• square watermelons
• rebutia muscula
• a fleece blanket made from wool from every country
• woolen socks
• cups of sugar
• empty glasses (cups and bifocles)
• waking up inside out
• waking up upside down
• agnosia
• apraxia
• aphasia
• a sticky mess of bubble gum in your hair
• a spice garden
• sailboats at sea
• catamarans on the coast
• half moon bettas
• red cap orandas
• chocolate dipped pretzels
• drink hard long gulps of whatever is nearest and coldest

• we need to talk about kevin
• paranormal activity
• one million yen
• the devil inside
• the skin i live in
• the house of the devil
• clerks
• jay and silent bob strike back
• clerks 2
• confessions
• akira
• heavy metal
• princess mononoke
• heavy traffic
• the warriors
• the descent
• the grey
• martyrs
• porco rosso
• tampoko
• haute tension

• writing things to everbody and nobody in particular
• many people have been wanting me to post my old stuff back on here, i don't know if any of these things could mean anything to you, but this, there is a significance in this (to me) and i'm trying to understand what that means.
• dear world, i am slowly evaporating. it would mean the world to me if you could show me something amazing. love, asher.
• i will be the best boy ever
  • i will document all of our greatest moments
    • we will always remember - together
      • these, i promise

there must be someone out there who would never give up on me. her eyes are closed, but i recall them looking like diamonds. it's getting a little darker now, what could you possibly offer me other than oceans of light? take my hands so i can feel things i'm no longer in touch with, here are my hands and my mouth, my eyes and my heart. take it all, nothing can be helped now.

i'm a soft boy, i like sail boats, listening to classical music while i sleep, i have an insatiable desire, i am reeling and filled with misunderstanding with all the savage thoughts that invade my mind.

quietly eternalized in the soft velvety green of her eyes, she makes me wonder if god exists.