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I like watching beautiful people smoke. I like harmful smells. I like beautiful boys with thick english accents. i like books. i like quotes. i like like. i don't believe in love yet.
I'm pure wanderlust. i want to fly out of this galaxy. i want to be part of the ocean. i want to believe in love.
I'm an Alice in a not-so-much-as Wonderland.

British boys and cigarettes follows:
Sahar television (TV shows I'm watching.)
films (2017)
films (2016)
movies (IMDB TOP 250)
books (Rory's Book Club's Book List)
  • Her
  • Fargo
  • Thelma and Louise
  • Ghost World
  • Dallas Buyers Club
  • Blue Jasmine
  • Suspira
  • After the Dark
  • City of God
  • How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
  • Dirty Pretty Things
  • Tootsie
  • The Graduate
  • Diabolique
  • Snowpiercer
  • Captain Phillips
  • Captain America
  • The Hidden Face
  • The Basketball Diaries
jun 8 2013 ∞
apr 20 2014 +
  • Hannibal
  • Sherlock
  • Breaking Bad
  • Mad Men
  • The Killing
  • The Walking Dead
  • Lost
  • Supernatural
  • In Treatment
  • Twin Peaks
  • American Horror Story
  • Homeland
  • Doctor who
  • Star Trek: TOS
  • firefly
  • The X-Files
  • Teen Wolf
  • Buffy: The Vampire Slayer
jun 25 2012 ∞
nov 5 2013 +
  • Tell No One
  • No Mercy
  • Martha Marcy May Marlene
  • Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy
  • My Week With Marilyn
  • Melancholia
  • Antibodies
  • Sin Nombre
  • Lady Vengeance
  • The Man from Nowhere
  • 1984
  • The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo
  • Snow Flower and the Secret Fan
  • The Girl Who Played With Fire
  • The Girl Who Kicked The Hornet's Nest
  • XXY
  • I Saw The Devil
  • Sympathy for Mr. Vengeance
  • Shiver
  • The Chaser
  • Last Train
mar 24 2012 ∞
mar 24 2012 +
  • Tom Sturridge
  • Matthew Gray Gubler
  • Paolo Nutini
  • Cillian Murphy
  • Joseph Gordon Levitt
  • James Dean
  • Jeff Buckley
  • Robert Pattinson
  • Mr Hudson
  • Tom Felton
  • James McAvoy
dec 24 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
  • The Forgotten Wraith
  • The German's Box
  • Acid of Infinity
  • Serpent of Loss
  • the Weeping Wave
  • The Son's Illusion
  • The Father's Sin
  • The Absent Boy
  • The Necklace of Time
  • The Man in The Fire
  • The Lover's Flowers
  • The Consort
  • the day of the birds
dec 13 2010 ∞
dec 16 2010 +
  • gabriel byrne
  • mark harmon
  • Keith Carradine
  • Michale C. Hall
  • johnny deep
  • jeff goldblum
  • hugh grant
  • javier beltrán
  • ricardo darín
  • alan rickman
  • william holden
  • Colin Firth
  • Johnny Weissmuller
  • Steve Weber
  • jeff goldblum
  • hugh grant
  • hugh dancy
  • sean penn
  • kevin bacon
  • daniel day lewis
  • Joe Flanigan
jun 25 2010 ∞
jun 26 2010 +
  • Todd Rundgren
  • The Hollies
  • Heart
may 21 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +
  • alaska young (not that i want to die in a car crash)
  • summer finn (500 days of summer)
  • ally (remember me)
  • catherine earnshaw (not that i want to die from love but i adore heathcliff)
  • effy (skins)
  • cassie (skins)
  • blair waldorf (GGirl)
  • samantha darko (i just love that she got to meet that damn morbid bunny)
  • Elena (vampire diaries)
mar 31 2010 ∞
may 12 2010 +
  • A
    • andrew mcdonald
    • antique shit
    • art
    • accents
    • alex evans
  • B
    • boys
    • books
  • C
    • cooking
    • cartoons
    • cook ( from skins)
    • cigarettes (the colorful ones)
  • D
    • demoralization (the word)
    • disney
mar 26 2010 ∞
mar 26 2010 +
  • i don't know if i'll be okay.
