• star dots
• piano dots
• gingham
• layered cake
• fawn fur
• harlequin
• polka dot
• plaid

you are not that important and you are not a god. i’m not religious and i don’t really believe in any religions, but sometimes i hope there’s a god for me to believe in. i’m tired of not having anyone to console in and pretend to listen to me. even my friend cannot be god, ‘cause god is a stranger and will always be a stranger.

• when he told he had recorded the whole performances of our favorite bands so that i could also watch them with him
• a good veg broth in a hot day
• a good blanket in a cold day
• when my dad remembers little things about our family, like when i told him i wanted to eat chicken soup the other day, he would go buy and make it for us the next day
• when my mom said i don’t need to worry much about money because she will help me cover it all, as long as i can achieve my dreams and be a better person
• when my grandma in my mother side complimented my colorful hair
• when i play with my nieces in my mother side

• ice skating
• snowboarding
• bungee jumping
• hill rolling
• exploring abandoned places
• listening to sad songs and crying
• taking care of a snake
• going to a circus
• doing drink game
• naming 100 names/things of anything (women/men/sea animal/country..)
• very intimate: play horror games together

a good outfit is subjective, and manners are societal functions. humans assign meaning, status, and credibility to appearance, we’ve begun to treat dressing well as a form of morality, when in actuality, it’s a question of manners. when we look at someone’s outfit as an expression of manners, we’ll find we are judging those manners based on what society says the rules are. outfit ethics. (must wear this, mustn't wear that) you always judge. how much judging are you aware of? judgments keep you safe. every outfit you wear exists inside a goal; within a career, an identity, a social perception. outfits of all strategy and no authenticity. the most effective way of dressing is balancing these two things; dressing as your authentic self but also strategizing for the context the outfit will exist within. how you present yourself is a tool that helps shape how you are perceived and commu...

nobody will ever love me enough.

• the utter hotness lasting for days before heavy rain
• the smell of earth after the rain, i know it’s named petrichor or something like that idgaf

• i have this little dimple (?) under my mouth, corner right,
• i bruise easily

human beings should come to an extinction, not animals and nature. human should fucking die.

• block printing (tried this once, failed miserably)
• cyanotype (turmeric as alternative)
• corn dolly making
• hand engraving
• marbling
• lithography
• skeined willow working
• pysanka
• glassware

• 26/6/20: lope dope singing while it’s raining outside (lope dope in vietnamese metaphorically means the sound of raindrop)
• my upcoming exams and all of the greatest novels/mangas/movies appearing at the same time
• 26/7/20: this note landed on the same date, different month with the last note
• me reading “my husband” and being desperate by the fact that the world does not revolve around me

• everyday's meals
• trees
• months' updates
• random houses' gates

i might go to yearn for it if u continue to do it you know?

• parents waiting outside the primary school’s gate to pick up their kids
• people of different countries being one together in world cup season

• eat tsukemen
• explore abandoned places (churches)
• indo restaurant
• viet restaurant
• go to shows
• izakaya
• buy vinyls???????
• switch hands

• BEC (bitch eating crackers): Everything this person does annoys you, even something as simple as eating crackers
• atta boy
• condiment (things put in the dish to add flavour)
• vermin
• derail
• little rascal behavior
• imp
• bafoonish
• comatose
• plump
• dictate
• frou-frou
• kryptonite
• faux pas
• aglet
• syzygy
• overtomorrow
• acerbic

• how likely are you to scream at me in public
• what are your biggest pet peeves
• is there something i should know about you? is there something i should not know
• what’s the first action you take after waking up
• are u a hehe or haha person
• what meal feels like home
• what do u watch when u can't fall asleep
• what's the last thing u made