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- viscera paper (2)
- mannequin paper (1)
- viscera response (5)
- jane eyre response (3)
- erdrich response (4)
- collective response (6)
- dickinson response (??)
dec 12 2012 ∞
dec 20 2012 +
- pack
- running shoes
- pajamas
- snacks
- laptop
- Rachel's stuff
- buy ticket to NY (12.00)
- ticket to BOS (15.00 at the gate)
- dishes
- laundry
- eyebrows
- pack food
- grocery list
may 24 2012 ∞
may 24 2012 +
- bruises shaped like fingers on my waist and hips
- kiss-burn on my chin
- throat raw from vomiting the one meal I had yesterday
- chipped nail polish
- foot cramps
- decayed eyeliner
- rested for the first time in weeks
- grass-plastered toes
- wad of cash migrated from bra to back
- snot
- balance
may 23 2012 ∞
may 24 2012 +
- silent Damage
- Xtina
- hedgehog
- the girl from the Kima Greggs dream, the redhead
- Steinway
- bottom braces
- the chill out room from Spirited Away
- pillows
- darkness
- orange
- songstress
- pubic hair
- studded leather
- fuchsia
- banshee screams
- Elaine's kitchen
- hospitality
- dark dye
- pencil eyebrows
- countertops
sep 3 2011 ∞
sep 3 2011 +
- Sleep. Bake cookies.
- Eat cookies over the kitchen sink.
- Take sleeping pills (but not too many. Read the label).
- Read. Anything. But especially medical text and poetry.
- Sit on the bleachers and cry.
- Sit on the swings and cry.
- Sit on the train and cry.
- Sit on Cokey Smurf's bathroom floor and cry.
- Play the piano. Probably cry.
- Go for long walks. Try not to cry.
- Get drunk. Sing. Try not to cry. Cry anyway.
- Write character sketches. Edit. Laugh until crying.
- Overdress for the weather.
- Buy a new lipstick, cheapest they have at the drugstore. Lay it on thick.
- Make soup. Distribute to anyone strugglin...
may 18 2011 ∞
sep 1 2011 +
- satisfies oral fixation without another person
- conversely, tasting someone i like when sharing
- un-splinters focus
- scratch itch, feel better
- asking a hot stranger for a light is a quick, painless way to find out if we have even a little thing in common
- kissing after smoking is yum
- stops hands from shaking
- easy explanation for spitting blood in the sink
- warmth in winter
- like a security blanket, except toxic
aug 6 2011 ∞
aug 6 2011 +
- It's 100 degrees out
- Doing it: 3 minutes
- None of it is dyed anymore!
- I like washing it every day.
- It's less curly
- I like curls, but keeping them nice was work.
- Doesn't get in my face while:
- kissing,
- running,
- cooking messy things,
- digging for my keys,
- or dancing.
- Girls check me out.
- Reminds me of Pink in 2000.
- While some asshats still flirt with me, m...
jul 29 2011 ∞
jul 29 2011 +
- Chatham (800) 837-1290 or (412) 365-1825
- Send away for information
- "Please indicate what type of student you will be when entering Chatham University." Figure shit out.
- Emerson (617) 824-8500
- Hamline (651) 523-2207 or (800) 753-9753
- Hunter (212) 772-4490
may 31 2011 ∞
may 31 2011 +
- I get crushes like children get ear infections.
- I usually don't know what my face is doing. If I haven't had my coffee, though, chances are good that I am thinking unicorns and Monster Trucks, even if I look like quadruple homicide.
- Math confuses the hell out of me, mostly because I haven't seen much that was taught after the sixth grade. Not sure how I managed to avoid that.
- I judge people, particularly those I'm attracted to, by how they speak to and tip their waiters/waitresses.
- I want to dress like Ginger Rogers all the time. Or like a ten-year-old boy. I go back and forth.
- I can run in every pair of heels I own.
- I have a tendency not to see glaringly obvious things.
may 18 2011 ∞
sep 1 2011 +
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- set alarm for 4:30 AM
- catch train before 5:10 AM
- bus leaves Chinatown (11th st.) 6:00 AM
- arrive 120 E. B'wy 8:00 AM
- walk to 55 Chrystie st.
- buy ticket at gate
- buy coffee
- bus leaves Chinatown 9:00 AM
may 24 2012 ∞
may 24 2012 +
- screwdrivers: the drink, not the tool
- the rain like sugar glaze
- the sway of Bright Eyes' hips
- the very light bruising on my cervix
- sour gummi worms
- hinted-at kisses
- fingers in my ass and cunt at once
- getting a crush on a married man
- listening to him call me honey
- the stars in western pennsylvania
- the 407 all full of lights
may 21 2012 ∞
may 21 2012 +
- Make lists.
- Stop sleeping except at random intervals in the library.
- Go running. Beat record mile time. Dance like a fool to Missy Elliott.
- Accept that doing this as many times as necessary to calm myself may cause dry heaves.
- Hock gigantic loogies while leaning against nearest signpost. Ignore the blood.
- Fantasize about cigarettes.
- Paint fingernails. Be meticulous. Add glitter if desired.
- Paint face. Be meticulous. Add glitter if desired.
- Shape eyebrows. Be meticulous. Put the glitter down.
- Plan outfits. Play dressup.
- Blow all the people invading my head to bits using psychic powers.
- Try to blow other things to bits using sa...
may 18 2011 ∞
jan 4 2012 +
- warm milk
- klonopin
- precome
- chocolate chips
at 1AM. classes tomorrow. do not want.
sep 1 2011 ∞
sep 1 2011 +
- sleeping pills
- passing knowledge of Spanish
- cigarettes
- doe-eyes
- internet connectivity
- stamps
- Lights Out voice
- loud voice
- lack of dignity
jul 31 2011 ∞
aug 14 2011 +
- sleep naked
- play piano
- bleach the living hell out of my whites
- use/relish dryer
- use my words
- I can assert myself verbally instead of waving hands/extending tongue
- EDIT: and keep doing it
- fuck my boyfriend
- fuck my boyfriend
- fuck my boyfriend
- never, ever go to church again
- have a dance party, probably naked
- sharpen my knife
- see Katie
- wear miniskirts and boots
- get drunk in a truly safe place
- jump on Bright Eyes
jul 29 2011 ∞
may 15 2012 +
- given Laurel a lapdance
- made out with the same guy who later decided it was acceptable to push his erection against my hip while I was sleeping
- let some girl kiss me briefly; she was engaged and I was not into her
- kissed Damage when he offered to defend me from a hypothetical 5-1 gangbang
- tried to keep said kiss chaste. Stupid.
- hooked up with Teddy in front of an audience; he had to hold my clothes in place
- kept my skirt on; he ripped it
- let him tell me that I needed to "go with the flow a little more"
- lay on the floor hypnotized by his ceiling
- undressed completely while conversing with Cokey Smurf and three girls
- not let Damage come onto me at a less-than-opportune moment
- texted him eloquent but risqué things......
may 20 2011 ∞
dec 14 2011 +
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