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        Try harder at my job, impress bosses Actually do the readings. Seriously Jordyn. Take more time to study before exams. Go to office hours for EVERY professor until they know my name. Take a computer software class Be strict with agenda. Health (Physical)
      
        Drink at least 3 glasses of water per day. Workout at least 3 times per week. Take the stairs every single day. GYT Be safe. You know. Health (Mental)
      
        Attempt meditation, or at least meditativ...   jan 4 2015 ∞jan 4 2015 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
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    Mean Girls all of the Godfather movies The Deliverance Harry Potter Grease Dirty Dancing The Shining The Ring The Grudge Footloose    oct 1 2012 ∞oct 1 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    twinkle lights Frankie, my cat New York vintage dresses chocolate the mystery of the color black flirting with a stranger, knowing you'll never see them again sunsets 10,000 feet above the earth city lights halloween going out dancing with my friends 24/7 gyms chai tea lattes first dates with someone you really, really like stepping on a scale and smiling the soft hairs below my puppy's nose my grandmother, my brother, my father, my mother eve ensler and louise rennison   dec 4 2011 ∞aug 29 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    schoolwork, especially passing French.... turning in assignments! (i know this fits under the first point, but i feel as though it deserves two bullets) getting in shape for tennis season, so hitting the gym at least 3 times a week watching what i eat (lean cuisines and rationing) studying for my ACT (i WILL get that 31!!!) studying for my APUSH test (a four...all i need is a four...) my poetry and journaling! i cannot keep sweeping them under the rug speaking of sweeping, i need to clean my stupid room... redecorating my room! just small improvements...also, i need a new shower head desperately i must read a good book.   mar 21 2011 ∞mar 21 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    poems. scattered, emotional, confused poems. caffeine, and a constant need for it. texts. scheduling. working out. feeling guilty for not working out. then working out some more. food. fast food. junk food. microwave food. guilt for eating food. phone calls. every night. just to hear his voice. sleep. or a lack of it, rather. homework. done. not done. should be done. yelling. fighting. bickering. apologizing. tears. stressed out tears. annoying angry tears. unwanted tears. books. lots of them. showers. falling asleep in the shower. wishing i had more time to take showers.   mar 14 2011 ∞mar 14 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    listen to an indie song smoke pot just sit and breathe write a poem make a speech drink be defiant cry...genuinely spend a day alone in the woods read a classic drink from a hose fall in love break all the rules question yourself watch a silent film skinny dip talk all night long climb a tree try out a new hobby that is totally not you hunt for night crawlers   jan 10 2011 ∞jan 10 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    kittens aidan's skin my hair wesley's blanket my puppy's softie fur right under his nose warm mugs green grass gravel play-doh sand under water thick mud stubble   jan 7 2011 ∞jan 7 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    How all the counselor's at camp conspired to get us together How he locked his keys in his van on our first date and we had to get the cops to open it My hickie His hickies.... The underwear in the elevator at the hotel (not mine!) How abbby's date and he wore the SAME outfit for homecoming   oct 3 2010 ∞oct 3 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Drive my friends truck around town without a liscence Date a boy who lives 2 1/2 hours away (but i love him! :]) Do some stuff with some boy that i really shouldn't have at the time.... and again..... and again........... Tell the most popular senior that no, i will not take my clothes off for you just because you think i should and will you please take me home. Not follow the rules in english and end up wowing everyone with my work! Sneak out .....twice   oct 1 2010 ∞oct 1 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    I am extremely unorganized I am a huge procrastinator I lie when I don't get something done I'm not a morning person, so I'm a bitch until noon No one can handle me at a certain time of the month I hate wearing my contacts, so I can't see distances at all I am a tad emotional I tend to take on more than I can handle   sep 28 2010 ∞sep 28 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Drama Club Students for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (SETA) Students Against Abuse and Violence (SAAV) Forensics Mock Trial Tennis Alligator Man (Fall One Act Play) French Club Student Council Key Club Youth Service America Youth Council The LEAGUE Wisconsin P2D2 (Prescription Pill and Drug Disposal) HOPE (Helping Our Peers Excel, my own non-profit) Comics for Change   sep 23 2010 ∞sep 23 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    St. Vincent's Urban Outfitters Plato's Closet Garage sales Sephora Frankie's on the Park Spin Shack Walmart   sep 23 2010 ∞sep 23 2010 +
