• birdsong, sebastian faulks
  • less than zero, bret easton ellis
  • pulp, charles bukowski
  • on the road, kerouac
  • everything is illuminated, jonathan safran-foer
feb 11 2012 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • wash my face morning and night without fail
  • under no circumstances am I to go to bed with any makeup on
  • buy a good face wash which is gentle to the skin
  • moisturize twice a day
  • go on the wii fit at least once a day for about an hour
  • get up early enough to walk to college + get there on time every day and STOP getting the bus - the exercise will do me a lot of good
  • stop biting my lip
  • file my nails every day
  • cut them once a week
  • do my hair and makeup properly each day and make an effort to look good rather than just the bare minimum - this ties in with getting up early too
  • grow my hair back
jul 6 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • no matter how hungry i am i will not eat just before sleeping anymore
  • pack my own lunch for college everyday so i don't spend money on food there -> apple for half 10 (or 11) + sandwiches + side for lunch
  • start going with mum to 'keep fit' classes once a week
  • do my own workout once a week too
  • dress warmly when it's appropriate so i don't feel like getting the bus home when it's cold
  • drink more water (again)
  • big breakfast, reasonable lunch, small dinner -> try
  • start doing my exercise diary again
may 24 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • My immune system is probably drowning in sorrow right now. Like, I don't even want to know what my organs must look like.
  • This is crude and some will think it's not what people really want to read about, but: I do not go for a shit enough. It's not good. It's how my mum got bowel cancer when she was pregnant with me. This needs to improve, pronto.
  • I nearly always feel bloated and sluggish, especially after a usually junk-filled meal.
  • I am tired, constantly, despite the fact I sleep like a sloth.
  • My skin is really not good, at all. Probably due to lack of water and proper cleansing routine.
  • Ditto for my hair. If I'm gonna dye it soon, it needs to be in a lot better condition than this.
  • I sweat too much. It's fucking gross.
apr 11 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • dr manhattan's powers: the ability to do anything more or less
  • flying
  • super strength
  • invisibility
  • super speed
  • the power to teleport
  • the ability to duplicate things. how nice would that be if you needed some money!
feb 9 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • london by edward rutherfurd
  • one flew over the cuckoo's nest by ken kesey
  • memoirs of a geisha, arthur golden (AMAZING)
  • the snowman, jo nesbo
  • the liar, stephen fry (currently reading)
  • on the street where you live, mary higgins-clark
  • the girl who played with fire, stieg larsson
  • jpod, douglas coupland
feb 6 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • 1- listening to the rain outside while lying in bed
  • 2- boris
  • 3- my friends
  • 4- watching films I like
  • 5- making lists
  • 6- the relieved feeling after a good cry when I realize things aren't as bad as they seemed
  • 7- the relieved feeling when I've finished all my work
  • 8- my job
  • 9- gingerbread lattes from costa
  • 10- crunchy autumn leaves
  • 11- when my tea's just the right temperature and it's both refreshing and warming
  • 12- rearranging my bedroom
  • 13- feeling 100% confident
  • 14- when everything goes the way I hoped it would
  • 15- shopping
nov 6 2010 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • Talking Heads
  • The Cure
  • The Smiths - obviously
  • Radiohead
sep 30 2010 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • waterloo road
  • the apprentice
  • eastenders possibly if i can be assed
apr 6 2012 ∞
apr 6 2012 +
  • pants
  • bra
  • tights
  • socks
  • vest top
  • navy blue off-the-shoulder jumper
  • beige shorts
  • quilted jacket
  • docs
dec 30 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • get a haircut - £27.50
  • pay tim back for the other day - £3
  • pay the college library for that overdue book, fucking rip-off - £5
  • POSSIBLY get a leopallooza ticket, if there are any left - £35
  • this will leave me with around £30 probably
  • woo no longer skint
jul 3 2011 ∞
jul 3 2011 +
  • Watching Schindler's List in a little bit, wanted to watch it for a while!
  • The meal out tonight with pals
  • Haircut tomorrow :D
  • Possibly dyeing hair on Friday
  • Sadie and Ash staying over on Friday
  • Going up to London with Sadie and Ash on Saturday
  • Carys' 18th masquerade ball party on Saturday night! :D
  • Going to the Eden Project on Tuesday
  • Easter eggs!
  • Royal Wedding piss-up party
apr 13 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • how i (+ others) seem to have become somewhat dependent on social networking sites. facebook is good every few days but when you use it every single day and stay online for hours that's when it gets boring
  • when you really wanna watch a film so you watch it online and by the time it's loaded you cba to watch it anymore - takes too long!
