waddles.
• i rly want to vist japan; tokyo 'n kyoto in particular
• i started to appreciate poetry more
• i'm extremely shy

• my selfishness

• doing crafts
• draw
• paint
• watch cartoons

• be a better listener
• be someone I can actually be proud of
• catch up on shows
• clean my room
• eat healthier food
• exercise more
• find a fucking job
• find a purpose for the empty jar
• get a cool job that pays a lot
• get a haircut
• get a tattoo
• go to a concert
• instead of avoiding my problems, i should deal with them directly
• learn how to apply makeup well
• learn HTML
• learn japanese
• learn to bake
• learn to ride a bike
• live with somebody else
• love myself

• backpack
• bath bomb
• beanie
• bookshelf for dorm room
• camera
• fuji 10 film
• fujifilm instax mini 8
• highlighters
• maybe a little love
• money
• oversized sweaters
• photo album
• scarf
• shoes
• someone to make life decisions for me
• stockings
• sunglasses

i’m actually a pretty boring person. I actually don’t really know much about myself, actually.

but here are some facts anyways:

• i draw and read on my spare time
• i hate school (a lot)
• i like watching anime/reading manga
• i’m a really shy person in real life
• i’m really lazy (in case you didn’t know that)

and i guess thats all for now.. i’ll add more later though..

not sure all of these are correct, but...

• agoraphobia - fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets; fear of leaving a safe place.
• anthropophobia - fear of people or society.
• didaskaleinophobia - fear of going to school.
• glossophobia - fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.

• under construction.

• macaron
• makis
• ramen

• “A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.” ― Elbert Hubbard
• “A mother is she who can take the place of all others but whose place no one else can take.” ― Cardinal Mermillod
• “A room without books is like a body without a soul.” ― Cicero
• “All of a sudden I didn't fit in anywhere. Not at school, not at home...and every time I turned around, another person I'd known forever felt like a stranger to me. Even I felt like a stranger to me.” ― Wendelin Van Draanen, Flipped
• “And all I loved, I loved alone.” ― Edgar Allan Poe
• “Being alone and being lonely are two different things.” ― Ai Yazawa
• “Black is not sad. Bright colors are what depresses me. They’re so… empty. Black is poetic. How do you imagine a poet? In a bright yellow jacket? Probably not.” ― Ann Demeulemeester
• “Darkness cannot drive out darkness: on... ― Martin Luther King Jr., A Testament of Ho...

small reminders:

• you can do this
• forgive yourself
• you're doing great so far!
• each day has a lot to bring you
• let go of unneeded negativity
• relax any tension you have right now
• it'll be okay, I promise