i am sewing again. i'm still learning the process of patience and calm to avoid fucking up the whole fit. and i'm learning. little by little but i'm learning. i wish to make many new outfits and photograph them.. the problem is: i feel lazy lately and need way more focus and determination in order accomplish things.

• i really love buying clothes.. maybe it's my favorite thing to do. i also need to lern how to style other people other than myself, based on their body types. hate when people test me. that being said, i almost die of happiness when i show them my clothing and they like it and be like wow did YOU make it?? yes..
• just need to focus on a good portfolio on my phone files and also photographs to print. would really like that. also, when i feel like i'm way better at sewing, i'll start selling stuff on instagram and shopee. but by now, i need to think about my public and the type of clothing i'd like to do. i am so lost.
• talking about my style now, i don't think it has changed much to be honest. i am avoiding using black tops. which is really hard to do. tomorrow i have a party to go and i guess i wear low rise jeans with a basic top,.. and it's probably be black so... oh forgot to mention. i have a belt now. i have to learn how to buy clothing in a smarter way. i like some edginess, somemthing that is very different but also chic and clean at the same time.