• Peter Alexander Pajamas.
• Fresh raspberries and pomegranates from the James St market.
• Bloom Cosmetics/Napoleon Perdis Cosmetics.
• Vine tomatoes.
• Obscure books from betterworld.com
• Polaroid film.
• Tickets to the USA, or tickets for people to come visit me here.
• Dresses from Maiocchi and modcloth.com
• Japanese horror DVDs.
• BPAL perfume.

• Margo from Lars and The Real Girl .
• Sarah from Love Actually .
• Ms Frizzle from the Magic Schoolbus series.
• Charlotte from Lost In Translation .
• Daria Morgendorffer.
• Mirabelle Buttersfield from Shopgirl .
• Rosemary Woodhouse from Rosemary's Baby

• Amanda Palmer (solo)
• Holly Throsby
• Pretty Girls Make Graves
• Epicure
• Love Outside Andromeda (x3)
• Sarah McLachlan
• Le Tigre
• Joan As Police Woman
• Robbie Williams
• St Andrews Fall
• Les Savvy Fav
• Spiderbait
• The Living End
• The Foo Fighters
• Queens of the Stone Age
• The Dresden Dolls (x2)
• Tori Amos
• The Red Paintings (x2)
• Evanessence
• Wendy Matthews
• Missy Higgins

• Africa : Mt Kilimanjaro, Tanzania; Johannesburg and Cape Town, South Africa; Namibia; Egypt; Morocco; Swaziland.
• Europe : Iceland, Berlin, Denmark, Norway, Sweden, Turkey, Spain, Russia, Romania, Greece, UK, Ireland.
• USA : Boston, Connecticut, New Hampshire, Vermont, Seattle, Washington DC, Las Vegas, South Carolina, New Orleans, Alaska, Portland, San Francisco, New Jersey, NYC again.
• South America : Mexico City.
• Asia : South Korea; Tokyo, Japan; India; Hong Kong, China; Bali, Indonesia; Thailand.
• Antartica.

• Vintage Pink Lacy Sheets From Target
• GHD Purple Hair Strightener
• "Just After Sunset" by Stephen King
• "Secret Wish" Perfume by Anna Sui
• "Essential Psychopharmacology: The Prescriber's Guide" by Stephen M. Stahl
• Law and Order: SVU Season Six DVDs.
• Seratonin Necklace from "Made With Molecules" [Save For "Yay! I Got Into Uni!" Reward].
• Tweed Moleskine Case From Etsy
• Green Retro Piano-Painted Headphones + Ladybug in-ear headphones.

• Fatal Familial Insomnia
• Lesch-Nyhan Disorder
• Fibrodysplasia Ossificans Progressiva
• Dissociative Fugue
• Rabies
• Stockholm Syndrome
• Kleine-Levin Syndrome
• Marburg Haemorrhagic Fever
• Naegleria fowleri/Primary Amoebic Meningoencephalitis
• Variant Creutzfeldt-Jakob Disease
• "Toxic Lady" Syndrome
• Mass Psychogenic Illness
• Exploding Head Syndrome
• Human African Trypanosomiasis
• Elephantiasis

• Starting University [March, 2009]
• Seeing Da Gang Again [Mid-Late 2009]
• My antiquated and irritating boss-type-person keeling over from a heart attack [Date Unknown - Boss May Be Immortal?]
• Going to see Amanda Palmer in concert [March 1st, 2009]
• Finding a drug or dosage that works for me/my therapy progressing to a point that I'm not exhausted and anxious all the time [Date Unknown]
• Going to visit my father next Christmas [December 2009]
• Making a playlist that includes a song to describe everyone I know [Tonight, maybe?]
• Driving my mother's new car to the chiropractor
  

• Drinking a cup of tea.
• Reading one of my new books.
• Buying sweaters on the internet.
• Taking a nap, having a nice dream about running away with David Duchovny.
• Figuring out how to use my new GHD.
• Crafting of some sort - possibly knitting some kind of scarf/jumper.
• Making cookies/bread.
• Tidying up my room.
• Doing my ironing in front of the television.
• Travelling to New York.
• Winning a million dollars in the lottery.
• Riding on the bus.
• Talking to Da Gang.
• Making a list on listography.
• Anything.

