• direct support professional
• osha inspector
• hotel events coordinator
• environmental scientist
• waste management
• high school secretary
• box office manager
• marine biologist
• sports news writer
• chef
• marine
• air force
• liquor store owner
• real estate agent
• coffee shop owner
• financial advisor
• interior designer

• pick pumpkins
• watch horror movies

• styrofoam plates by death cab for cutie
• whispers by halsey

• marilyn
• cody
• i am fed
• i have a beautiful home
• i can access medical care when i need it
• people that are willing to be there for me
• my mother

• eyes
• lips
• smile
• feet
• strong hands
• strong arms
• sense of humor
• kind heart
• generous
• caring
• good father

• Black Mirror: Bandersnatch

• Church Soup Kitchen
• Crisis Text Line

• monte carlo (80s t top)
• mitsubishi 3000 gt
• lotus elise
• austin healey sprite

• speak spanish
• pole dance
• play chess
• draw
• write creatively
• tie a knot in a cherry stem
• master yoga
• play a sport

• apple cinnamon
• champagne and strawberries
• sandalwood & patchouli
• caramel latte
• peppermint

• gardening
• fishing
• swimming
• have a barbecue
• ride a motorcycle
• get ice cream
• go on vacation
• go camping
• tanning outside
• concerts
• catch lightning bugs

• Philadelphia, PA
• Pittsburgh, PA
• Newark, NJ
• Camden, NJ
• New York, NY
• Cooperstown, NY
• Washington DC
• Myrtle Beach, SC
• Orlando, FL
• Wilmington, NC
• Delaware
• Virginia
• Ocean City, MD
• Point Pleasant, NJ
• Wildwood, NJ
• Seaside Heights, NJ
• Long Beach Island, NJ
• Figure 8 Island, NC
• Atlantic City, NJ
• Kearny, NJ
• Harrisburg, PA

• high school
• a friends brother
• at the library
• online dating
• work
• bars

• Rag Doll (still wear if I feel nostalgic)
• Paris Hilton
• Pure Seduction Victoria’s Secret
• Victoria’s Secret Bombshell
• Euphoria Calvin Klein
• Flowerbomb for the last 5 years or so

• read 50 books
• make $70k
• get a job in cybersecurity
• love my body and how I look
• become a more social person
• learn JavaScript
• learn Python
• meditate daily
• become a more organized person
• find a mentor
• get to 115 lbs
• workout 3+ times weekly
• develop a night time routine

• applebees
• bob evans
• the cheesecake factory
• golden corral
• rainforest cafe
• ruby tuesday
• tgi fridays
• denny's
• ihop
• perkins
• waffle house
• red robin
• chili's
• uno
• smokey bones
• logan's roadhouse
• longhorn steakhouse
• bonanza
• friendly's
• dave & buster's
• au bon pain

• Introduction to Ethics
• General Psychology
• Fundamentals of Algebra
• Western Civilization 1

• diamonds
• fallout
• ballet
• horror movies
• medical terminology
• Neopets
• apple products and devices

• I'd get Cody the best health insurance money can buy
• I'd put away all the money for Marilyn to go to whatever college she'd like to, or buy a home and join the workforce
• I'd buy my mother a retirement home on Myrtle Beach
• I'd pay off my sister's student loans and get her a nice studio apartment in Pittsburgh and a car
• Buy my mom a 2020 Mini Cooper
• I'd repay Jimmy and Krissy for all they've done for us
• I'd buy Cody any bike he wanted
• I'd pay for all of Marilyn's medical expenses
• I'd match my moms pension plan and have her retire early
• I'd buy Lisa and Conner the best health insurance
• I'd buy Lisa any house she'd like and pot...

• cody got to the doctors more often
• spent more quality time with the baby
• worked, even if it was briefly
• got closer with krissy

• alzheimers disease
• losing my hair
• being less mobile
• forgetting things (more than i already do)
• being less physically attractive
• disease
• having to be a burden on my loved ones

• more patient
• more accepting
• less insecure than I used to be
• kinder
• better communication of my needs

• juul
• ps4
• moisturizer
• phone
• water
• mountain dew
• ibuprofen

• Fallout 3
• Fallout New Vegas
• Fallout 4
• Fallout 76
• Dishonored
• Dishonored 2
• Skyrim

