• i was born in santa rosa, california on may 17th, 1985.
  • i lived in LA for about 8 months when i was a baby.
  • i met taylor, my best childhood friend at the age of 2 when she moved next door to me in santa rosa.
  • my brother was born on my third birthday.
  • my dad, mark, works as a geologist for the state of california, and my mom, kerrie, worked at the unitarian universalist fellowship most of my childhood.
  • we moved and i changed schools at the age of 7.
  • my mom was a surrogate for my aunt and uncle and thus, carried and birthed my cousin aurora when i was 8.
  • i took a sewing class of sorts from a woman at the fellowship when i was about 10.
dec 30 2007 ∞
nov 24 2012 +
dec 30 2007 ∞
aug 3 2008 +
  • Holocaust Museum
  • Jefferson Memorial
  • Lincoln Memorial
  • Postal Museum
  • Sticky Fingers Bakery!
sep 15 2008 ∞
sep 20 2008 +

from my first to now.

  • sebastopol blueprint shop.
  • papyrus stationery and gifts.
  • joanns fabric and crafts.
  • old navy.
  • food prep and server at calvary chapel retreat center.
  • family christian bookstore. (worst job ever.)
  • santa rosa junior college bookstore.
  • belden house. residential care facility for people with brain trauma.
  • chrestomathy. day program for developmentally disabled adults with severe maladaptive behaviors.
  • live-in nanny. sort of.
  • mill mountain coffee and tea.
  • beyond left field coffee shop.
  • chelsee's coffee shop.
  • krankies coffee bar.
dec 2 2007 ∞
jan 18 2011 +
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  • ace of cakes.
  • ice road truckers.
  • six feet under.
  • lost.
  • dexter.
  • freaks and geeks.
  • csi (original only).
  • arrested development.
  • the west wing.
  • sports night.
  • 30 rock.
  • the ultimate fighter.
  • studio 60.
  • weeds.
  • breaking bad.
  • michael and michael have issues.
mar 28 2008 ∞
aug 15 2009 +
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  • any kind of orchid.
  • roses (it's my middle name too).
  • gerber daisies.
  • clematis.
  • certain kinds of lilies.
  • magnolia.
  • dogwood (i have the tattoo to prove it).
  • iceland poppies.
  • lobelia.
  • lantana.
jan 1 2008 ∞
feb 7 2008 +
  • grandma. she passed away this summer.
  • uncle tim. he also passed away this summer.
  • taylor. we were best friends growing up but have drifted apart since high school.
  • lauren, amber, loren, amy. friends from high school that i haven't seen since then. we all live in various parts of the country now.
  • mike. he has an uncanny ability to make me laugh. most of the time that made all the trouble he caused worth it.
  • abby. my old roommate in minnesota who got married this summer. that year and a half was one of the best of my life.
  • the jam dog boys. micah, micah, chris, chris, james, jeremy. that time of my life was one of the most fun-filled. i miss the people individually and the scene we were all a part of.
dec 3 2007 ∞
feb 12 2008 +

hey, they're all art teachers. that must mean something.

  • Mrs Read. Third and Fifth grade teacher. I don't have any specific memories of why I loved her, but she was great.
  • Mrs Forsyth. Seventh and eighth grade art teacher. She drove me to be creative and lead me to the Santa Rosa High School ArtQuest program which changed my life.
  • Betha MacClain. Freshman and Junior year art teacher. She was young and fun and passionate about what she did and gave great constructive criticism and would hang out with me and my friends outside of class.
  • Will Smith. Junior college printmaking class teacher. He was young and really talented and cute to boot. I had a good time in that class and was forced to be creative when I didn't feel it.
dec 2 2007 ∞
feb 7 2008 +
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  • once. ireland.
  • amelie. france.
  • the princess and the warrior. germany.
  • the return. russia.
  • wild strawberries. sweden.
  • everything is illuminated. not technically a foregin film but it's set in ukraine.
  • russian ark. russia. duh. it was filmed in one continuous 90 minute shot. amazing and beautiful.
  • nightwatch. russia.
  • daywatch. russia.
dec 1 2007 ∞
feb 7 2008 +

i really don't eat that much cereal. but when i do:

  • honey nut cherrios.
  • puffins.
  • capt'n crunch. the one cereal i wanted growing up that my mom would never buy me. when i moved out, i started buying it all the time.
  • grape nuts.
  • homemade granola.
dec 3 2007 ∞
feb 7 2008 +

this is fun. from my first to my most recent.