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    Carrying the Olympic torch, having people screaming my name, trying to get pictures with me, asking me to kiss their babies. Incredible. Winning the Oddfellows speech contest. It felt like the first time I had truly earned something all on my own. Walking into that church in the countryside of France. The feeling it gave me. When they announced our Mock Trial team was going to state for the first time. Getting into the top three slots in Sweden    jan 4 2015 ∞jan 4 2015 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    finish my column do two French V assignments make a French V test cheat sheet study for HIE test pack everything shower, shave pick out what I'm wearing tomorrow    feb 28 2013 ∞feb 28 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    My grandmother, my parents and my brother My friends The girl's locker room blogs facebook and pinterest tv dirty dancing and various other films my guy friends my dog and cat books. lots and lots of books. work google and wiki school, i suppose   jul 7 2012 ∞jul 7 2012 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    the stupid dress code. we may not roll the sleeves of our white button downs up, or we will be written up.  we may only wear a cardigan over our button downs between nov. 1 and march 1 (even though it is always freezing in the theater!) the fact that i am always the one assigned to clean the stupid stupid stupid popper when tween girls get out of a movie.  they stand right next to the concession counter waiting for their rides and talk SOOO loud, sing to the radio music, and ask me stupid questions to show off to their stupid little friends. when people order a hundred billion things.  you're seeing a movie...not stocking a bomb shelter when i am asked what type of popcorn seeds or oil or salt we use...who the hell cares   mar 21 2011 ∞mar 21 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    I have a birthmark between my toes on my left foot flirting is just my way of socializing, not necessarily a sign that i'm into you i have the oddest taste in music i love my current job (movie theater) and hated my old one (grocery store) i jump back and forth between being a romantic and a realist i have no real political affiliation i'm super confused about my religion i'm sort of bi but not really. i think of myself as heteroflexible i'm obsessed with second hand clothes i make really weird faces and when i'm bored i make faces at myself in the mirror one of my biggest pet peeves is being called "pale" or "pasty" or "really white". I prefer ivory, alabaster, fair or porcelain. my favorite parts of my body are my blue ...   mar 18 2011 ∞mar 18 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Cheating on things. And I can lie like I get paid for it.  I know it's not good....but it's all innocent.  Nothing too terrible Speaking.  I can stand up in front of thousands of people and talk like it's the most natural thing in the world. Flirting. I just am. This occasionally makes things very bad. Remembering the lyrics to songs. I only have to hear it once and I know all the words. Obsessing. Doing the Dougie...it's the only dance I'm actually good at. Writing poetry...my favorite skill in the world. Convincing people to do things. Buying thoughtful gifts for people. Writing perfect opening sentences for essays and stories.   mar 2 2011 ∞mar 10 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Her strength through the hardest of times Her willingness to forgive Her loving nature How she raised me The way she held me when I cried How she secretly likes it when I'm sick because she knows that means that I'll come and stay with her How she would walk me home from school The way she says my name How she calls me "girl" How her hands feel against my face when she touches my hair The way she told my grandpa "It's okay now. Just go to sleep" She never actually got mad The feeling of my head against her chest How she sang "bye oh bye" and rocked me   jan 7 2011 ∞jan 7 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    My boy's cardigan My hat from Paris My comfy boots My collection of chapsticks My ginormous sweater My flowery dresses My music collection Alllll of my books My old diaries My cross ring and my Irish ring My vintage blue bird earrings My feather earrings My gnome hairclip   oct 27 2010 ∞oct 27 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Her writing! Gosh it just drove me to tears! Well, the world just lost one pretty thing. Damn, she was a freak ;) So talented! What a rebel I really respected her She's going down in history There won't be one like her for a long long time .....Do you think I can buy some of her wardrobe?   oct 1 2010 ∞oct 1 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    The Eiffel Tower The White House The Vietnam Veteran's Memorial in DC Disney World in Florida The beaches of Normandy The Holocaust Museum in DC Mont St. Michelle in France The Bahamas Mont Martre in France The Atlantic Ocean   sep 30 2010 ∞sep 30 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    My Grandma, the most amazing woman I've ever known My mother, who taught me to never back down My Grandpa, who taught me that love is all you really need My father, who taught me that hard work is the best work My brother, Josh, who taught me that family comes first My cat, Frank, who taught me that sleep is necessary My dog, Fudge, who taught me that age is just a number My boyfriend, Aidan, who taught me how to love My best friends, Abby Jackie Elvia and Jen, who taught me how to have fun, and how to trust Eve Ensler, who taught me to never be afraid of what needs to be said   sep 23 2010 ∞sep 23 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    My truck
      
        I want a '72 Chevy Cheyenne New Ipod
      
 College!
      
