One morning I woke up, & began to feel the subtle decay of my soul, accompanied with the degradation of my sagacity/ sanity.

My time is safe in my suitcase. I can never go wrong. Some day I can find something perfect to spend it on.

• I feel like I can't keep up with you at times.
• I need someone who are able to make solid decisions.
• I need someone who is in control of their emotions, to make up for the deficit capacity of my ability to do so for mine.
• I need someone who will not fade away.

• Drink one glass of water every hour. It will make you feel full.
• Drink ice cold water. Your body will burn calories just getting the water to a normal temperature to digest. Also it is great for your complexion.
• Drink 3 cups of green tea daily. It will help boost your metabolism, plus its anti-oxidants make your skin look great.
• Take vitamins daily. Do not take vitamins on an empty stomache, otherwise they have nothing to catalyze with.
• Eat ice when hungry. This will make your body think it had food without the calories.
• Eat spicy foods. They raise your metabolism.
• Take cold showers because your body will burn calories to heat you back up.
• Brush your teeth so you won’t be tempted to eat afterwards.

• Write letters filled with random things for my friends
• Get a job
• Make more friends
• Buy myself a glass of wine at a random place
• Buy a new book
• Dye my clothes
• Dye my hair turquoise
• Run. A lot.
• Lose weight
• Feel happy
• Make people happy
• Sew something
• Paint something

"You don’t blast a heart open,” she said. “You coax and nurture it open, like the sun does to a rose.”

- Melody Beattie, The Lessons of Love: Rediscovering Our Passion for Live When It All Seems Too Hard to Take

"In my opinion, the absence of a meaning of life is what makes life so wonderful."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbtUs4EIQ...

Turn down the lights

Turn down the bed

Turn down these voices inside my head

Lay down with me, tell me no lies

Just hold me close, don't patronize

Don't patronize me.

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't

You can't make your heart feel something it won't

Here in the dark, in these final hours

I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power

But you won't, no you won't

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't.

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see

The love you don't feel when you're holdin me

Mornin' will come and I'll do what's right

"there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too clever, I only let him out at night sometimes when everybody's asleep. I say, I know that you're there, so don't be sad. then I put him back, but he's singing a little in there, I haven't quite let him die and we sleep together like that with our secret pact and it's nice enough to make a man weep, but I don't weep, do you?” By Charles Bukowski

Dedications by Lemony Snicket In order, each book in A Series of Unfortunate Events:

• To Beatrice -

darling, dearest, dead.

• For Beatrice -

My love for you shall live forever. You, however, did not.

• For Beatrice -

I would much prefer it if you were alive and well.

• To Beatrice -

My love flew like a butterfly Until death swooped down like a bat As the poet Emma Montana McElroy said: “That’s the end of that.”

• For Beatrice -

You will always be in my heart, In my mind, And in your grave.

• For Beatrice -

When we met my life began, Soon afterward, yours ended.

"A love like that was a serious illness, an illness from which you never entirely recover." — Charles Bukowski

• Malaysia
• Thailand
• Indonesia
• China
• Hong Kong
• Japan
  • Tokyo
• Korea
• Australia
  • Gold Coast
  • Perth
• Egypt
• France
  • Paris
• England
  • London
• Italy

Pillow Talk is a project aiming to connect long distance lovers. Each person has a pillow for their bed and a chest sensor which they wear to sleep at night. The chest sensor wirelessly communicates with the other person’s pillow; when one person goes to bed, their lover’s pillow begins to glow softly to indicate their presence. Placing your head on the pillow allows you to hear the real-time heartbeat of your loved one.

Cause And Effect by Charles Bukowski

the best often die by their own hand

just to get away,

and those left behind

can never quite understand

why anybody

would ever want to

get away

from

them

There are 6,775,235,842 people in the world. Why are you letting one of them ruin your life?