  • i'll end up doing what everyone thinks i won't do.
  • i'll become the next emily bronte or chanel.
  • i'll marry an english boy who smokes too much and reads like his life is ending. ( because it is)
  • i'll beat whoever said i couldn't.
mar 26 2010 ∞
mar 26 2010 +
  • Julianne Moore
  • drielle valeretto
  • miranda kerr
  • marilyn monroe
  • audrey hepburn
  • bridget bardot
  • kaya scodelario
  • audrey tatou
  • kristen dunst
  • megan fox
  • kristen stewart
  • zooey deschanel
  • kate moss
  • kate winslet
  • christina ricci
mar 26 2010 ∞
may 26 2010 +
  • Priscila
  • Michelle
  • Zaira
  • Charlene
  • Patricia
  • Jan
  • Raymond
  • Ian
  • Jowy
mar 11 2010 ∞
mar 11 2010 +
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  • so is this the price of love?
  • Everything it seems I likes a little bit sweeter .

A little bit fatter, a little bit harmful for me .

  • if we suddenly fall should i scream out

or keep very quiet and cling to my mouth as i’m crying, so frightened of dying, relax yes i’m trying, but fears got a hold on me.

  • if vision is the only validation, then most of my life isn't real.
  • Our blood is cold, And we're alone,But I'm alone with you.
  • You're the piece of gold the flushes all my soul.
  • Down fills the ground, gravity's proud.
  • The laughter penetrates my silence, As drunken men find flaws in science.
feb 23 2010 ∞
feb 23 2010 +
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  • his smile
  • his pink cheeks
  • his laugh
  • his voice
  • his smell
  • his breath
  • his lack of words
  • his inbetweeners
  • his girlish noises
  • his hands
  • his food
  • his jokes
  • his vocabulary
  • his body
  • his warmth
  • his words, which could be made into movies
  • his problems
  • the fact that he knew me
  • the fact that he made me happy
  • the fact that he changed me
feb 23 2010 ∞
feb 24 2010 +
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  • that boy in the C&C concert.
  • That boy i saw saturday in his car just looking out the window.
feb 22 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
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  • breathe in
  • breathe out
  • it's a new day
  • be happy
  • smile, they're watching
  • tomorrow is a fresh start
  • i can read a book whenever i don't want to participate
  • i'll be older soon
  • maybe i'll have a future
  • i can't see everything
  • i can't solve the world
  • maybe love exists
feb 22 2010 ∞
feb 22 2010 +
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  • bad music
  • doesn't like art
  • doesn't read
  • follows crowd
  • arrogance
  • pride
  • immaturity
  • doesn't care
  • is too passive
  • not passionate
  • doesn't like photography
  • takes everything too seriously
  • is not confident
feb 22 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
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  • cigarettes and chocolate milk- for the passively amorous lover
  • wild world- depressed lover
  • no sound but the wind- the one you really love
  • playground love- the one you want a good shag with.
  • shakin' - the one who's got you high.
  • holding out for a hero- one you want but can't seem to get.
  • love will tear us apart- the one you love, forever.
  • the violet hour- the one you're 99.9% sure you love
  • set fire to the third bar- the one you love
  • don't you forget about me- if whoever he is leaves.
  • hallelujah- the one you love but you're losing.
  • so long marianne- if whoever he is leaves...
feb 22 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +
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  • clean room more often
  • make a life's library
  • meet that boy I saw at the C&C concert.
  • marry a boy who sees beauty.
  • watch birds
  • watch stars
  • try LSD
  • try a couple of more things
  • watch too many movies
  • Stop breathing for a minute
  • take everything in
  • doodle more
  • think more
feb 22 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
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  • bones
  • polaroids
  • 50s movies
  • 60s movies
  • liquid liner to make my lashes twiggy-some.
