• This is my plan.
  • This is also a story.
  • I saw her in a coffee house.
  • Maggie sent me a link to her poetry, without prompting.
  • I listened.
  • Enamored.
  • I wrote her a message, that she'll never read.
  • I went to a poetry slam to see her.
  • I made a fool of myself in an attempt to 'meet' her.
  • Everywhere I am, I am waiting for her.
  • Waiting today, at Bennu.
  • Tomorrow, I'll wait somewhere else.
  • I wish I had a better plan than to just wait on her.
  • But, I don't.
jul 29 2010 ∞
jul 29 2010 +
  • i am now a nanny.
  • scott told me tonight that he could see me living in ancient Greece, that that was where i belonged.
  • arabic didn't get easier.
  • i tilled and watered and spaded and fertilized and planted some beautiful flowers in our lawn today.
  • i am going to have to so some serious hammock time tomorrow to get all of my homework done.
  • justin got himself a new frame/fork/crank set/stem/ect. today.
  • november will be no spending month.
  • it is currently ramadan.
  • emma moved to jordan.
  • the arabic hafleh is this coming friday and cloyd's mom, zein al-fundi is singing and belly dancing. yess.
  • gadjo disco is coming up, hell yes costumes and strong gay bar drinks.
sep 6 2008 ∞
sep 6 2008 +
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  • biscuits and honey
  • dark, thick, black coffee
  • cran-grape juice
  • apple sauce
  • pizza with artichokes, feta, onions, tomatoes, cheese, sun-dried tomatoes
  • flavored soda pop
  • club crackers
  • boiled egg
  • twix candy bars
  • cakes
  • eel
  • peach-Os
  • OATMEAL
  • grits
  • breads
  • ice cream from a truck (with gum ball eyes)
apr 15 2008 ∞
apr 15 2008 +
  • make luis get things from my homeland
  • make a job happen.
  • ride my new bikeeee.
  • fix my stupid operating system.
  • sweat.
  • make someone massage me.
  • write in my new journal even more.
  • make alex not mad at me.
  • tell lauren i'm proud of her for quitting the cig.
  • make out with a stranger.
  • take more pictures.
  • get more music.
  • george washington - 12 stories high and made of radiation.
feb 12 2008 ∞
feb 12 2008 +
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  • i regret not doing things i know i would have regretted.
  • i have to write and address a million thank you notes.
  • i need to clean out my car.
  • i need to wash dishes.
  • i have to work from 4-10.
  • i need to wash clothes.
  • go to the bank.
  • take care of myself.
jun 1 2007 ∞
jun 1 2007 +
  • work.
  • headaches.
  • stress.
  • being tired.
  • dog drool.
  • runny nose.
  • humidity.
  • liars.
apr 4 2007 ∞
apr 4 2007 +
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  • i have many good friends with bad habits.
  • sometimes i wish real life was as romantic as all of the jane austen novels i've read. but not easy romance, the kind you have to struggle for.
  • i need to get rid of a lot of my belongings, and stop holding onto things just for the hell of it.
  • i mixed photo chemicals last night, but i hate developing film alone.
  • i am dreadfully behind in my Islamic Theology class, it is not like me, but i think i'm am beginning to get burnt out.
  • i am planning a seduction.
  • i think i will live alone next year, and then i can sit around and study in my underwear all i want.
  • what is with me and boys lately? this hasn't happened in forever.
nov 17 2008 ∞
nov 17 2008 +
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  • I woke up at 8:30a.m.
  • I went to class until noon.
  • I studied and then ate at Veggie Heaven.
  • I studied more.
  • I told this boy Micah that I "fancied" him.
  • He doesn't fancy me back.
  • I rode my bike a bit.
  • I smoked some gross cigarettes.
  • I studied.
  • I had my friends hold me to make me feel better.
  • Then we ate late night dinner at Kirby Lane.
  • Then Scott and I became friends again.
  • Then I rode my bike some more.
  • More studying.
  • Currently: taking a break from Roman Civilization crap to make lists and blog entries.
  • I will have completed 2 exams in the next...
may 1 2008 ∞
may 1 2008 +
  • make out with me.
  • I hate children.
  • leave your husband.
  • I hate Jesus.
  • please have sex, but please don't get alyssa preggers.
  • I won't tell anyone about your black 40 yr old boyfriend.
  • you don't "listen" to me.
  • you will please not be mad?
  • my heart kinda is lonely kinda.
  • Dustin, i hate spelling.
  • God, I'm pissed about spending 15 hours judging debate yesterday.
  • There is a freaking hole in this sweater.
  • someone should play with my boobs all the time.
  • I wish i had no possesions and lived in the forest and wore no clothes ALWAYS.
  • I wish i liked being naked.
feb 18 2008 ∞
feb 18 2008 +
  • kindnessessity
  • resiliency
  • prowl
  • unanswerable
  • fancy (the verb)
  • pleases
  • evening
  • mention
  • others
  • participate
  • develop
feb 4 2008 ∞
feb 4 2008 +
  • blood brothers tickets. 4.14.
  • gasoline.
  • crayons.
  • liquid band aides.
  • notebook paper.
  • spinach.
  • birthday gifts.
  • work clothes.
  • socks.
  • face wash.
  • limes.
apr 4 2007 ∞
apr 4 2007 +
  • eating animals
  • the hope that anyone I write letters to will ever write back
  • sleeps
  • talking with my parents about anything that I care about
  • wearing shoes
  • smokes - lets face it people, its nasty shit!
  • I.K. ie R.B.
  • The Daily Texan
  • "fixing myself up"
  • cow milk
  • nylon in the summer
  • my yellow suede shoes
  • TFI
  • normal
  • an "A" in Arabic this semester
may 13 2009 ∞
may 13 2009 +
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  • More yoga.
  • More cycling.
  • More sleep.
  • More reading.
  • More photos.
  • More smiles and laughs.
  • More cooking/less eating out.
  • More letter writing.
  • More confidence.
  • More living.
may 21 2008 ∞
may 21 2008 +
  • black w/ red.
  • ginger.
  • light brown.
  • red.
  • dark brown.
  • purple/pink.
  • greyish.
  • brown w/ turquoise.
  • Natural Color: darkish brown.
apr 13 2008 ∞
apr 13 2008 +
  • 2-d and 3-d
  • sleepovers
  • bracelets
  • new musics
  • free breasts
  • free flowing tears
  • andrea and dustin
  • planting bras
  • tape mixers and mics - national record a cd month
  • rum, you've been drinking the rum?
  • rubiks cube
  • no lies, just love
feb 11 2008 ∞
feb 11 2008 +
  • passport.
  • bank account.
  • plane ticket to canada.
  • ?
apr 9 2007 ∞
apr 9 2007 +