• "anybody can do anything to anybody. you can't stop what happens to you. you can only survive it" -Georgia Rule
• Stop blaming yourself for being human. You’re fine. Having a little anxiety is fine. Being scared is fine. Your secrets are fine. You’re well-meaning. You’re intelligent. You’re blowing it out of proportion. You’re fine.
• life would be much easier if our heads could figure out which way our hearts will go-revenge
• Don't live your life based on others expectations.. Blaze your own path, decide what's right for you & only you & love being who your are.. Scars & all..
• you do this because you love to do this, don't beat yourself up-Lululemon "how i got here"
• be you to the fullest #beautiful
• Fucking five guys who happen to be buddie...

• Maybe it's not my weekend but it's gonna be my year, And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere, And this is my reaction to everything I fear, 'Cause I've been going crazy, I don't wanna waste another minute here (all time low, weightless)
• It was the end of a decade, But the start of an age(long live-taylor swift).
• Oh, you stood by me, And I'll stand by my, Belief(belief, gavin degraw)
• I know it's hard to believe, But it's easy to see that something here isn't right. (Oxygen, Willy Mason)
• May your tears come from laughing, You find friends worth having,With every year passing,They mean more than gold. )Never Alone Lady Antebellum)
• We won't break, we won't die. its just a moment of change. (One republic, all we are)

• Dear Facebook friends from high school, I enjoy keeping tabs on how fat and unsuccessful you've become. Keep the misguided status updates and wholly unflattering photo albums coming. Sincerely, Tina.
• Dear Harry, I want your magic wand in my chamber of secrets. Sincerely, Cho Chang
• Dear Ke$ha, Please stop singing about me. You don't how I feel in the morning. Sincerely, P. Diddy
• Dear Draco, You have a nice bed, may I Slytherin? Sincerely, Lord Voldemort.
• Dear Baha Men, Did you ever find out who let the dogs out? Sincerely, The Kennel Owner.
• Dear BP, Thank you for being the only oil company considerate enough to apply lube before violating America. Sincerely, The Consumer
• Dear Nice Guys, Come out, come out wherever you are! Sincerely, Girls Everywhere.

• "It's so hard when I have to, and so easy when I want to."- Annie Gottlier
• owl in a box http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1F0NtI/rey...
• konami play- I love traffic
• Six ways to make people like you
  • Become genuinely interested in other people.
  • Smile.
  • Remember that a person's name is to that person the sweetest and most important sound in any language.
  • Be a good listener. Encourage others to talk about themselves.
  • Talk in terms of the other person's interests.
  • Make the other person feel important - and do it sincerely.
• ode to nice guys http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/26inxf/www...
• a few rules. http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1KqEZe/www...
• "I want to buy you alot of pretty things ...http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1QTROR/www...

• Having an OK first practice
• Having new gear
• Going to the sailing BeerBQ
  • getting to know the team better
  • getting hit on by chris
  • playing flip cup for the first time
• Getting 1st in A division with Kyle my first regatta
  • 2, 3, 2, 6, 1 =14 pts. 4 pts ahead of sencond
• going to my second sailing party and having such a good time
• being stolen by matty as his permanent crew.
• sailing pretty well for my first time in FJs at BU on the charles for 2 days
  • beating neil forrester

• (502): Friends don't let friends fuck ugly girls. WALK AWAY FROM HER!
• (703): maybe you should take the dick out of your mouth before you start talking.(859): i did. i'm using it as a microphone.
• (919): so I was just driving high and I stopped to let a pinecone cross the road because I thought it was a hedgehog
• (916): put your butt on the phone this is a booty call
• (612): What started out as a threesome has become me sitting here watching them have sex... Can I get a ride home?
• (313): I'm going to use my one free fuck up card tonight.(734): What'd you do?(313): Its more like what im about to do.
• (734): I Once took so much Ecstacy that I tried to hug a fire.
• (918): Do u have any bacon or vodka by chance

• Bring my dad to Italy
• Run through a field of wildflowers on a sunny day
• Kiss in the rain
• ✔ Watch a meteor shower
• Spend New Year's in NYC
• Save a life
• Witness a miracle
• Sleep on the beach under the stars
• Own a horse
• Write a Novel
• own a lake house
• Go to Wanderlust
• Go to Burning Man
• work on a boat
• go to glacier national park Montana

