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  • 26.05.21: tomei duas cartelas de pregabalina e não morri. pelo contrário, não senti dor. eu não senti meu corpo. foram doze incríveis horas. eu queria poder fazer isso todos os dias.
  • 27.05.21: dia atípico e preguiçoso. acho que consegui descansar, pois ainda estava entorpecida.
  • 28.05.21: comprei algumas coisas que queria.
  • 29.05.21: senti muita coisa. vi um filme que eu gosto. dei risada. serotonina aconteceu.
  • 30.05.21: nathan fez todas as minhas vontades. eu comi bolo, nuggets, e fui pras tapioqueiras. só me senti mal quando ele colocou pressão em mim.
  • 31.05.21: tomei 3 cartelas de pregabalina e não morri. não senti dor por mais de 18 horas. foi incrível.
  • 01.06.21: vi uma amiga querida! foi divertido.
  • 02.06.21: muitos throwbacks e muito trabalho.
  • 03.06.21: paulo gustavo ainda me faz rir... mesmo ...
dec 1 2017 ∞
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pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.

  • 26.05.21: overdose | feeling unwanted | ghosting | no pain for the first time in 10+ years | emptiness.
  • 27.05.21: solitude | still sore... or numb. | mingau de aveia | camila | i wanna die soooo bad.
  • 28.05.21: lingeries | beach! wear! | feeling cute, but still... used. | he can’t bother. | loneliness.
  • 29.05.21: we didn’t go to the beach | paulo gustavo | i wish i could bring people back from the dead | sometimes i think i’m in love with him... | sometimes i feel so un...
dec 1 2017 ∞
jun 11 2021 +
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  • 26.05.21: no pain at all. it's amazing.
  • 27.05.21: just remembering all the good times.
  • 28.05.21: wish i could erase some memories.
  • 29.05.21: he makes me feel unwanted. yeah.
  • 30.05.21: i don’t wanna bother people anymore.
  • 31.05.21: i have become SO comfortably numb.
  • 01.06.21: not even her actually knew him.
  • 02.06.21: am i THAT jealous of him?
  • 03.06.21: paulo gustavo will be missed forever.
  • 04.06.21: i chopped my entire hair... again.
  • 05.06.21: wish i could have mega hair.
  • 06.06.21: i feel like he hates me.
  • 07.06.21: sometimes tarot is so fucking accurate...
  • 08.06.21: new nails, new me, new self-steem.
  • 09.06.21: she lost him... or did i?
  • 10.06.21: he pretends to care about me.
dec 1 2017 ∞
jun 11 2021 +