You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too. — William Shakespeare

I really fucked it up this time, didn't I my dear? Little lion Man, Mumford and Sons

Summer solstice lived in us.

"Alcohol is not the answer to your problems, but it sure helps you forget the question."

“You desired my attention, but denied my affections.”

"love is a human experience not a political statement" - Anne Hathaway

She was beautiful, but she was beautiful in the way a forest fire was beautiful

The total surface area of the earth is 510072000 sq km, and one day, you're going to wake up and find me gone, far away from you.

You carry your hell in your unconsciousness and you carry your heaven in consciousness.

Wait for me somewhere between reality and all we've ever dreamed.

• How I can't sit still
• How I have an obsessive compulsive urge for hygiene
• How I am always so fearful
• How I am too paranoid
• How I like to shake my feet
• How I like to bite my nails
• How I like to chew on my lips
• How I play with my hair too much
• How I am such a huge procrastinator
• How I am so bloody lazy
• How I overlook the obvious
• How I can be so gullible
• How easily people can take advantage of me
• How I like to eat random, nonsensical food stuff around my house
• How I should be more accepting of me
• How I am too blunt with my words occasionally
• How I drive myself crazy, and secretly en...

• Tonight,
• as I cleaned you up,
• I once again felt the same hole in my soul.
• This small space seems to be unfillable,
• and every time I see you broken up or in ruins,
• like a blackhole,
• that space sucks me in and traps my breath.
• Like a firefly,
• trapped in a box,
• you might not see it,
• but I'll still try my best to keep my light,
• to be there for you.
• So please,
• promise me you would not abandon me.
• that you'll be there for me when I need you.
• Cause I love you,

• So my semester break is here, which makes me feel somewhat relieved yet guilty
• for I have not been studying
• I have been horrendously day dreaming my every waking moment away.
• A crime in my position.
• 4 days lost.

Best of all he loved the fall The leaves yellow on the cottonwoods Leaves floating on the trout streams And above the hills The high blue windless skies Now he will be a part of them forever Ernest Hemingway – Idaho – 1939

" I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, sir," said Alice, " because I'm not myself, you see."

" But it's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then."

" If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense."

" Well, when I was lost, I suppose it's good advice to stay where you are until someone finds you. But who'd ever think to look for me here?"

Alice In Wonderland

• English
• Math
• Chinese
• Biology
• Chemistry
• Literature
• Social Studies
• History
• Art

fail,fail,fail. whattafailure.

• My eyes feel like they're going to fall shut any moment
  • I only had three hours of sleep the night before
• I still have one essay to complete
  • I don't think I'll be doing it now, I'll do it in school the next day.
• The old fan is so so rickety.
• The wind from the outside coming through the window is slightly cool.
• Everyone else is sleeping except me.
• I still have one chapter of history to study for my test tomorrow.
• My heart and my soul and my head feels like going to sleep and not waking up for a while.
• I need a drink really badly.
• I am too lazy to go to the kitchen to get one.

• Guppies
• Goldfishes
• Some fish that is really shiny
• Some fish that is somewhat translucent
• Rabbits
• Hamsters
• a Dog
• Mice

Thank you [to the person I forgot] for the lovely picture.

• get started on my sketches.
• get my inspirations.
• stop procrastinating.
• either drop art or get back on track.
• stop thinking of worthless ideas.
• do something senseful and valuable.
• think of good ideas.

thank you fuckyeahskinnybitch.tumblr.com for the lovely picture.

• Submarine
• Broken English
• Edward Scissorhands
• An Education
• Before Sunrise
• Before Sunset
• We Need To Talk About Kevin
• Cashback
• 50/50
• Wicker Park
• Moonrise Kingdom
• Factory Girl

People say, “I’m going to sleep now,” as if it were nothing. But it’s really a bizarre activity. “For the next several hours, while the sun is gone, I’m going to become unconscious, temporarily losing command over everything I know and understand. When the sun returns, I will resume my life.” If you didn’t know what sleep was, and you had only seen it in a science fiction movie, you would think it was weird and tell all your friends about the movie you’d seen. “They had these people, you know? And they would walk around all day and be okay? And then, once a day, usually after dark, they would lie down on these special platforms and become unconscious. They would stop functioning almost completely, except deep in their minds they would have adventures and experiences that were completely impossible in real life. As they lay there, completely vulnerable to their enemies, ...

