― may ˎˊ-

• had a fun time at nayeli's fairy party! even got my face painted! / my leather jacket came and it looks amazing. its just the right size! / presentation went amazingly! / he got me crochet roses! flowers that will never die. <3 / communicated with him more. / barnes and noble date with liz and leah! also went to trader joes to get mothers day flowers and starbucks! they mean everything to me. / liz gifted me a strawberry mug! i love it sm its beautiful. / he gave me a hibiscus flower <3 / laughing with him till i become dizzy is actually the best feeling. / i love that he loves me for me. / he gifted me 'cherry' by nico walker!

― april ˎˊ-

• making new connections. / communication. / dissected a sheep brain in anatomy, so cool! / the chickens laid eggs! so proud of them. / clean room, clean mind. / taking a step into another phase of our relationship. the connection and intimacy is truly there. / got the mushroom lamp i've always wanted for my room! / my nieces cake smash <3 / he got me bubble tea and cold stone because i had a rough day <3 / keira and fal's bday! / eid mubarak! / had a very fun time with him at the beach <3 / threw the letter away and didn’t read it at all. i’m so proud of myself! / second chances. / i love my friends so much. / my partner treats me so right, and its truly what i deserve. / it's been a stressful month, but im proud of myself for coming a long way.

― march ˎˊ-

• went on a trip to miami university and zoo w/my friends and boyfriend! had sm fun. / went to key west and on the glassbottom boat! also watched the sunset on the boat <3 / went to see a play with liz. / sometimes showing up for yourself means that you have to disappoint other people. and that it is okay. / laughing gas with leah. / he has his own box of memories filled with the things i gifted him :) / he gifted me flowers from his front yard. / had a very enjoyable time with my friends at liz's birthday party! / went to cheesecake factory for the first time! / seeing my friends and bf again after spring break gives me sm dopamine. / watched Wakanda forever, the music is so beautiful.

― february ˎˊ-

• sang happy birthday to leah! / minecraft era. / sienna gave me the arctic monkeys vinyl. / decorated my old chemistry teachers door for valentines day! / jjba fanatic. / a loving valentines day <3. / seeing 222 everywhere. / the healing process isn't linear. but that's certainly ok. / pilates is fun. / i love my friends. / went to paint pottery with liz and leah! loving my heart vase. / saw in the heights play with my bf and friends! / danced so much during mia's party. hung out with liz and leah in the lobby after a while and waltzed with them, the connection is unreal. / bonding with fal and kei <3

― january ˎˊ-

• spent new years and a special night with him. / it already feels like my year. / played his oculus for the first time. / he got me the jellycat bunny ive wanted for a long time as my anniversary gift. i cried. / gave him my cultural food to try and he loved it. / went to the morakami garden & museum for our early anniversary celebration. / he got me a promise ring for our 1 year. / cool glasses, cool polaroid. / had a fun field day. i felt free when running. / first time driving on the road. i love it. / obsessed with the angel wing charms for my headphones. / liberation. change. heal.