  • tom: his bedroom. we were playing a game of rock-paper-scissors. loser had to kiss the other. it was my first kiss and i was really nervous.
  • biagio: my house. my first french kiss experience. i don't remember the circumstances but his tongue moved around way too much.
  • clancy: the phoenix theater. the one and only time i smoked pot we made out at a mates of state show.
  • bean: playground at san miguel elementary. i slid down the slide and he was at the bottom waiting for me.
  • amy, emmett, and ashley: emmett's. truth or dare in a hot tub. haha.
  • zander: freshman homecoming dance. all my friends were watching. he didn't open his mouth enough.
dec 2 2007 ∞
nov 24 2012 +
  • watching a cute boy from the art quest class windows with taylor and amy and nicole.
  • listening to five iron frenzy in freshman u.s. history class while working on a project.
  • getting ready for homecoming freshman year.
  • hanging out with amy mackay for the first time at my house, dancing in our bras and dyeing out hair.
  • skipping out of school at lunch time on my birthday with taylor, peter, nicole, and matt and going to the beach where we fed wasabi to a seagull without considering the repercussions.
  • working in the art class courtyard
  • making up names for boys so that we could talk about them, even if they were around
  • my apparent rivalry with the girl leader ...
dec 1 2007 ∞
feb 7 2008 +
  • the tallest man on earth
  • andrew bird
  • beirut (my dad saw him before i did; not fair)
  • bjork
  • the arcade fire (i want to see them one day 6 years ago)
  • mewithoutYou, 7 times and counting...
may 4 2009 ∞
nov 24 2012 +
  • cardinal, right foot (a little piece of VA)
  • MN, inside of right ankle (to match my CA)
  • the Dawn Treader, entire right side
  • 3/4 sleeve, left arm of various summer happenings in 2007 (way cooler than it sounds) including: state flower of every place i visited, flowers that remind me of my uncle and grandma that passed away, two calaveras, a red ribbon, mountains...
  • egrets flying across my upper back
  • a saint on each calf: patron saint of handicrafts and patron saint of baking
  • orchids, my pelvic bone, both sides
  • a button (like one on a shirt, not one you push)
  • a simple dress form outline
  • a whole sewint/quilting themed arm piece
apr 12 2008 ∞
may 4 2011 +
dec 31 2007 ∞
aug 3 2008 +
  • holly verhage.
  • chris hill.
  • josh kothe-levie.
  • marcus hodges.
  • faith weatherly.
  • angela dunn.
  • abby hansen.
  • chelsea nahai.
  • ryan mchugh.
  • dan & julie bivins
apr 22 2008 ∞
jul 5 2008 +
  • i am almost always overly analytical.
  • i can be very judgmental of people, especially at concerts.
  • i pick at the skin around my fingernails too much.
  • i am always worried about being embarrassed.
  • i have a lot of insecurities.
  • i am bad at starting conversations.
  • sometimes i take things too personally.
  • i don't like making phone calls to people i don't know, sometimes even ones to people i do know.
  • i have a hard time showing empathy sometimes.
  • i assume i know what people will say in answer to something.
  • i have some abandonment and trust issues. never fun to realize.
feb 21 2008 ∞
jun 23 2009 +
  • sewing machine for my 16th birthday
  • abby's handmade card and sweet treats
  • balloon-covered bed at bible college
  • trip to boston and new york city
dec 1 2007 ∞
jun 18 2008 +

i don't shop for myself. but when i did, and when i will again, i buy:

  • yogurt
  • granola
  • apples
  • sprouts
  • oatnut bread (makes perfect toast)
  • cheese (sharp cheddar or pepperjack)
  • milk
  • eggs
  • lettuce
  • orange juice
  • tostitos
dec 2 2007 ∞
feb 7 2008 +

my family never really had game nights or anything but

  • every once in a while my mom and brother and i would play life. for some reason my mom always ended up with lots of children.
  • hi ho cheerio. my granny and grandpa had a great game cupboard at their house.
  • candyland, at either of my grandparents houses.
  • the barbie game. you tried to become prom queen with dates named things like pointdexter. it was from when my mom was a child.
  • taylor and i would play the little mermaid in her grammy's pool on sacramento. she always got to be the little mermaid and i always got to be the wave. haha. she was the dominant personality between the two of us.
  • i would spend the night at my granny and ...
dec 24 2007 ∞
feb 12 2008 +
  • i only like my grilled cheese sandwiches cut diagonally.
  • i enjoy color coded things for aesthetic purposes such as books and calenders and my clothes.
  • i make lists about pretty much everything. obviously.
  • when i use things out of a tub (such as butter or hummus) , i like to keep the surface as level as possible.
  • i really hate the buzz of fluorescent lights.
  • i am particular about the way i load a dishwasher.
jan 1 2008 ∞
jul 31 2008 +

California.

  • the phoenix theater. petaluma.
  • inn of the beginning. cotati.
  • the warfield. san francisco.
  • the fillmore. san francisco.
  • the pound. san francisco. (rip.)
  • great american music hall. san francisco.
  • slims. san francisco.
  • bottom of the hill. san francisco.
  • greek theater. berkeley.
  • gilman street. berkeley.
  • blake's on telegraph. berkeley.
  • chain reaction. anaheim.
  • the glass house. pomona.

Florida.

