• Corpse Bride
  • white (ruined) dress
  • wripped veil
  • lots of makeup
  • dry bouquet
• Marla Singer
  • black dress/top+skirt ✓
  • furry black coat/ black blazer ✓
  • black heels ✓
  • messy hair ✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓
  • sunglasses
  • black hat ✓
  • big black ring ✓
  • cigarette ✓
  • "hello my name is Marla" sticker

or

• light pink dress

• make actual plans with my friends
• try to sell some of my useless stuff online
• figure out more ways to make some money
• try new recipes - ongoing
• start to organize stuff for university - ongoing
• organize my stuff from the last three years - done
• read:
  • finish Lolita - done
  • finish A Song of Ice and Fire #2 pt2/2 - done
  • Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
  • O Fio da Navalha - W. Somerset Maugham
• send postcards and finally answer letters
• finally get rid of my blades - kinda-done

• “Ninguém sabe que coisa quer. Ninguém conhece que alma tem,nem o que é mal nem o que é bem.(Que ânsia distante perto chora?) Tudo é incerto e derradeiro. Tudo é disperso, nada é inteiro. Ó Portugal, hoje és nevoeiro... ”

— Fernando Pessoa

• “When you feel perpetually unmotivated, you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way; everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interest in responding whatsoever. This whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you. So, you see yourself as a shadowy figure unworthy of developing interest, unworthy of wondering about the world - profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your very presence.”

— Ingmar Bergman

• bliss
• wind
• outrageous
• hollow
• bones
• blood
• graveyard
• grieve
• haunting
• dysphoria
• glass
• high
• breathe
• silence
• aquífero

• The Addams Family
• American Horror Story
• Awake
• Breaking Bad
• Californication
• Game Of Thrones
• House
• How I Met Your Mother
• Misfits
• Pretty Little Liars
• Queer as Folk
• Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
• Shameless
• Sherlock
• The Simpsons
• Skins
• Veronica Mars
• Community

• getting soaked in the rain, barely dressed, at dawn
• the numb feeling after intense pain
• cutting
• django django concert (8.12.12)
• running in the beach in a cold, rainy twilight
• being hugged by the most amazing friend after some serious shit
• cuddling with my awesome cats
• spending a whole day with my friends in Mafra

• 25/26.august.2012
• 14.october.2012
• 7-10.december.2012
• 20.january.2013
• 2.february.2013
• 10.february.2013
• 20.april.2013
• 10.may.2013
• 31.may.13

• On The Road
• We Need To Talk About Kevin
• The Perks of Being a Wallflower
• V for Vendetta
• Sleeping Beauty
• Reality Bites
• The Lovely Bones
• Wristcutters: a Love Story
• Adam
• La Piel Que Habito
• Pitch Perfect
• Martha Marcy May Marlene
• Breaking Dawn part II
• It's Kind of a Funny Story
• Ginger and Rosa
• Poulet aux Prunes
• A Dangerous Method
• Ruby Sparks
• 50 50
• A Clockwork Orange
• Lars and the Real Girl

• American Beauty
• An Education
• Atonement
• Before Sunrise/Sunset
• Brokeback Mountain
• El Laberinto del Fauno
• Fight Club
• Girl, Interrupted
• Ghost World
• Inglorious Bastards
• Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain
• Let The Right One In
• Restless
• Submarine
• The Breakfast Club
• The Dreamers
• The Shining
• The Perks of Being a Wallflower
• Wristcutters: A Love Story
• La Piel Que Habito

PORTUGUESE

• Rodrigo
• André

FOREIGN

• Adam
• Alex
• August
• Benjamin
• Bradford
• Brian
• David
• Ethan
• Evan
• Harry
• Holden
• Hunter
• James
• Jamie

• Memorial do Convento - José Saramago
• The Metamorphosis - Franz Kafka
• The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky
• O Despertar da Magia - George R. R. Martin
• Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov

• "I look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise, and I wish I could sink my hands into your flesh and light lanterns along your spine so you know that there’s nothing but light when I see you." - Shinji Moon
• "Ser compreendido é prostituir-se." — Fernando Pessoa
• "And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.” — Friedrich Nietzsche
• "If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives." — Lemony Snicket
• "To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing." — Leo Buscaglia
• “One day, in retrospect, the years of s...

• Jane (Jane Eyre)
• Brian Kinney (Queer as Folk)
• Debbie Novotny (Queer as Folk)
• Amélie Poulain (Amélie)
• Lisbeth Salander (Millenium Trilogy)
• Jules Winnfield (Pulp Fiction)
• Jon Snow (Game of Thrones)
• Arya Stark (Game of Thrones)
• Tyrion Lannister (Game of Thrones)
• Cassie Ainsworth (Skins)
• Barney Stinson (HIMYM)
• Hank Moody (Californication)
• Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds)
• Spencer Hastings (Pretty Little Liars)
• Gregory House (House)
• Remy Hadley '13' (House)
• Baltasar Sete-Sóis (Memorial do Convento)
• Blimunda Sete-Luas (Memorial do Convento)

MALE CRUSHES

• Alex Turner
• Jeff Buckley
• Yann Tiersen
• Oliver Sykes

FEMALE CRUSHES

• Lykke Li
• Laura Marling
• Lisbeth Salander
• Cassie Ainsworth
• "Coco" Bianca Casady
• Annie Clark
• Hayley Williams

PORTUGUESE

• Ariana
• Bárbara
• Elisa
• Laura
• Letícia
• Margarida
• Natália
• Olívia
• Rosa
• Violeta

FOREIGN

• Amélie
• Arya
• Autumn
• Briony
• Coraline
• Dawn