  • 20 calorie ice cream
  • the smell of smoke
  • smell of gasoline
  • quirky smiles
  • thick but not too thick arms
  • full lips
  • the look of smoke
  • sad eyes
  • fierce eyes
  • Paris
  • mirrors
  • flowers
  • kissing
  • floral fabrics
  • black and gold
jan 30 2010 ∞
mar 11 2010 +
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  • East of Eden
  • Atonement
  • A Separate Peace
  • The Picture of Dorian Gray
  • Never let me go
  • Everything is Illuminated
  • the reader
  • lord of the flies
  • Lolita
  • Perks of Being a Wallflower
  • looking for Alaska
  • wuthering heights
  • I am the cheese
  • Virgin Suicides
  • Lovely Bones
  • Catcher in the Rye
  • his dark materials
  • into the wild
sep 14 2009 ∞
dec 23 2010 +
  • Veep
  • Portlandia
  • The Wire
  • Oz
  • The Office
  • Sopranos
  • the Thick of It
  • Damages
  • Battlestar Galactica
  • Shameless
  • the Americans
  • Louie
  • Political Animals
jan 20 2014 ∞
jan 22 2014 +
  • the cabin in the woods
  • the Truman Show
  • ghost
  • velvet goldmine
  • accused
  • mama
  • heavenly creatures
  • the imposter
  • timer
  • a royal affair
  • the door
  • the orphanage
  • after the wedding
  • the hunt
  • clue
  • rosemary's baby
  • pet sematary
  • my own private idaho
  • Prime (Shane Carruth)
  • moon
  • the evil dead
jul 5 2013 ∞
dec 30 2013 +
  • Sherlock
  • Doctor Who
  • Downton Abbey
  • Lost
  • Star Trek: TOS
  • Homeland
  • Breaking Bad
  • The Killing
  • Parade's End
  • The Walking Dead
  • Game of Thrones
  • Mad Men
  • Pushing Daisies
  • Appropriate Adult
  • Awake
  • Firefly
  • Being Human
  • Teen Wolf
  • Supernatural
sep 22 2012 ∞
nov 12 2012 +
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mar 24 2012 ∞
mar 24 2012 +
  • A R Rahman -127 hours
  • Abel Korzeniowski
  • Blalock's Indie Playlist
  • Adam Green
  • Air
  • alonso Bentín
  • Skins Soundtrack
  • Laurie Anderson
  • Andrew Bird
  • PJ Harvey
  • angus and julia stone
  • animal collective
  • anthony & the johnsons
  • Album- Your Wonderful Parade CD1&2
  • Music Mondays
  • The Twilight Saga New Moon
  • the arcade fire
  • architeq
  • artic monkeys
  • arms
  • autolux
feb 26 2011 ∞
feb 26 2011 +
  • Luna
  • Pandora
  • Olivia
  • Draco
  • Lucius
  • Narcissa
  • Thomas Riddle
  • Aristotelis
  • Valentino
  • sterling
  • felix schmidt
  • Florian
  • Federico
  • oliver saint jours
  • James nola
  • michael walsh
  • Sebastian sauve
  • Aiden Andrews
  • adrian sahores
  • drielle
  • marina
dec 13 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
  • patrick wolf
  • luke worrall
  • tommy b.
  • mr. hudson
  • tom felton
  • familjen
jun 25 2010 ∞
jun 26 2010 +
  • Sunset Blvd.
  • Atonement
  • Breakfast Club
  • Rebel without a Cause
  • Donnie Darko
  • Little Miss Sunshine
  • Amelié
  • El Secreto de Sus Ojos
  • The Pianist
  • Fern Gully: The Last Rainforest
  • A Single Man
may 21 2010 ∞
feb 27 2011 +
  • wind in the wires- patrick wolf
  • augustine- patrick wolf
  • hallelujah- jeff buckley
  • Sunset- Abel Korzeniowski
  • New Romantic- Laura Marling
  • Three Little Birds- Bob Marley
  • no sound but the wind (Live at Rock Werchter 2010)- editors
  • there is a light that never goes out- the smiths
  • mojo pin- jeff buckley
  • lover, you should've come over- jeff buckley
  • love will tear us apart- joy division
  • going to a town- rufus wainwright
  • beside you -van morrison
  • morning theft- jeff buckley
  • astral weeks- van morrison
mar 31 2010 ∞
mar 13 2011 +
  • the sometimes awful smell
  • the way they always try to make me happy
  • the $5 dollars a week salary for doing nothing. (it's just weird.)