• I can actually connect with you on an intellectual level.
• You have really pretty hair.
• You have a good sense of fashion.
• Your playlist astounds me.
• You have the height.
• You are really smart.
• You make me think on a deeper level.
• You can cook really well.
• You enjoy afternoon tea as much I do.
• Your personal library amazes me.

• Stickers
• Origami
• Glitter
• Sequins
• Receipts

• How The Light Gets In - M.J. Hyland
• The Velveteen Rabbit - Margery Williams
• The Beatrice Letters - Lemony Snicket
• Watch Your Mouth - Daniel Handler
• This Is Where I Leave You - Jonathen Tropper

“The inspiration behind the hair came from Victorian times when prostitutes would sell theirs for kits of hair locks, which were bought by people to give to their lovers. I used it as my signature label with locks of hair in Perspex. In the early collections, it was my own hair.”

Don't you dare think for a second that just because I'm 17, my shoulders are barren of burden. Thoughts that are lucid and bare to everyone's eyes, consume my mind every single night, just like the way a hurricane swallows and devours a house through its eye. Your problems may differ from mine, our minds may speak in a frequency so diversified but they're still plagued like a toxic wasteland. I don't want to have to apologise or account for my battle field being different from yours.

“It was sometime in October; she had long ago lost track of all the days and it really didn’t matter because one was like another and there were no nights to separate them because she never slept anymore.” — Sylvia Plath, Tongues of Stone

For Women Who Are Difficult To Love

you are a horse running alone

and he tries to tame you

compares you to an impossible highway

to a burning house

says you are blinding him

that he could never leave you

forget you

want anything but you

you dizzy him, you are unbearable

every woman before or after you

is doused in your name

you fill his mouth

his teeth ache with memory of taste

his body just a long shadow seeking yours

but you are always too intense

frightening in the way you want him

unashamed and sacrificial

he tells you that no man can live up to the one who

lives in your head

"I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often." — Charles Bukowski

_"There is a fundamental reason why we look at the sky with wonder and longing—for the same reason that we stand, hour after hour, gazing at the distant swell of the open ocean. There is something like an ancient wisdom, encoded and tucked away in our DNA, that knows its point of origin as surely as a salmonid knows its creek. Intellectually, we may not want to return there, but the genes know, and long for their origins—their home in the salty depths. But if the seas are our immediate source, the penultimate source is certainly the heavens… . The spectacular truth is—and this is something that your DNA has known all along—the very atoms of your body—the iron, calcium, phosphorus, carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, and on and on—were initially forged in long-dead stars. This is why, when you stand outside under a moonless, country sky, you feel some ineffable tugging at your innards. ...

"..and I am overjoyed that even though the time was brief, I loved you and you loved me."

• Located at the foot of the Hochschwab Mountains, in Tragoess, Styria,

Green Lake is one of the most bizarre natural phenomena in the world. During the cold winter months, this place is almost completely dry, and used as a country park where hikers love to come and spend some time away from urban chaos. But as soon as temperatures rise, the snow and ice covering the mountaintops begin to melt, and the water pours down, filling the basin below with crystal-clear water.

• Salar de Uyuni, Bolivia

World's largest salt flat, located at about 12,000 ft above sea level. During the rainy season, the water turns this place into the world's largest mirror. The mirages from the sky's reflection create a sense of infinity or walking among clouds. Tourists are only able to travel to this ... It is referred to as the border between h...

