discoveries and fixations !

• strike the zither is sooo good aaa
• its so fun to play complicated on guitar???!
• yoichi from winter's wish is such a mood.
• a short read about evolution. just discovered s cool website !

thoughts and randoms !

• sobriquet (n)

a descriptive, familiar and informal nickname, often more well known than the original name "she was a haughty person who answered to thd sobriquet 'Duchesse'"

• spur (v)

to urge or give an incentive to someone "she spurred her horse towards the hedge"

• bog (v)

be stuck in mud or wet ground; slowed down "the car was bogged down on the beach road"

• felling (v)

cut down a tree so that it falls, knock down "felling trees for grazing lands"

• snare (n)

a trap; a thing to lure or tempt someone ...

january… perseverance, the first phase of academic struggle;

february… sparkly eyes and voice of expression; a bosom friend, my light and treasure; something you lost will soon turn up — the secret of my heart; sweet chocolates from the sweetest; paper cranes for the loveliest one; the first of our merry midnights;

march… a soft wave, an awkward smile; late night conversations with the planes across the cosmos; international day, a rollercoaster of embarrassment, joy and sadness; exchanges of melodies, let our harmonies entwine; exploding hearts that holds words we struggle to say; racing heartbeats standing next to you; can i call you my dearest?; self-doubt, tear-stained pillows;

april… an adorable penguin keychain, letters addressed to heart; my dearest close friend, and a line i shall not cross; hugs from my polar bear-stie

• stay right here, stay in the light, my dear until the love you crave falls in your arms
• there are heroes within us, there are lovers within us; they will be here forever, i know
• my heart does not rhyme the rhythm of my mind
• how i hunger for touch, how could you say that i love too much?
• i don't want to fight — i just want to feel alright
• what is life worth living if you don't bleed for anything?
• your blood, what matter is it made of? do you feel it travel in and out your heart?
• your voice, drowning in the white noise, do you hear the echo begging you to let go?
• just wait until tomorrow, it might not be...

reasons why i am going to work hard !!

• you are going to love yourself and life more.
• you are going to teach people about the stars and the cosmos, and make people fall in love with the infinite universe.
• you are going to be able to get the sweetest gifts for people.
• you are going to be able to travel the world freely, visit the snowy forests and ancient libraries.
• you are going to have a cat and these felines deserve nice gourmet and comfy abodes.
• you are going to dress however you want. paint stars on your cheek.
• you are going to try lots and lots of nice food, desserts, and cute treats.
• you are going to open an observatory for people to stargaze.
• you are going to help people fall in love...

• i am thankful for having the kindest, most beautiful souls by my side, e & s
• i am thankful to wake up and see morning stars
• i am thankful for the ability to feel things so deeply
• i am thankful for having the sweetest person as my uncle
• i am thankful for the aromatic scent of lavender
• i am thankful for having the wisest, kindest man as my father
• i am thankful for being in a welcoming, supportive school community
• i am thankful for having a forgiving mother, who forgives my monstrosities
• i am thankful for a brother that cares for others in his atypical ways
• i am thankful to laugh and chatter with my family at the dinner table
• i am thankful for the dedicated, passiona...