  • the fact that i wish they'd told me stories.
  • their escape from cuba.
mar 31 2010 ∞
mar 31 2010 +
  • robert pattinson
  • kristen stewart
  • sterling knight
  • joseph gordon levitt
  • ian curtis
  • james dean
mar 26 2010 ∞
mar 26 2010 +
  • say the truth more often.
  • tell myself the truth.
  • shout more.
  • paint more.
  • talk to some people.
  • never look back.
mar 26 2010 ∞
mar 26 2010 +
  • fun
  • trusting
  • wild
  • care-free
  • smart
  • witty
  • thorough
  • fast
  • easy smiling
  • giver
mar 26 2010 ∞
mar 26 2010 +
  • The girl on the train
  • A single man
  • Remember me
  • Aquarelle
  • S. Darko
  • Alice in Wonderland
mar 11 2010 ∞
mar 25 2010 +
  • Sunset Blvd.
  • Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland
  • Rebel without a Cause
  • El secreto de sus ojos
  • Breakfast Club
  • Donnie Darko
  • Atonement
  • Amélie
  • 500 days of summer
  • Mysterious Skin
  • to die for
  • the hours
  • the machinist
  • Everything is Illuminated
  • East of Eden
  • Little Miss Sunshine
  • Fern Gully: The last Rainforest
  • The Science of Sleep
  • Pan's Labyrinth
  • Brick
  • The Notebook
feb 27 2010 ∞
jul 7 2010 +
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  • no sound but the wind- editors
  • remember me by name- tyler hilton
  • i want to hold your hand- the beatles
  • girl- the beatles
  • strange and beautiful- aqualung
  • heaven- bryan adams
  • for you i will- teddy geiger
  • chasing cars- snow patrols
  • there is a light that never goes out- the smiths
  • you make my dreams- hall and oates
  • hallelujah- Jeff buckley
  • beside you- van morrison
feb 23 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +
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  • likes to read
  • coffee lover
  • good taste in films/music
  • smells nice
feb 22 2010 ∞
nov 5 2013 +
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  • we don't read enough
  • we watch too much tv
  • the ozone layer
  • poor pandas
  • poor polar bears
  • crimes
  • we don't know what love is
feb 22 2010 ∞
feb 22 2010 +
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  • England (Liverpool, London, Bristol)
  • Italy
  • Greece
  • Germany
  • Ireland
  • Scottland
  • All of South America
  • Egypt
  • Australia
  • Russia
  • Spain
  • Israel
  • France
  • Alaska
  • California
  • New York in winter
feb 22 2010 ∞
feb 22 2010 +
  • Jonas Brothers
  • Justin Beiber (he's not a band but i hate him)
  • Pussycat Dolls
  • Miley Cyrus ( i know she's not a band)
  • breaking Benjamin
  • bullet for my valentine
  • children of bodom
  • i can't remember the awkwardly long list.
feb 22 2010 ∞
mar 26 2010 +
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feb 22 2010 ∞
jun 22 2010 +
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  • CD of Patrick Wolf, Elliot Smith, Van Morrison, Jeff Buckley, Editors, Air, Radiohead.
  • Atonement movie, sunset blvd., and rebel without a cause
  • cigarettes (might as well try them if i'm dead)
  • sketch pad
  • pencil
  • 0.1, 0.3, 0.5 pilot pens
  • books for me to read
  • no food please (wouldn't want to get fat, I mean I'd be burning no calories anymore)
feb 22 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +
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  • air
  • water
  • books
  • thoughts
  • dreams
  • love stories
  • silly objects
  • stop motion movies
  • eyes
  • paint
  • pen
  • paper
  • pictures
  • camera
  • music
  • movies
  • pen
  • paper
feb 10 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
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  • rufus wainwright
  • serge gainsbourg
  • david bowie
  • the box tops
  • herb alpert
  • jeff beck
  • the mccoys
  • the supremes
  • aaron neville
  • across the universe soundtrack
  • adam green
  • the airborne toxic event
  • alex lloyd
  • andrew bird
  • artic monkeys
  • ARMS
  • asteroids galaxy tour
  • club smith
  • attic lights
  • b.fleischmann
  • bach
sep 14 2009 ∞
may 22 2010 +
  • Arrow
  • The Good Wife
  • Top of the Lake
  • True Detective
jan 7 2014 ∞
apr 2 2014 +
  • The X-Files
  • Buffy: The Vampire Slayer
  • How I Met Your Mother
  • House of Cards (U.S.)