• be married
• have my tumor gone
• finish my associate degree
• start my bachelors degree
• finish my bachelors degree
• be in stable mental health
• be in stable physical health
• be an early riser
• feel confident in my appearance
• finish crisis volunteering hours
• renovate the kitchen
• learn to dance
• be semi-fluent in spanish

• bring me the horizon
• of mice and men
• the casualties
• taking back sunday
• underoath
• motion city soundtrack
• armor for sleep
• enter shikari
• whitechapel
• andrew wk
• riverboat gamblers
• third eye blind

• dropping out of high school
• my fathers death
• my car accident
• finding out about my tumor
• meeting my fiancé
• becoming a step mom
• being arrested
• committing to sobriety
• my first big sale in jewelry
• the first time I was cheated on
• my first heartbreak
• losing my best friend
• getting my ged
• buying my first home
• going back to college
• committing to my mental health and improving

• gingerbread houses
• building snowmen
• sledding
• watching Christmas movies
• buying gifts
• sending cards
• hot chocolate
• snowball fights

• dead end
• the evil dead
• the strangers
• oculus
• the shining
• tusk
• 1408
• drag me to hell

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• Git Bash
• JavaScript
• Python
• Meraki

• luau
• pig roast
• 90s
• murder mystery
• tea party
• halloween party

• bad teeth
• i try to debate too much
• needy
• extremely emotional

• start this list tomorrow

• paternal grandmother- uterine/ovarian cancer
• paternal grandfather- blood clot/broken heart
• maternal grandmother- stroke
• maternal grandfather- ???
• father- renal failure & cirrhosis

• Gaga: Five Foot Two
• Memory Games
• The Truth About Alcohol
• The Secret
• The Hateful Eight

• that i have a bad habit of using comma splices
• i'm shit at math

• A squirrel I shot and cooked
• Alligator
• Eel
• Kangaroo Jerky
• Bear
• Crickets

• Western Civilization 1

- Ancient Greece - Rome - Middle Ages - Renaissance - Reformation - Medieval History - Early Modern Europe

• Fundamentals of Algebra

- Absolute Value - Exponents - Square Roots - Fractions - Percentages - Area & Circumference - Algebraic Expressions - Linear Equations - Graphing Lines and Slope

• Introduction to Ethics

- Deontology - Utilitarianism - Rights - Virtues - Consequentialism - Hedonism - The Golden Mean - The Golden Rule - Veil of Ignorance

• General Psychology

- History of Psychology - Methodology - Biopsychology - Sensation - Motivation - Perception - Cognition - Abnormal Behavior...

• White Oleander by Janet Fitch
• Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut
• After Dark by Haruki Murakami
• The Wind Up Bird Chronicle by Haruki Murakami
• Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage by Haruki Murakami
• Dead Until Dark by Charlaine Harris
• Living Dead In Dallas by Charlaine Harris
• Club Dead by Charlaine Harris
• Dead to the World by Charlaine Harris
• Dead as a Doornail by Charlaine Harris
• Definitely Dead by Charlaine Harris
• A Million Little Pieces by James Frey
• The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins
• The Help by Kathryn Stockett
• Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom
• The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
• The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mit...

• my hair
• my looks
• my height
• how much money I had
• my family life
• my addictions
• my personal life
• mental illness
• my cars
• my clothes

• my mom
• my dad
• my sister
• my bullies from high school
• my exes
• my old best friend
• myself

• 1993
• my birth
• 1997
• my sisters birth
• 1999
• start kindergarten
• 2000
• gifted, take special classes
• start ballet classes
• 2002
• diagnosed with ADHD, school gets harder
• I realize my dad is different than other parents
• 2004
• go through puberty early
• I got bullied a lot
• 2005
• my family buys a new house
• 2006
• acting out in school a lot
• dads drinking gets much worse

• poetry
• astrology
• floral arranging
• miniatures
• ghost hunting
• board games
• geocaching ✅
• boxing
• ballet
• pole dancing
• insect taxidermy ✅

• smoking cigarettes
• speeding
• shopping too much
• procrastinating
• staying up all night
• drinking too much alcohol
• doing drugs
• dating guys I knew were terrible
• letting myself get into slumps

• selfishness
• flaky
• stubborn
• disorganized
• forgetful
• irresponsible
• thinking I’m the smartest person in the room, even when I’m very clearly not
• hopeless optimism