• new building
• getting an A on my first Mr. Mac 1-pager
• Having my first college essay shot down so that the second could only be better
• driving to school with my sister
• having Mr. Driscoll tell me that the Pep Rally was the best ever.
• Having Mrs. Holcomb tell me I should have been in her honor's english class and that i was a really strong writer.
• Homecoming being a success
• Winning Powderpuff
• Going to the concert with Meghan
• finally getting enough Items for Auction for senior semi formal
• the amount of compassion and love that came after shannon thompson's death. Seeing someone I thought was mean, change into the most amazing and strong person.
• Being named Elks student of the month for January

• Bugalo
• Running Bear
• Leaving on a Jet Plane
• Barges
• Circle Game
• Pirate Song
• Pink Flamingos
• 3 little angels
• hermie the wormie
• Bubble Gum
• Rocking Chair
• Pink Pajama's
• Beetle Song
• Donut Song
• Little Birdie Song
• Daisy on my Toe
• Weenie Man
• Princess Pat
• yogi bear song
• The Moose Song
• The Bear Song

• "Yoga doesn't want to fix or change anything about you. That's because yoga doesn't think there's anything wrong with you or that you're broken. Yoga is about using simple, gentle and creative movements to access and touch every cell of your physical body, so you can stay healthy and well. And when you breathe deep and free, you have a chance to quiet down your mind and awaken to the most incredible miracle possible - that you're alive. That you're here. So after class, someone please come tell me what could be more f'ing amazing than that - because I'd love to know." BK 3/4/13
• Be soft in your practice. Think of the method as a fine silvery stream, not a raging waterfall. Follow the stream, have faith in its course."Sheng-yen
• "Yoga will never tell you what to do. If you want to be told what to do, join a re...

• Get my GPA to a 3.0
• ✔ win a regatta
• ✔ make 5 new friends
• keep in touch with camp friends

• We all remember the bedtime stories of our childhoods, the shoe fits cinderella, the frog turns into a prince, Sleeping beauty is awakened with a kiss. Once upon a time and then they lived happily ever after. Fairy tales the stuff of dreams.The problem is fairy tales don't come true. Its the other stories, the ones that begin with dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable. Its the nightmares that always seem to become reality.
• ok here it is, your choice its simple, her or me and i'm sure she is really great but derek i love you, in a really really big pretend to like your taste in music let you eat the last piece of cheesecake hold a radio over my head outside your window unfortunateway that makes me hate you-love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.
• Most of the time pain can be managed, but...

• Say what I need to say
• Talk about people less
• Drunk text less
• Procrastinate less
• Take more risks
• Go to gym as much as possible

• Dixie Chicks-Landslide
• Katy Perry-Pearl
• bruno mars-count on me
• Train-When I look to the Sky
• Jason Mraz- Lucky

• ✔ get no grade below an 85
• ✔ make choices that lead to good decisions
• ✔ no regrets
• ✔ have positive relationships with my roommates and the upstairs
• get in shape
• be able to run 2 miles in under 16 minutes
• win a regatta
• stay on top of my school work
• ✔ keep in touch with camp people
• ✔ meet 10 new people in my grade

• reading post secret every sunday
• color organizing my closest
• using the clear bic pens with the slightly swirled grip
• sailing
• matching my bra and underwear (to each other and what i'm wearing)
• wearing pink on wednesdays
• wearing my sailing bracelet constantly
• singing in the shower

• Party in the USA- Miley Cyrus
• I Love College- Asher Roth
• Good Morning- Chamillionare
• Empire State of Mind-Jay Z
• Forever Young-Jay Z
• Milk and Cereal
• Shots
• Down- Jay Sean
• I hate college remix
• I like it- Dixie Chicks
• sexy bitch- david guetta
• i don't want to wait-paula cole
• shorty its your booty
• best of 2009- dj earworm

• rachels house
  • skinny dipping
  • mma adventure
  • convincing rachel to get the bottle
• camp sunshine
  • meeting new people
  • being inspired by the families
• party with Julie
  • will joyce saying he wanted to see more of me this summer (hahah)
• haning out With Emily, casEy, anD, caroline.
• At the faLmouth heights beaCh for fOurth of juLy with meghan and pat
• 3 way call with becky and julie for two hours
• buying scratch tickets with rachel and getting carded

As of 5/14/09

• Psychology Club-15 Hours
• Senior Leadership-2 Hours
• Homecoming Chair-20 Hours
• Essay Workshop-7 Hours
• Dance Company-16.5 Hours
• Sailing Team-106 Hours
• National Honor Society-26 Hours
• Senior Semi-Formal Chair- 18.5 Hours
• Powderpuff Football-7.5 Hours
• Senior Auction Committee-20.5 Hours
• Freshman Mentoring-12.5 Hours
• Science Fair-2 Hours

