• work sucks
• i dont laugh nearly enough
• i feel homesick but i'm home
• i enjoy the color purple on other people
• sweet hand tattoo
• i like clothes
• i'm happy
• i'm happy for others happiness
• it's snowing
• i absolutely loathe snow
• something is wrong with me, i CANNOT sleep
• i like boys
• it's taking me a long time to read house of leaves
• rats are digging through my ceiling
• my right shoulder keeps clicking
• it's getting warmer
• i'm getting older
• i feel stuck
• birds are chirping

• harry potter series [2nd time] - rowling
• only revolutions - danielewski
• the reader - schlink
• the rules of attraction - ellis
• house of leaves - danielewski [in progress]
• electric kool-aid acid test - wolfe [in progress]

i have always wanted to list all my books now that i finally can, bear with me

• watership down [x2] - adams
• the five people you meet in heaven - albom
• oryx & crake - atwood
• sense & sensibility - austen
• fac.to.tum - bukowski
• women - bukowski
• a clockwork orange - burgess
• naked lunch - burroughs
• junky - burroughs
• running with scissors - burroughs
• the melancholy death of oyster boy - burton
• exile & the kingdom - camus
• breakfast at tiffany's - capote
• in cold blood - capote
• alice in wonderland [x2, one illustrated by ralph steadman] - carroll
• the jade peony - choy

• horses
• telephone conversations
• going blind
• being boring
• spiders
• ladybugs
• getting lost in my car in a city/town i've never been in
• losing you
• the darkness at the end of life
• animal attacks
• fading
• failure

• with paige
• eating rice
• smoking drinking partying in general
• lying down
• confrontation-less
• naked
• singing & dancing
• finished reading an amazing book
• on a coffee date
• having fun with s
• sleeping
• in another country
• drinking a vanilla milkshake
• cutting paper with scissors
• with sam/jay/kenny/colin/randy/carly/ashley/JL/amanda/vaness
• watching silly movies [like house bunny/step brothers etc]
• dirty/wet/not caring what she looks like
• smoking in the warm sun
• giving someone a really good hug

• nikon d300
  • with battery pack
• nikon d50
• nikon sb800 speedlight
• alienbees ringflash
  • with moon unit
• seamless white backdrop
• two pocketwizard transceivers
• af nikkor dx fisheye 10.5mm f/2.8
• af nikkor dx 18-200mm f/3.5-5.6
  • with vibration reduction
• af micro nikkor 105mm f/2.8

but wont because i have a growing list of books i still need to read. and that is terrifying to me.

• the africa book
• the plague - camus
• the stranger - camus
• pulp - bukowski
• the informers - ellis
• lunar park - ellis
• rules of attraction - ellis
• boy in the striped pajamas - boyne
• myth of sisyphus - camus
• books v. cigarettes - huxley
• the pleasure of hating - hazlitt
• the fountainhead - rand
• the second book of tao - mitchell
• book of common prayer - didion
• beautiful losers - cohen
• zen and the art of happiness
• africa world war - prunier
• new news out of africa - hunter-gault

• i pray you and your baby safe passage
• PSST
• i have a wedgie
• boom de yada boom de yada
• if i could just get high, i might remember
• SUPERSPECIALAWESOME
• oi
• no it aint!
• it's damage control, with paige & nicole!
• edga! [the polar bear]
• you need depends?
• super mario dance moves
• anything that has to do with paige being black
• THAT'S EPIC
• Dewey
• Oh there it is! [in british accent, and obviously lying]
• you're mom

• cigarettes
• coffee
• reading books
• buying books
• 90210 [this generation]
• facebook
• tattoos
• biting my lips
• ginger molasses cookies from starbucks
• paige
• facebook chat
• cracking my fingers/ankles
• list making!
• harry potter
• buddha

• the idiot - dostoevsky
• maps & legends - chabon
• life interrupted - gray
• the old man and the sea - hemmingway
• the sound and the fury - faulkner
• what happened later - robinson
• the colossus - plath
• collages - nin
• laughter in the dark - nabokov
• trainspotting - welsh
• the electric kool-aid acid test - wolfe
• the wasp factory - banks
• and the hippos were boiled in their tanks - kerouac/burroughs
• what is the what - eggers