i'm begging myself, please let go, but i try to find ugliness in you and it morphs back into admiration

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

i won't see you again until after winter break and i won't lie, i'm a little sad

i'm kind of a loser but i'd give you so much of my heart

you gave me the confidence to wear cute clothes and do my makeup again

sometimes i entertain the idea that you might like me one day too and daydream about us holding hands n shit

your brilliance shines through in every word you speak and it's breathtaking

someone please tell me how the fuck to control my feelings for you

i think i could listen to you talk all day

how come every time we interact i feel like i can only smile like an idiot and make a fool out of myself

i know this is all very stupid and weird and that you probably don't feel the same way at all but that's okay because just knowing you and being your friend is a blessing that made my life a little brighter

i had a dream about you again. even my subconscious likes to torment me. i wish i could just leave.

i guess nobody is perfect until you have a big gross crush on them

you're going to accomplish such great things and i want to encourage you along the way

the time i spend with you is so precious to me

every time i learn a little more about you i just like you more

every conversation we have replays in my mind like a broken record player and i can't get you out of my head

the smile you gave me when i gave you your christmas card warmed my whole entire soul

i wonder what you're doing now and what you think about me, if you ever do

i'm so proud of you and brag about you all the time

you inspired me to write a poem and i don't even write poetry

you don't like me, i make no difference to you, why do i still like you why why why

fuck valentine's day

it's weird how your name meant nothing to me before i met you and now whenever i hear it i feel all fuzzy and i can't even say it without feeling some kind of way

i want to tell everyone about you

for some reason you inspire me to be well-adjusted and get my shit together

you make me feel the way angelica does when she notices the comma after "dearest"

being close to you makes me feel like i can't breathe, in a good way

i'm a little scared of how much i like you and think you're the best

no offense but your presence lights up my whole life and you make the most ordinary of things seem exciting and the thought of going on little adventures with you makes the world feel like a dare

suddenly every dumb bubbly love song reminds me of you and it's embarrassing

you honestly have the prettiest eyes