 My trip to Detroit in a few weeks
      
        I'm going on scholarship, so all I need is spending money Christmas Presents
      
        Hey! It's coming up soon! Boots
      
        I want a thigh-high brown leather pair super bad Music   sep 23 2010 ∞sep 23 2010 +
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    Norah Jones Ingrid Michaelson Maria Mena Pink Beyonce Kate Nash Lily Allen Coldplay Tired Pony Tswift (again) Daughter Lana Del Rey Florence and the Machine   jan 4 2015 ∞jan 4 2015 +
              
         
 
  
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    no matter what, be strong. it will get you through anything. sometimes you need to put your wants aside and focus on someone else what my mother doesn't know won't hurt her. secrets are secrets. never tell. risk it all.  you may only get one chance. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. cover your friends asses. they'll return the favor. if they don't, they don't deserve to be your friend anyway. love yourself more than anyone else. if he hurts you, he's done. never let him get away with it. it's okay to cry. just don't let them see it. write it down. always write it down. there is no tomorrow, no yesterday...just...   dec 4 2011 ∞dec 4 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    closer - chase coy parachute - ingrid michaelson it had to be you - motion city soundtrack only one - maria mena held in the arms of your words - tired pony tonight - lykke li to be alone with you - sufjan stevens winter song - ingrid michaelson and sara barielles yellow (acoustic) - cold play lovesong - adele i found a reason - cat power flightless bird, american mouth - iron & wine crash into me - dave matthews band half of you - cat power i want a house - twin sister stuck like glue - sugarland you and i - ingrid michaelson   mar 21 2011 ∞mar 21 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    be a stripper join the army campaign for president jump off of a cliff buy a plane ticket to a place i've never even heard of before go to tons of different churches and practice all different religions kiss a complete stranger read some of my poetry at an open mic night join the peace corps take a photography class and learn how to photograph incredible things swim in the ocean surf go to a nude beach/camp date a girl date a younger man (once i'm older. right now that would be creepy) date an older man (5 or more years older ...   mar 10 2011 ∞mar 10 2011 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Just stop it.  You are incredibly beautiful, and you always fall for such dickheads. So again I say, Just Stop It. Get over him already.  He will never love you, even if you give him your body and what's left of your dignity. You're just going to get your heart broken again, and I'll be left to pick up the pieces. You are the most incredible thing that has ever happened to me.  If I ever do anything to hurt you, then I am the stupidest most ignorant girl in the world, because I will never find anything greater than this.  What we are is beautiful <3 Alright, we get it.  You love attention.  Now can you stop being such a drama queen? Geeze. I know it's wrong...but I have the biggest crush on you.  I love how big your eyes are, and how you aren't stick skinny, and that you're SUCH a good writer!!! I lov...   nov 12 2010 ∞nov 12 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    James Lund-7th grade-corner by my Grammie's house Locksley Draves-8th grade-same corner Abby Rivard- 8th grade- her sister's room Sean McCarthy-9th grade- Abby's dad's bed Mikey Turner- 9th grade- his basement Kacey, Sam and Beth- this summer- Kacey's room Samer Karbush- this last summer- his basement Zach Swaitko- this last summer- Weston elevator in DC Aidan Fraser- late july- his dorm room at UW Whitewater Alex Wirth- last fall- hotel room in Detroit. definitely not consensual on my part. Tyler Fogo- last winter- his car Turner A. - Summer 2011- camp by the lake...   oct 3 2010 ∞feb 28 2013 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Journalist Folk singer Victoria's Secret model Stunt man Chocolate taste tester Reporter Make up artist Actress Matchmaker Personal shopper   sep 30 2010 ∞sep 30 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Apple juice boxes Blankets that are soft Cats that are sweet and snuggly Dishes that don't match Elephants in their own environment, not a zoo or circus Freckles and flowers Gold fish with cute names History that's actually interesting Indie music Jelly-filled donuts Kissing my boyfriend Love of any kind Meadows Nighttime Open windows People who aren't fake Quick bursts of craziness Risks Secrets and sunsets and sand between my toes   sep 28 2010 ∞oct 1 2010 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    We spend trillions of dollars on wars in foreign countries, yet can't spare the money to destroy homelessnes in our own country Half the girls in the states are starving themselves, and the other half is deathly overweight The cost of an education Some people out there still think women shouldn't be able to vote Double standards Sex slavery....absolutely awful Boys are growing up thinking they need to be masculine all they time.  It's okay to cry!   sep 23 2010 ∞sep 23 2010 +
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