  • when a favourite website of mine closes down
  • tumblr errors. ughhh
  • errors in general
  • when you get an error come up and it doesn't actually tell you what it was so you can't even try to fix it
  • used to hate bebo
  • 'bebo stunnah' groups you used to get :L i find it kinda funny now
  • really stupid groups on facebook that all...
feb 9 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • this fucking sore throat which seems only to present itself at night time now
  • this fucking cough
  • the fact that my meds don't work, for either of these
  • having no fags
  • dickheads who take the piss
  • looking in the mirror and seeing something i'd rather not
  • those awful, cold, shit, socially inadequate days where nothing goes right and all you want to do is get into bed and never get out
  • having no money, of course
  • drinking loads and still not getting drunk
  • having plans for the weekend, turning down outings with others that have asked you, then the plans get cancelled and you can't really ask the others cos they'll think you're using them or some bs
feb 7 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • wake up 10 to 8
  • shower
  • make myself presentable
  • breakfast, cup of tea, pint of water
  • leave house at about 10 past 9
  • go to the bank and deposit my wages into my account
  • should now have a balance of £66, take out £5 and buy some fags
  • have a cracking day at college, or try to anyway
  • come home at 5, eat dinner, another pint of water
  • do some research for photography project
  • eat some more
  • drink another pint of water
  • sleep
feb 6 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • talking heads - psycho killer
  • talking heads - sugar on my tongue
  • talking heads - new feeling
  • the cure - lullaby
  • the cure - friday I'm in love
  • the cure - the lovecats
  • the cure - just like heaven
  • the cure - let's go to bed
  • the smiths - ask
  • the smiths - the headmaster ritual
  • the smiths - jeane
  • the smiths - hand in glove (troy tate sessions version)
  • the smiths - handsome devil
  • the smiths - you just haven't earned it yet, baby
  • the smiths - oscillate wildly
  • radiohead - paranoid android
  • arctic monkeys - mardy bum
  • arctic monkeys - brianstorm
sep 30 2010 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • go easy on the junk food. maybe a bit each day, but not to the point i feel disgusting and bloated (which i will actually get if i don't watch it)
  • start using the wii fit again every day about an hour after dinner
  • stretches, aerobics, balances
feb 11 2012 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • get to college for 11
  • see everyone, hopefully have a good day
  • finish at half 4, WOO SCHOOL'S OUT FOR THE SUMMER
  • go home
  • pack stuff
  • quick snack if I'm hungry
  • off to nickie's house
  • aww yeeeeeahh
jul 4 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • Eat a decent breakfast every day, some whole wheat/bran cereal and a piece of fruit, or a glass of fruit smoothie, or find something yummy yet still healthy in one of Mum's cookbooks if I have time to cook.
  • Avoid red meat if I can help it - if I am given some in a meal, have lots of vegetables and water too.
  • Drink at least 4 pints of water every day.
  • Always have a pint of water with a meal. If I'm having tea or coffee with breakfast, have the water after.
  • Continue taking cod liver oil tablets.
  • Go back to doing my sit-ups, squats and leg-ups routine every evening.
  • Cut out the junk food. Like, for real. If I feel like I desperately need it, like I did with the Galaxy earlier, I drink a pint of water and read a chapter of whate...
apr 11 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • pack my lunch for college every day so i don't have to buy food there
  • walk to college every day, or get up early and get a lift with dad at 8 if it's an especially shit day
  • learn to roll fags so i can stop spending copious amounts of money on packs of straights
  • always make sure i get up early enough to go to the bank and deposit my wages into my account before college on monday mornings
  • don't actually carry any money if possible
  • any money i get put it in the bank straight away, if possible
  • only withdraw from free cash points and stick to that rule
  • make sure if i'm going out on the weekend, be it day or night, i eat a big meal before i go so i won't buy food out
feb 8 2011 ∞
feb 11 2012 +
  • actually fucking do my research + hwk for history cos i never do
  • eat less, or less rich food anyway
  • drink more water
  • sort out my final work for the last photography project
  • cut my fringe
  • learn to roll fags so i can stop spending copious amounts of money on straights
  • have a proper daily skincare routine and stick the fuck to it because my skin's shit
  • buy that clarins foundation because it's the don
  • buy a good cleanser and toner
  • go to my GP and express my concerns that i may have asthma and get some proper antibiotics for this fucking COUGH
  • start taking cod liver oil tablets again, one every morning
  • cut down majorly on use of facebook - as ...
feb 6 2011 ∞
feb 21 2011 +
  • forrest gump
  • girl, interrupted
  • 500 days of summer (I know, cliche as hell but it's so good)
  • pulp fiction
  • shawshank redemption
  • trainspotting
  • matilda
  • wanted
  • donnie darko
  • american history x
  • adam
  • the graduate
  • love actually
  • bridget jones 1&2
  • four weddings and a funeral
  • the craft
oct 6 2010 ∞
feb 11 2012 +