  • the venue. gainesville.
  • durty nelly's. gainesville.
  • market street pub. gainesville.
  • 1982. gainesville.
dec 3 2007 ∞
nov 24 2012 +
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  • cloud shadows.
  • music.
  • flowering window boxes.
  • being kissed on the neck.
  • a good book.
  • snow.
  • thunderstorms.
  • amos and astrid.
  • snail mail.
  • sewing.
  • jesus.
  • fond memories.
  • hot tea.
  • fires in fireplaces on a cold evening.
  • quilts. making them and lying under them.
  • the beach in northern california.
  • the sound of the wind.
  • camping.
  • getting tattoos.
  • napping in the sun.
dec 2 2007 ∞
feb 21 2008 +
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  • taylor melligan
  • lauren hodge
  • amy mackay
  • amber solbakken
  • lindsey keel
  • peter bonos
  • dan bouchante
  • nick rappaport
  • max winston
  • nicole gelormino
  • ariel clay
  • timothy beach
  • nicole dedischew
  • jason hornig
  • alex koninous
  • loren butchart
  • seth
dec 3 2007 ∞
feb 7 2008 +
  • replace this text with your list
  • begin each item with an asterisk
mar 7 2020 ∞
mar 7 2020 +
  • superfluous
  • ethereal
  • cadaver
  • circuitous
  • glaciation
sep 27 2008 ∞
apr 26 2009 +
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  • ride bicycles.
  • sit by the ocean in the pacific northwest.
  • take road trips.
  • see live shows.
  • sew clothes and quilts.
  • knit.
  • watch foreign movies.
  • make lists.
  • cuddle.
  • write and receive letters.
  • dance parties.
  • being spontaneous.
  • camping.
  • cooking/baking.
dec 3 2007 ∞
aug 18 2008 +
  • large kitchen. it's hardly large but it's still better.
  • space for a garden.
  • washer and dryer. there are hookups for it at least. we're part way there.
  • gas stove.
  • fireplace. we have two!
nov 8 2008 ∞
jul 11 2010 +
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  • "fahrenheit 451" by ray bradbury
  • "the giver" by lois lowry
  • "the house of the spirits" by isabelle allende
  • "to kill a mockingbird" by harper lee (that's actually a lie, i hated it in high school but i re-read it this year and loved it.)
  • "she's come undone" by wally lamb
  • "enders game" by orson scott card
  • "sophie's world" by jostein gaarder
  • "the perks of being a wallflower" by stephen chbosky
jan 7 2008 ∞
may 3 2009 +
  • DRIVE on the right, PASS on the left, people!
  • keeping windshield wipers off after the rain's stopped.
  • show couples.
  • lights left on in unoccupied rooms.
  • recyclable paper that gets thrown away.
  • t-shirts worn over long sleeve button-up shirts.
  • when a married woman doesn't take the last name of her husband.
  • dishes that are put away still wet.
  • self-foaming soap dispensers.
dec 1 2007 ∞
jun 23 2009 +
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  • hard rain.
  • wind in the trees.
  • tattoo guns.
  • water falls in the forest before i see them.
  • the absence of sound when it snows.
  • marcus' voice.
dec 24 2007 ∞
apr 10 2008 +
  • pad thai.
  • pizza.
  • earl grey tea cookies.
  • milk.
  • good cheese.
  • pink lady apples.
  • avocados.
  • waikiki meatballs.
  • my daddy's garlic mashed potatoes.
  • plain tostitos chips.
  • fun dip. for nostalgic reasons.
dec 2 2007 ∞
feb 7 2008 +
  • alabama.
  • arizona.
  • arkansas.
  • california.
  • colorado.
  • connecticut.
  • florida.
  • georgia.
  • hawaii.
  • illinois.
  • indiana.
  • kansas.
  • kentucky.
  • louisiana.
  • maryland.
  • massachusetts.
  • michigan.
  • minnesota.
  • mississippi.
  • missouri.
  • nebraska.
dec 3 2007 ∞
may 18 2008 +

i had a hard time thinking of catagories...

  • first car: 1996 maroon honda civic. totalled.
  • first pet: zack the cat. he hated me.
  • first kiss: tom elder. 8th grade. his house.
  • first concert: third eye blind with smashmouth. (unless you count raffi when I was about 10)
  • first book i enjoyed: she's come undone. wally lamb.
  • first job: sebastopol blueprint shop.
  • first memory: the journey with taylor.
  • first love: mike weatherly.
  • first piercing: ears.
  • first tattoo: sacred heart on back of my neck.
  • first time i got drunk: vodka tonics at an open bar.
dec 2 2007 ∞
apr 29 2009 +

the list is short. there are too many movies in the world i want to see to spend time watching some more than once. with a few exceptions:

  • amelie.
  • eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
  • once.
  • princess and the warrior.
  • the royal tenenbaums.
  • everything is illuminated.
  • the return.
  • juno.
dec 2 2007 ∞
jun 18 2008 +