• green curry
  • chicken caesar salad
  • hong kong style milk tea
  • hong kong wonton noodle soup
  • taiwanese pineapple cakes
  • mango pudding
  • hoklo vegetable tea
  • vanilla bean ice cream
  • thin mints
  • doughnuts
  • fried chicken
  • sushi
jan 22 2016 ∞
jan 29 2016 +
  • homer's the odyssey
    • poetic translation
  • liddell and scott's greek-english lexicon
  • herbert weir smyth's greek grammar
  • wheelock's latin textbook, maybe workbook
  • allen and greenough's new latin grammar
aug 21 2015 ∞
jan 14 2016 +

to put together

  • index cards with affirmations
  • yarn
  • knit things
  • sweater
  • poems
  • legal pads and inky pens
  • journals
  • received letters
  • meditation routine card
  • satin ribbons
  • fingerpaints
  • bubbles
  • scented lotion
  • teabags
  • sentimental jewelry
  • some dark chocolate
  • good book
  • photographs
  • flameless candle
  • write letters to self and keep them to re...
dec 29 2012 ∞
jan 17 2015 +

my resolutions/general goals for the year.

this list has barely changed, 6 years in a row.

  • read for pleasure again
  • spend less time online
  • write more
  • improve my handwriting
  • crochet
  • sleep more and better
  • exercise regularly
  • drink more water and be hydrated
jan 26 2012 ∞
jan 12 2016 +
  • 10/15/14: allo darlin'
oct 16 2014 ∞
oct 16 2014 +
  • may 1-2: the ballets russes, a tribute to nijinsky; sarasota ballet @ opera house
    • vaslav nijinsky's afternoon of a faun!!!
  • jan 30: joshua bell with sam haywood; van wezel
  • feb 24: moscow festival ballet: cinderella; van wezel
  • apr 17: florida orchestra: the firebird suite; ruth eckerd
    • debussy's prelude to the afternoon of a faun
    • mozart's violin concerto no. 3 "strassburg"
    • fauré's dolly suite
    • stravinsky's firebird suite (1919)
  • may 1: florida orchestra: beethoven's eroica symphony; ruth eckerd
sep 16 2013 ∞
jan 11 2016 +

in chronological order

  • captain america: the first avenger (2011)
  • iron man (2008)
  • iron man 2 (2010)
  • the incredible hulk (2008)
  • thor (2011)
  • the avengers (2012)
  • iron man 3 (2013)
  • thor: the dark world (2013)
  • captain america: the winter soldier (2014)
  • guardians of the galaxy (2014)
  • avengers: age of ultron (2015)
  • ant-man (2015)

tv:

  • agent carter
    • season 1
  • agents of s.h.i.e.l.d.
nov 30 2015 ∞
jan 22 2016 +

a list of ten things/routines to do when in an emotional crisis

  • physically get up and do something else
    • take a walk, read a book, go to the museum
  • breathing exercises, meditation, yoga
    • child's pose x
  • write it out, with a pen and paper
    • automatic thoughts worksheet
    • free-write
  • take a nap
  • take a shower
  • repeat affirmations, better self-talk
    • write one or two affirmations over and over again, like lines
  • listen to pink/brown noise x
may 8 2012 ∞
mar 11 2013 +
  • sara bareilles
  • eric whitacre
  • ludovico einaudi
  • joshua bell
  • tegan and sara
  • sufjan stevens
dec 3 2014 ∞
aug 1 2015 +
  • a simple/abstract martlet, above my right hipbone—over where my fading birthmark is—in blue
    • also golden snidget-esque
  • icarus along my left shoulder blade, in ancient greek and dark grey
    • Ἴκαρος
    • and vieni á volare underneath
  • be still along my right shoulder blade, in dark grey
  • my blood approves along my right lower arm, written from my inner wrist
  • little divinity around my left inner wrist
  • love after love on my left hipbone
may 6 2012 ∞
mar 17 2013 +

ongoing ongoing / books i have lying around

  • Aeschylus: Oresteia (trans Peter Meineck)
    • Agamemnon
    • The Libation Bearers
    • The Furies
  • Aristophanes: Lysistrata and Other Plays
    • The Acharnians
    • The Clouds
    • Lysistrata
  • An Oreisteia (trans Anne Carson)
    • Agamemnon by Aiskhylos
    • Elektra by Sophokles
    • Orestes by Euripides
  • James Davidson
    • Courtesans and Fishcakes
aug 2 2015 ∞
aug 8 2015 +
  • I open myself to my intuition and deepest knowing.
  • I accept that I am an unlimited being.
  • I rethink all negative thoughts about myself and others and change them to positive energy.
  • I live in the truth of my grace, beauty, and intelligence.
  • I love myself exactly as I am right now.
  • I am an open channel for divine love.
  • I surrender to this moment.
  • I am kind to myself.
  • I trust more; I fear less.
  • I am centered and grounded.
  • I am healing: body, mind and spirit.
  • I am worth loving.
  • I have the freedom to do as I choose with my time.
  • I unconditionally love and approve of myself all the time.
  • I am deserving of what I want.
sep 16 2012 ∞
oct 23 2013 +
  • wrists/wrist-bones
    • inner wrists
  • clavicles
  • hipbones
  • birthmarks
  • certain freckles
  • neck
  • shoulder-blades
  • waist
  • certain scars
    • knees
    • left hand
    • lower lip
  • jawline
  • suprasternal notch
jul 7 2012 ∞
nov 1 2014 +
  • sleep when i'm tired at night; don't stay up till it's early for no reason
  • also, just sleep--more and earlier
  • start reading for pleasure again
  • lose myself in a hobby, in order to keep myself busy and not let my mind wander to anxiety-increasing things
  • do not relentlessly tell myself "i can't"
  • stop apologizing needlessly
  • write in my journals
    • namely, continue to keep my mental health journal and with more regularity
  • believe that my mental illnesses are real, but also believe that they do not define me or make me any less of a human being
  • eat better/more
  • build the sheet fort and sit/lay in the dark
jan 15 2012 ∞
dec 20 2015 +