• Damien Rice
• Explosions In The Sky
• Sons and Daughters
• Emiliana Torrini
• Le Tigre (second show)
• like...alaska
• Mia and the Cupid Arrow

There is a sad, sad story behind all of these.

• Strong, large, handsome hands.
• The napes of necks.
• Jawlines.
• Floppy Hair.
• A distinct odour of clothing, soap and man-scent.
• Glasses.
• Gentle eyes.
• Good posture.
• Tallness.
• A sense of personal space.
• A man who is hygenic, well-dressed and well-groomed, but not metro , or too girly about it.
• An air of distraction.

• Yorkshire Gold Tea
• audiocubes.com
• Psychopharmacology
• Drinking beer and listening to Love Outside Andromeda whilst sweating.
• Sleeping, apparently.
• Finding a knockoff Birkin. There must be one somewhere!

• Paroxetine/Paxil
• Mirtazapine/Remeron
• Escitalopram/Lexapro
• Fluvoxamine/Luvox
• Venlafaxine/Effexor
• Diazepam/Valium
• Fluoxetine/Prozac
• Drospirenone/Yasmin
• Duloxetine/Cymbalta
• Tranylcypromine/Parnate
• Amitryptaline/Elavil
• Temazepam/Restoril
• Alprazolam/Xanax
• Reboxetine/Edronax
• Sertraline/Zoloft
• Pericyazine/Nulactil
• Dexamphetamine/Dexedrine IR
• Methylphenidate/Concerta
• Quetiapine/Seroquel
• Lamotrigine/Lamictal
• Agomelatine/Valdoxan

• Begin swimming/exercising three times per week.
• Keep room tidy.
• Try to force self to read more, despite recent gnat-like attention span.
• Be more responsible about answering phone/e-mails.
• Be more responsible with money.
• Attempt to be more genuine with others.
• Detox my possessions - throw away/sell anything I'm hanging onto but don't want/need (this includes the storage area).
• Try to be more creative (painting/crafting/writing/etc).

• Twilight by Stephanie Myers
• Veronika Decides To Die/The Alchemist by Paul Cohelo
• She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb
• The How of Happiness by Sonja Lyubomirsky
• The Lord Of The Rings Series
• The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran
• The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren
• Anything with "Chicken Soup" in the title (that isn't a cookbook).
• Gerald's Game by Stephen King
• Psyche In A Dress by Francesca Lia Block

• Massage each other's backs with our feet.
• Finish each other's sentences.
• Bicker about Nilufer's tendency to eat off food/icky yoghurt.
• Roam Around Pantless.
• Eat off each other's plates.
• Help each other rearrange furniture whilst grunting.

• Australia: Sydney, Regional NSW, Melbourne, Bendigo, NT, SA, North QLD, Brisbane, Gold Coast, Hamilton Island.
• Europe: Paris, France; Southern Germany; Rome and Venice, Italy; Regional Austria.
• USA: Minnesota, Wisconsin, New York City, Wyoming, Colorado, Los Angeles, Nebraska, Hawaii, Ohio, Chicago, North Dakota, South Dakota, Iowa, Utah, Montana, Florida.
• Canada: Niagara Falls, London and Toronto, Ontario; Calgary and Lake Louise, Alberta; Vancouver, British Columbia; Quebec; Various other small towns.
• Other: Singapore(airport), New Zealand (all over).

• The sound of the garbage truck outside at 4am, on a morning when you don't have to get up for work.
• The heavy silence of libraries.
• The first hug on meeting an old friend, before the awkwardness sets in.
• Reading a poem that reads you.
• Being in the same building as a friend or relative at the same time, without realising it.
• Afternoon naps.
• Greasy breakfast the morning after drinking.
• Being caught in the background of another's family photograph.
• The sound of steam discharging and rising whilst ironing clothes.
• The relief that follows panic.
• Being lost in pretense, before you're forced to wake up.