  • Elementary
  • Orphan Black
  • The Fall
  • Bates Motel
  • Hannibal
  • Hemlock Grove
  • Community
  • Fringe
  • Pretty Little Liars
  • Annika Bengzton
  • Parks and Recreation
  • Wonderfalls
  • Rectify
feb 6 2013 ∞
jan 7 2014 +
  • Arrested Development
  • Dead Like Me
  • Deadwood
  • Freaks and Geeks
  • OZ
  • The Newsroom
  • Sopranos
  • Star Trek: TNG
  • Rectify
  • Star Trek: The Animated Series
  • Veronica Mars
  • Spartacus
  • Vikings
  • Wonderfalls
  • The Hour
  • The West Wing
  • The Wire
jun 24 2012 ∞
nov 5 2013 +
  • Twin Shadow
  • Joy division
  • Ramones
  • Sex Pistols
  • Van Morrison
  • Jeff Buckley
  • foals
  • Radiohead
  • Laura Marling
  • Mumford & Sons
mar 10 2011 ∞
mar 10 2011 +
  • Is the sin of omission worse than the sin of commission?
dec 18 2010 ∞
dec 18 2010 +
  • astral weeks- van morisson
  • veedon fleece- van morrison
  • white album- beatles
  • poses- rufus wainwright
  • el secreto de sus ojos- federico jusid
  • amelie- yann tiersen
  • atonement
  • a single man
  • the hours- phillip glass
jun 26 2010 ∞
jul 20 2010 +
  • getting a disease.
  • an airplane engine crashing through the house and killing me.
  • being murdered.
  • dying of a disease.
  • something climbing out of the toilet while i'm in it.
  • driving or someone driving. i always think i'm going to die.
  • rain while driving.
  • someone breaking into the house.
  • sinkholes
  • going crazy
  • someone following me
  • earthquakes
  • someone under the bed. not a monster, a person waiting to kill me.
  • elevators
  • leaving the bedroom door a little open.
  • airplane crashes
  • someone murdering me while im in the show...
jun 19 2010 ∞
jun 19 2010 +
  • Ben-Hur (1959)
  • The Big Sleep (1946)
  • The Caine Mutiny
  • Cool Hand Luke
  • Fantasia (1940)
  • The Flight of the Phoenix (1965)
  • Freaks
  • From Here to Eternity (1953)
  • Gone With the Wind
  • The Grapes of Wrath
  • The Haunting (1963)
  • High Noon
  • The Hustler
  • In the Heat of the Night
  • It's a Wonderful Life
  • Key Largo
  • Lawrence of Arabia
  • The Longest Day
  • The Maltese Falcon (1941)
  • The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance
  • The Manchurian Candidate (1962)
apr 5 2010 ∞
jul 23 2010 +
  • invisibility
  • shrinking
  • time-traveling
  • time stopper
  • flying
  • telekinesis
  • reading minds (in a controllable way. only to be used in emergencies)
  • traveling to other worlds
  • talking to animals and inanimate objects
mar 31 2010 ∞
mar 31 2010 +
  • i hate my thighs
  • i hate my arms
  • i hate my face shape
  • i hate the way i stand
  • i hate my height
  • i hate my weight
  • i hate my writing
  • i hate the way i talk
mar 26 2010 ∞
mar 26 2010 +
  • the one where someone ordered me to die 70 times and I could literally feel myself choking and dying.
