• go to findlay
• become a pharmacist
• find love that was lost or find new love
• find happiness
• buy furniture from ikea and anthropologie
• take many pictures
• enjoy simplicity
• buy a condo/town house/house
• get married
• travel the world
• have a couple of kids
• get a kitten
• goldendoodle
• go on a cruise with my mom
• have tea cups
• decorate my house fancy
• bake and cook a lot of fancy food
• go shopping a lot
• have a salt water aquarium
• h...

• Alice in Wonderland (the most)
• Dear John
• The Last Song
• Valentine's Day
• Eclipse

• xanga
• myspace
• facebook
• livejournal
• twitter
• tumblr
• lastfm
• listography
• skype
• flickr
• deviantart
• polanoid

toomany. i still have all of them but xanga.

• 18th birthday in seven months
• Five months today, and you're gone.
• a little less than five months until graduation
• AP test in may
• pharmacy interview, january 29 & 30th

• saying goodbye
• not being able to say goodbye
• going to college
• interview at findlay
• being alone
• doing bad in AP chemistry
• dying

• Ohio Northern University
• The University of Findlay
• University of Cincinnati
• Duquesne University

Got in to all but ONU.

• all of my bones crack
• many of my muscles ache constantly if they are not cracked.
• my stomach makes odd, bubbly noises when i am laying down.
• i love you
• my mind trails off into the past
• i cannot remember anything anymore
• everything runs together like smeared ink in my mind, then i'm lost.
• i don't believe in me
• i focus on other people's happiness and world instead of my own.
• the fact that my dad and brother ...

• "We laugh and laugh, and nothing can ever be sad, no one can be lost, or dead, or far away: right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment."
• "...I love you, always. Time is nothing."
• "There is only one page left to write on. I will fill it with words of only one syllable. I love. I have loved. I will love."
• "Don't you think it's better to be extreme...

iiiiiii love you.

• the notebook
• p.s. i love you
• just like heaven
• dog movies

• I know that you see what you're doing to me, tell me why.
• you're not sorry.
• I didn't know who I was going to be.
• I'm so in love that I act insane.
• You said forever and always..
• I can't breathe without you, but I have to.

• be happy
• stop procrastinating
• focus more on math
• workout after work more
• do good on ACT
• hang out with friends more
• make time for church more
• not caring about things
• stop worrying
• save more money

• life is passing me by
• i have a really short time before i leave this place and am alone in the world
• i am terrified
• i am negative
• i am my own worst enemy
• i am not good enough for myself
• i take things too seriously
• i have a big heart
• i want it to last forever and believe its possible
• i have few friends
• i work too much and only have time for my boyfriend and school
• as a result i lost friends
• i have no life if m...

• being with dan
• ocean city, maryland
• seeing tyler and haley
• family reunion
• going to nursing home
• going to amelia's
• warped tour
• meeting the academy is...
• driving class
• emily and taylor and dan
• going to ashley's
• doing nothing
• sleeping over aunt lindys
• got nails done
• biking with kammi
• violetfest
• sonic footlong chili dogs
• java with jesus
• eating a lot
• 16th birthday

• UNDIES
• shorts
• jeans
• socks
• polaroid camera & film
• money
• bathing suit
• digital camera
• amelia's (secret) gift that i still need to go buy.
• clothes
• backpack for warped
• chap stick (yum)
• suitcase
• ipod car adapter
• ipod
• cellphone charger
• laptop & charger
• glasses/contacts
• cosmetics/MAKEUP
• more money

• insecure
• queasy
• diffident
• jealous
• unsure
• forgetful
• confused
• sad
• frustration
• paranoia
• anger

• the basement
• the newport
• the lc pavilion
• germain ampitheater
• nationwide arena
• value city arena

• 50 First Dates
• Mr. Deeds
• The Notebook
• P.S. I Love You
• Shrek
• Pirates of the Caribbean
• Pride & Prejudice
• High School Musical
• Across the Universe
• The Wedding Singer
• Juno

• mr. deeds
• the wedding singer
• big daddy
• waterboy
• happy gilmore
• billy madison
• 50 first dates
• anger management
• i now pronouce you chuck and larry
• click
• the longest yard
• 8 crazy nights
• spanglish

i love adam sandler.

• dont use the dishwasher
• change to flourescent bulbs
• GET A HYBRID
• turn down air conditioning/heat
• eat less food
• change tires frequently
• check air filters
• plant trees!
• stop breathing
• go to
• recycle plz

• 3-22-06: Truckstops and Statelines Tour: The Academy Is. . . , Panic! at the Disco, and Hellogoodbye
• 7-6-06: Panic at the Disco, The Hush Sound, Dresden Dolls
• 3-7-07: Cute Is What We Aim For, All Time Low, This Providence, Brighten, etc.
• 10-18-07: The Young and Wild Things Tour: Fall Out Boy, Plain White Tee's, Gym Class Heroes, CIWWAF
• 10-29-07: Riot! Tour: Paramore, The Starting Line
• 11-18-07: Sleepin...

• enjoy highschool [didnthappen]
• keep my good grades [ so far ]
• talk more
• get a boyfriend named . . . . .. ? [didnthappen]
• stay in touch with people
• join clubs [ key club, drama club ]
• get my backhandspring
• get a laptop
• go skinny dipping with emily
• go on a roadtrip
• party like a rockstar

• Food
• The Sky
• Music
• Friends
• Photographs
• Internet
• Hello Kitty
• Stars
• Umbrellas
• Movies
• My Dog
• My Phone
• Polaroids
• Ferris Wheels
• Books
• Postsecret
• Bubbles
• Gum
• Wishing/11:11
• Rainbows
• Cupcakes

• MacBook Leopard [ coming this christmas ]
• Paul Frank City Bike
• Go to NY
• Boyfriend
• Fisheye Lens Camera
• IKEA glasstop desk [ christmas ]
• Happiness [ in the future, ]
• See TAI [ nov. 15th ]