• "In the space between yes and no, there's a lifetime. It's the difference between the path you walk and one you leave behind; it's the gap between who you thought you could be and who you really are; it's the legroom for the lies you'll tell yourself in the future."-Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult
• You take your life for granted. You don't take care of your body, you poison it with junk food, alcohol and drugs. You are lazy and complain about not feeling well. You can change all of that! Do anything you set your mind to! Friends have told me they train only a month before they can run a half marathon. They can run, period. They can get out of bed every day on their own. I would give anything and everything to be you, and so many others would too. You only have one life. START LIVING

• kind
• devoted
• smart
• honest
• trustworthy
• knowledgeable
• dependable
• caring
• lively
• respectful
• approachable
• helpful
• dedicated
• confident
• mature
• a good listener
• a good friend
• likable
• easy to be around
• wise
• daring

• "basic instructions. eat some healthy things. do some stuff for your physical, breath, mental body. feed your heart. rest. laugh. trust what you know and what you don't. there is knowledge everywhere and within that knowledge the great mystery."
• "we are all in this together--you are not alone. you are beauty, strength, desire. the world needs your spark, your flame. there is magic in the concealment, the not knowing....trust is knowing wherever you end up, whatever choices you make, that you can always make another choice. each breath is a gift, even in the moments when you question it....thank you for showing in the this lifetime, just as you do....you are perfect and whole and always expanding into more. that is the nature and intelligence of the universe. love you all."
• "this is your year. go for it. be nice to...

• 5 years time (sun sun sun)-noah and the whale
• 9 crimes-damien rice
• all star weekend-blame it on september
• and the world turned-the gabe dixon band
• enrique-hero
• googoodolls-name
• james morrison -i wont let you go
• Laid-James
• Lil Wayne-How to Love
• Matt Nathanson -Faster, come on get higher
• mumford and sons- thistle and weeds
• nothing- the script
• Phil Collins- You'll be in my heart
• philosophy-ben folds five
• regina spector-us
• Rhianna-S & M
• Rhythm of Love-Plain White Ts
• Stereo Hearts
• Tagen and Sara-Where did the Good Go

• I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I knew no other way than this, where 'I' does not exist, nor 'you'. So close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep....Pablo Neruda.
• Dance like no one's watching,love like you'll never be hurt, sing like no one's listening,live like it's heaven on earth....William Purky
• I love you, not for what you are,but for what I am when I am with you....Roy Croft.
• Love creates an "us" without destroying a "me"....Unknown
• I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of m...

Senior Year:

• BC
• BU(2)
• Roger Williams
• URI
• Massachusetts Maritime
• MIT

Sophomore Year:

• MIT(2)
• URI
• Providence College

Freshman Year:

• BU (3)
• MIT (2)
• Yale
• Coast Guard (2)
• University of Hawaii
• Providence (2)
• Brown

• no regrets
• be more open
• be more kind
• be more thankful
• go to church once a month
• go to the gym as much as possible
• be the person i want to be :)

• Getting along with my roommate
• Going to the beach with Sophia, Haley, and Alex
• Joining the sailing team
• hanging out with drunken suitemates.
• learning what a swamp donkey was
• going clubbing in providence for cody's birthday
• getting an 88 on my first english quiz
• getting along better with helen
• Getting a 75 on the anatomy exam and knowing that I have the potential to do so much better
• getting 6 15s in a row on my nursing paper
• 82 on my second anatomy test
• CAT DISECTION

• new coach
• new sails
• sailing with Mike the 1st day
• renee getting pooped on by a seagull
• being terrified by the wind speed on march 20th then having one of the funnest practices ever in the harbor
• being nominated as a captain by gina and ahving kristina say "I was hoping she would be nominated"
• being named captain with eva and mike
• "Bad day to wear a skirt"
• having a heart to heart with mr. kirk
• after mike saying he doesn't like something josh's responce "isn't that like a girl thing?"
• hanging out with andrew after kristina karl fucks me over
• the car wash
• the freshman babies and miles
• "I'M NOT HELPING SHIT"

• "There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment. "
• "Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend."
• "Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you."
• "Don't think or judge, just listen."
• "It's all in the view. That's what I mean about forever, too. For any one of us our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count."
• "There comes a time in every life when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your heart."
• "I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith, ...

• ✔ Get good enough grades to:
  • get off probabtion for national honor society
  • not have to take finals
  • get into college
• ✔ have fun
• ✔ make memories
• date a few guys for fun and one solidly
• ✔ make new friends
• ✔ take tons of pictures
• ✔ learn about life
• keep in touch with old friends
• ✔ make a difference in my school and community
• ✔ feel prepared for college