  • the one where i arrived with some friends at a party and there was a vampire eating a woman in a room i peeped in.
  • the one where he was with me in the school bleachers talking and smiling with the sun on his face.
  • the one where my mom was headless.
mar 26 2010 ∞
mar 26 2010 +
  • james dean
  • sid vicious
  • ash stymest
  • kate moss
  • edie sedgwick
  • david bowie
mar 26 2010 ∞
mar 27 2010 +
  • Effy and Freddie
  • Bonnie and Clyde
  • Sid and Nancy
  • Tom and Summer
  • Alaska and Miles
  • Courtney Love and Kurt
  • Heathcliff and Catherine
  • Damon and Katherine
  • Cook and Effy
mar 26 2010 ∞
may 26 2010 +
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  • perks of being a wallflower
  • note to self: arrogant boys are just impossible
  • looking for alaska
  • everything is illuminated
  • the reader
feb 23 2010 ∞
mar 2 2010 +
  • city of bones
  • Hogwarts
  • Phineas and Ferb's backyard
  • Sonny with a Chance's prop place
  • A collage like the one people in Skins attend to
feb 23 2010 ∞
feb 23 2010 +
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  • Vladimir Nabokov
  • John Steinbeck
  • Stephen Chbosky
  • Jonathan Dafran Foer
  • John Green
  • Edgar Allan Poe
  • J.D. Salinger
  • Oscar Wilde
  • Emily Brönte
feb 22 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
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  • gasoline
  • cigarettes
  • strawberries
  • vanilla
  • new books
  • old books
  • money
  • sushi
  • forever 21 store
  • new cars
  • blood
  • nail polish
  • cookies
  • blueberry muffins
  • cheesecakes
  • coldstone store
  • disney
feb 22 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
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  • people's last words
  • weird laws
  • strange diseases
  • unknown mental diseases
feb 22 2010 ∞
nov 5 2013 +
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  • james
  • audrey coco
  • lola
  • gabrielle
  • elizabeth
  • edward
  • alessandro
  • Olivia
  • Tomas
  • Markus
  • Valentino
  • maxim
  • Katarina
  • Heath
  • sterling
  • franzi
  • Matt
  • Kurt
  • Ian
  • Gabrielle
  • italia
feb 22 2010 ∞
mar 31 2010 +
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  • tom sturridge
  • joseph gordon levitt
  • johnny deep
  • sterling knight
  • robert pattinson ( again, don't judge me, i loved Little Ashes)
  • Andrew McDonald
  • mark harmon
  • jeff goldblum
  • hugh grant
  • alan rickman
  • ian somerhalder
  • alex Evans
  • jeremy kapone
  • william holden
  • hugh dancy
  • casey james
  • johnny weissmuller
  • Keith Carradine
  • Michael C. Hall
  • aaron johnson
feb 22 2010 ∞
jun 25 2010 +
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  • lord of the flies
  • el la piz del carpintero
  • nightwood
  • where angels fear to tread
  • a great and terrible beauty
  • sundays at tiffany's
  • crooked
  • memoirs of a teenage amnesiac
  • lock and key
  • I am the cheese
  • looking for Alaska
  • el niño que enloqueció de amor
  • stoner and spaz
  • invisible monsters
  • Dorian gray
  • mis putas tristes
  • to kill a mockingbird
  • a room with a view
  • bel Ami
  • doomed love
  • wuthering heights
feb 21 2010 ∞
dec 24 2010 +
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  • “When I was a kid, I used to fantasize about death. Not that I was suicidal, but there was an attraction there. I went from 'I don't care what happens' to 'everything is terrifying.'”
  • Love me, because love doesn't exist, and I have tried everything that does."
  • I couldn’t understand why people were wearing watches, because they seemed like hourglasses of death, keeping track of how much time was running out. - Wes Eisold
  • Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody. - J.D. Salinger
  • Solitude is impractical and yet society is fatal. - Ralph Waldo Emerson
  • “If the world could remain within a frame like a painting on the wall, I think we'd see the beauty then and stand staring in awe.”
sep 14 2009 ∞
may 25 2010 +