this is like a rant. only its not. im in pain. not emotionally. only i am. time to get back on the capricorn track!

• get back to physiotherapy and stick to the program this time- may need help from friendly third parties!
• sort out my website! it looks like shite and there is alot to update
• write more down. thought processes happen for a reason.
• stop getting side tracked by meaningless nights and ridicu...

its getting better all the time...

• i get to see Kim everyday!
• im off to milan fashion week tuesday. partay-a-go-go!
• i love my job
• i work like a bastard!
• i have just been paid loads! yippee!
• i have a brand new camera and i fukken love it, and its the bestest!
• my macbook isn't too bad either.
• i haven't drank for so long i have loads of energy.
• people keep telling me i have lost weight.
• i have shaved my beard ...

1. find a way to hang the 12x10ft canvas on the wall so i can utilise it.
2. get my stereo back so i can listen to music.
3. buy a stand so my guitars look nice.
4. source some extra storage for my nonsense things, like underbed storage.
5. buy a nice bookcase and display all the books i really want to show off!
6. make some nice prints of my own work and put one up, give the rest away!
7. put the new bedspread on, everythi...

1. go climbing at harrisons with benty and george.
2. actually make it for a meeting with skitchin.
3. take more pictures and be able to print them.
4. ride motorcross.
5. play a full drum kit without practice pads.
6. have a proper rehearsal space for napoleon.
7. snowboard... oh god i wanna snowboard.
8. surf in croyde when staying at 'little wing' with the boys.
9. surf anywhere hot!
10. id like to sort my room out too!

1. stephen hawking explaining to me daigramatically a brief history of time. (sorry but finding the illustrated version is a nightmare!)
2. maybe that michael thomas guy teaching me to speak more languages, that or any cute french girl teaching me, er, french.
3. kurt cobain on technological determinism.
4. otto premingers movie masterclass!
5. one of those scorsese early hollywood lighting lectures. eight HMI's for...

1. breaking T7 and T8 in a faux motorcross accident.
2. falling off the top of the 'aparatus' resulting in left arm double fracture.
3. elbow compression fracure, preforming a 'throw in' and slipping over, sometimes breaking your fall with your arms doesnt work in your favour.
4. kicking a chair thus resulting in two broken toes 2 days before flying to palma for 10 days of work- the sand is a bitch on broken toe...

1. to be apprecaited more thus paid more.
2. to not have to be on call for ever.
3. when i come bck from away for people to not treat me like ive been on 'holiday'.
4. having to go for dinner with ass monkeys- i'd rather not.
5. having to be nice to idiot gods who are ridiculously self obsessed and stupid.
6. having to deal with overy precious angels of consumption with satisfaction disorders.
7. not ever meeting anyone who...