“He wanted all to lie in an ecstasy of peace; I wanted all to sparkle and dance in a glorious jubilee. I said his heaven would be only half alive; and he said mine would be drunk: I said I should fall asleep in his; and he said he could not breathe in mine.”

—Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights

Love has already torn us apart, now enjoy the division.

You're losing me, I hope you would draw no remorse from that. For every step you do not take, I take it, and I move back, I take a step backwards. I am retracing my path, stealing forgotten caution from the wind. I hope you know, I'll scratch this trail off my map, you're falling off my compass

"It's better to have nobody, than to have somebody who is half there, or doesn't want to be there." - Angelina Jolie

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"I revel in the idea that one day I will disappear and no one will know where I have gone..."

“I love no one but you, I have discovered, but you are far away and I am here alone. Then this is my life and maybe, however unlikely, I’ll find my way back there. Or maybe, one day, I’ll settle for second best. And on that same day, hell will freeze over, the sun will burn out and the stars will fall from the sky.”

-Lemony Snicket.

• Located at the foot of the Hochschwab Mountains, in Tragoess, Styria,

Green Lake is one of the most bizarre natural phenomena in the world. During the cold winter months, this place is almost completely dry, and used as a country park where hikers love to come and spend some time away from urban chaos. But as soon as temperatures rise, the snow and ice covering the mountaintops begin to melt, and the water pours down, filling the basin below with crystal-clear water.

• Salar de Uyuni, Bolivia

World's largest salt flat, located at about 12,000 ft above sea level. During the rainy season, the water turns this place into the world's largest mirror. The mirages from the sky's reflection create a sense of infinity or walking among clouds. Tourists are only able to travel to this ...

The longest journey a man must take is the eighteen inches from his head to his heart.

There's nothing wrong with you darling, it's the chemicals in my brain that will not allow me to be fond of you.

King said in an interview that this photograph was taken as he tried to explain to his daughter Yolanda why she could not go to Funtown, a whites-only amusement park in Atlanta. King claims to have been tongue-tied when speaking to her. “One of the most painful experiences I have ever faced was to see her tears when I told her Funtown was closed to colored children, for I realized the first dark cloud of inferiority had floated into her little mental sky.”

• Man in Times bookstore who did not wear any knickers under his shorts and stood directly beside me while I was sitting on the floor, twice on two seperate occassions.
• Man who flashed at me when I was 12 years old outside my school
• Old geezer who rode past me three times on three seperate occassions with his pee pee hanging all out in it's wrinkly glory.
• My ex-neighbour who loved to slam his door whenever he got home, every, single, day.
• A lady living on the first floor who walked around her room with the curtains fully opened, butt naked.
• This street eyebrow plucker guy who asked my friend and I if we were interested in being models.
• This grown man near my dad's and sister's...

• So, dark blue or golden?
• I love both colours.
• But which one do I paint my nails with!
• Mind wrecking for a girl.
• I seriously need help making up my mind.

Keanu Reeves has had a hard life

• Father who is a heroin dealer runs off on his family when he is three, and he has since severed all ties with him.
• Best friend, River Phoenix, dies before they could make the bromantic movies they promised they would make together.
• He's dyslexic.
• Fiancee gives birth to a stillborn daughter.
• Unable to cope, they split up.
• She dies in a car accident two years later.
• Sister contracts leukemia. Keanu spends millions of dollars to keep her alive.

But it doesn't stop him from doing nice things

• Offered to take a 75% pay cut if it meant Al Pacino could be cast in The Devil’s Advocate.

• I officially turned sixteen yesterday.
• And how it does not thrill me one single bit amazes me.

Note To Self: Please don't ever fall in love, it only makes you vulnerable and raw.

"Sometimes being a good friend means saying nothing" "I'm Just supposed to watch her make a mistake?" "Sometimes, yes. And then you stand by to pick up the pieces." thank you thelovelybones.tumblr.com for the lovely picture.

