1. staying up for days without sleep
2. sleeping seventeen hours at a time
3. drawing
4. writing
5. loving
6. looking cute without trying
7. inspiration
8. LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE

1. lose lots of weight
2. choose an apt. complex to live in
3. finish my "to bring to louisiana" list
4. minimize the clutter
5. save $$$$
6. have an entire drunk weekend with too much alcohol and not enough food and no worries
7. get help for this depression
8. see everyone once

1. snuggles
2. burrowing
3. legs entwined
4. secret giggles
5. dirty jokes
6. code words
7. the military alphabet
8. how we met
9. the movies we secretly love
10. the music we are embarrassed about liking
11. the letters, packages, poems, etc.
12. the drunken nights
13. the fact that we don't need to do anything to have fun
14. ..to be continued when i am not falling asleep!

1. i don't deal with customers
2. the security guards know me
3. uncle geno
4. danny
5. andrew
6. rob
7. maureen
8. mike
9. mark
10. i leave in january

1. veronica mars
2. grey's anatomy
3. arrested development (cancelled)
4. antm (just to see the cute russian girl)

1. saying "yeah", "uh huh" and/or nodding constantly when i am talking
2. cannot enjoy comfortable silences
3. are pretentiously religious/vegan/vegetarian/straight edge
4. having no concept of personal space
5. flaunting a particularly amazing/terrible grade for everyone to praise/feel badly for you
6. asking questions you know the answer to
7. in a fight: ignoring/avoiding the real issue
8. overusing a word/phrase
9. lying to get...

1. spinach pizza
2. spinach/feta wraps
3. vodka
4. merlot
5. miso soup
6. coffee
7. bubblegum
8. sushi
9. life water (pomegranate cherry, only)
10. anything pomegranate flavored<3

1. warm weather
2. a hammock
3. too many bottles of liquor hanging around
4. at least 4-5 bottles of wine
5. to not be thought of as an alcoholic for the above two statements
6. to get along with people
7. to actually care whether or not i have friends
8. to actually have friends
9. motivation to do anything but more specifically, go out
10. also, have fun
11. also, work
12. also, enjoy things
13. also, socialize
14. to understand what it is i am feeling r...

1. is 19
2. is the youngest of two children
3. is in her 4th semester of college
4. is five foot two
5. is head over heels in love with her boyfriend
6. writes compulsively
7. writes in several different journals at a time (see number twenty four)
8. procrastinates
9. never finishes anything she starts
10. is breezing through this semester
11. loves polaroids
12. wishes on shooting stars and dandelions
13. is moving to Louisiana! (eep!)
14. is a vegetarian...

1. i make good mix cd's
2. i love freely
3. certain people make me vulnerable and it's okay
4. i have nice eyes
5. i can sleep more than oliver
6. eventually i do what i have to
7. i am full of inspiration and creativity
8. i think most times i am fun to be around
9. i am honest

1. i get mad easily
2. i push everyone away when i really need them
3. i get attached to others too easily
4. i like to be the center of attention sometimes
5. i used to have sex to feel in control
6. i don't think most people genuinely like me so i generally don't try

1. deciding something is your favorite thing
2. giving someone something or telling them something and them really appreciating it
3. autumn! when it's crispy cold but sunny and you sit outside
4. staying up all night and talking and getting delirious from lack of sleep
5. living with someone and not having to do or say anything to have a good time

1. energy
2. someone to make me a nice cup of coffee and a hug
3. a house with a balcony
4. a creek in my backyard
5. a window seat
6. a wailing wall/tree
7. all my dad's old cameras
8. all my dad's old photos from when he wanted to be a photographer
9. a sweater with birds on it
10. an old old bicycle (60s/70s)

1. gus
2. huge old houses
3. getting nice things for free
4. dark wood (furniture)
5. painting
6. knowing i am in love with my best friend
7. hardwood floors
8. being with my favorites
9. adventures
10. trips to new places
11. learning new things
12. my bed
13. coffee
14. homegrown fruits and veggies
15. raw foods
16. my journals

to be continued...

1. lonely rainy days
2. feeling dirty
3. hypocrites
4. liars
5. fake people
6. gossip
7. mean kids
8. working too much
9. missing you
10. being hot
11. itchy-ness
12. cliques
13. people who judge
14. smells
15. being so tired i can't move
16. being so awake i am jittery
17. being around the people in my house
18. tummy aches
19. eczema, especially

to be continued...

1. drive a ups truck
2. have a pet bunny
3. lose everything
4. appreciate mother nature fully
5. change somebody's life
6. write a book
7. share my secrets
8. sing out loud
9. live off the land
10. eat raw foods (exclusively)
11. wear something out of character
12. do something just because
13. have a whole spontaneous day
14. love love love love
15. do e with someone i love

(apparently this will never happen)

1. experiment with someone i love

(apparently this will n...

• i-book

(a new laptop of the non-ibook variety serves just as well)

• new cellphone

(this happened twice. what luck!)

• better car
• best christmas presents ever

(albeit late, but wonderful nonetheless)

• a snake
• longer hair
• nice dinners
• good friends
• unconditional love
• VACATION!
• you.here.now.always.

1. i wash my hair either everyday or once a week
2. i like it on top
3. i like to sleep on my stomach
4. i can't sleep without a blanket on me
5. i have a problem with crying a lot
6. i cannot set foot on the ground if i cannot see in the dark
7. i cannot swim
8. i hit my front teeth on bottles/glasses a lot
9. i crack my knuckles a lot, but crack my toes more often
10. i am always doing something with my mouth
11. i talk a lot/too fast
12. i dri...

1. sing outloud publicly (and not care)
2. get lost adventuring
3. WRITE LISTS!
4. sit on the floor (anywhere)
5. put things in alphabetical order
6. strike off days on calendars
7. kiss
8. scream at the top of your lungs!
9. lay in a field so still in the morning, that the dew collects on you
10. lay in a field anytime and share journals
11. lay in a field at night and look at the stars
12. lay in a field anytime ever
13. drive across the island with...

1. my bed
2. the bathtub
3. my closet
4. the library
5. old, small bookstores
6. tiny cafes
7. big open fields
8. anywhere out by the water (especially at night)
9. MOMA
10. the Met
11. diners at 1am

1. gus
2. oliver (cat)
3. jeanine
4. satsuki and mei (mice)
5. nicole

it's gotten sad, hasn't it?

1. miles
2. blake
3. delilah
4. tessa
5. jamie
6. aveda
7. eva
8. scarlett
9. amalia
10. rylan

1. my neck
2. my knees
3. my bellybutton
4. my inner thighs
5. my forehead
6. lips
7. the small of my back
8. the inside of my wrist