this is summer of '10.

• taught Aaron how to drive
• kissed in the rain
  • sorta, we were being sprayed with a hose
• swimming with Tyler, Katy, Max, and Aaron
• drove tyler's mustang
• driving around ridgewreck with Gracie, Emma, and Olivia screaming at kids
• went to hollywood with Brina
• water balloon fight with the kid's neighbors
  • nailed one in the head ;)
• almost died because I have stupid friends, though I love them dearly
• drove around town with Emma, blasting lady gaga, singin' and head banging
• takin' pictures with Olivia but screwing up to the maxxx.

• motionless in white
• a skylit drive
• isles and glaciers
• morrissey
• taking back sunday
• the killers
• Peter and the wolf
• bamboozle
• ✔ vans warped
• lollapalooza

• paranoia
• dry hands
• spending money
• stepping on a goldfish
  • the snack that will now not smile back.
• when my best friend says 'I'm disappointed in you.'
• restoring my iPod, iPhone, whatever
• the feeling of not having a clue what is going on
• trying to talk to an old best friend

and i made this list orange cause i also hate the feeling of wearing the color...

to begin, i suck at life. so hopefully i can cure a bit of that with this so i can work on being a better person. then, maybe, i will be successful in my mind.

• to not complain as much
• try to be not as envious/jealous
• dress better
• get through my head that my iPhone is, in fact, not my life
• be committed towards something great
• focus on the positive more than the negative
  • i know, i wished me luck on this too.
• not be so hypocritical
• i would really like to care for once, that'd be swell.

• ap magazine
• downloading music
• buying clothes I won't like the next day
• television shows
• starbucks meetings
• pretty eyes
• cyberspaceeee
• making cds
• good terms
• thoughtful conversations
• protests
• thinking the 'what if'

• the drop in roller coasters
• looking up at the sky

-day or night!

• cruises
• sleeping
• dreaming
• finding the perfect song to the mood
• dancing
• getting a good(or even decent) grade
• tweeting(don't laugh!)
• after a great concert
• holding hands
• compliments
• completing something
• when someone says 'i'm proud of you.'

-no sarcasm!

• the takeoffs in airplanes
• realizing that i may have found someone worth keeping