I realise there are a lot of repeats on this list but I try to add three things everyday that I really appreciated on that specific day. So obviously there are repeats.

• people who smile and say hello to me in the hallways, or anywhere, really
• people who are nice and act like they appreciate me and treat me like a human being at Market Basket
• polite gangstas
• when teachers/triton faculty give me a break...

1. music
2. photography
3. hugs
4. space heaters
5. happiness.

1. microphone feedback
2. tailgaters, aggressive/stupid drivers in general
3. wind, especially during the winter
4. drama/immaturity/insensitivity
5. disrespect

• new bass
• voice lessons
• piano lessons
• bring my Rhodes home
• get into Berklee (or at least fucking audition if they ever give me a fucking audition date)
• some sort of music-related job
• be in a successful band.

• be in a fully functioning band
• be a photographer for a fully functioning band
• run merch for a fully functioning band
• maybe a tour manager
• something to do with psychology.

that's it really.

• after concerts
• late late at night in boston
• mornings in boston
• late at night in newburyport when there's not many cars around
• hunger
• light-headedness
• christmas
• dark rainy days
• early summer mornings
• waking up and falling back asleep
• being absolutely freezing (because it feels SO nice to warm back up again)
• going to school after being up late at a concert...for some reason the exhaustion is much more bearable ...

• When we lived in the trailer on Boston Road, going out and roasting marshmallows when my dad burned brush.
• Picking quaker ladies in the springtime down by the road.
• Decorating the baby weeping cherry tree with plastic eggs at Easter.
• Exploring my humongous front, back, and side yards.
• Picking blueberries from the blueberry bush.
• Finding wooly bears and keeping them as pets.
• Playing video games in my bro...

I would...

• buy my parents a house, or else I'd pay off this house and have it fully repaired & spruced up
• buy each of my parents their dream cars
• travel! take a boat to Europe and then just wander around on foot/bike/train whatever. Liverpool and Ireland and Scotland and France and Italy and anywhere else, and stay at inns instead of hotels. Then I would go to Australia and Thailand and Africa and th...

• The Redwalls
• coffee
• rain
• christmas!
• TEA
• patchouli
• jasmine
• lilies of the valley
• candles after they've been blown out
• bars
• weed
• wood smoke
• carved & lit pumpkins
• the heater
• fall
• my cat
• clean things
• my soap that was made by Swedish elves!
• cinnamon & most other spices
• nag champa
• clean sheets