• I love my dad for going back to the office just to get my GCE O Level art stuff printed,
  • love you daddy.
• I really really really don't feel like studying for my chinese exam tomorrow.
• God, please, God. I really don't want to fail too many subjects.
  • Please please please.
• I need to practice my math.
• I hope to sleep earlier today.
• I am so proud of myself for running so much today
  • A guesstimation~ 2 km~ 1.24 miles
• I will try to stay back in school for my art tomorrow as late as possible so that I can complete as much as possible.
• I will start on my math soon.

• red skittles
• green skittles
• the after taste of chocolate mint ice cream.
• mint floss
• my third knuckle when its clean.
• coffee powder
• condensed milk (sweetened milk)
• my earphone wire
• pen tops
• sorbet
• plums
• bananas
• passion fruit
• mouth wash
• fresh sushi

thank you thelovelybones.tumblr.com for the lovely picture.

• "We accept the love we think we deserve." - The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
• "Why live life from dream to dream and dread the day?" - Gorecki
• "Undeserved suffering is redemptive." - Martin Luther King
• "We all have secrets for a reason" - Unknown
• "And in that moment, I swear we were infinite." - The Perks of Being A Wallflower.
• "But I know it's too late and I should've given you a reason to stay." - A Lack Of Color, DCFC
• "And, in the end, the love you take, is equal to the love you make." - The End, The Beatles
• "The girl with kaleidoscope eyes." - Lucy in the sky with diamonds, The Beatles
• "Eat, sleep, repeat." - Copeland
• "We are strangers by day, lovers by night." - Part-Time Lover, Copeland.
• "Those who criticize our generation forget who raised it." - Unknown
• "And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the... - Unknown

"People simply empty out. They are bodies with fearful and obedient minds."

I shall allow my quiescent mind to gurgle this sombre sobriety down & welcome the new day to dissolve it all.

“Most people think things are not real unless they are spoken, that it’s the uttering of something, not the thinking of it, that legitimizes it. I suppose this is why people always want other people to say “I love you.” I think just the opposite - that thoughts are realest when thought, that expressing them distorts or dilutes them, that it is best for them to stay in the dark climate-controlled airport chapel of your mind, that if they’re released into the air and light they will be affected in a way that alters them, like film accidentally exposed.”

Peter Cameron, Someday This Pain Will Be Useful to You

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Your words should run past your brain before they leave your mouth, if this isn't the natural course of your speech, you should withhold it.

I love Lemony Snicket, although I haven't read many of his writings, I think he is brilliant.

• “Fate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant filled with odd little waiters who bring you things you never asked for and don't always like.”

• J'ai tué ma mère
• Never Let Me Go
• Somewhere
• Restless
• 50/50

This is making me feel so disrupted, diluted and misplaced. I just want it out of my head.

• You like Kings of Convenience
• You know the words to Aguas De Marco
• You ever so casually sing along to Besame Mucho
• You listen to Sufjan Stevens
• You like my playlist
• You can cook
• You are close to your family
• You dress simply but so well
• You like your espressos by the double
• Your humour compensates for the lack of mine
• You are the male replica of my best friend. And I love her loads
• Your child like humour amuses me

Who are you.

"We are like roses that have never bothered to bloom when we should have bloomed and it is as if the sun has become disgusted with waiting" — Charles Bukowski

You were just a meteor

“Even people I’ve known for so long soon become strangers to me. People change and grow tired of having you in their life. I’m my own best friend. It’s sad, but it is what it is.”

—Megan Fox

"The shoulder blades sticking out as if they wanted to grow wings through that skin. Little blades, she was helpless."

-Charles Bukowski

This will introduce you to a color you’ve probably never seen before.

True “Cyan”. Usually most people find it an ugly color, or just an ordinary light blue. BUT! Computers and TVs dilute the actual appearance of cyan and when you see it, its fucking awesome.

SO! Stare at the white dot for 2 minutes. Just as long as you can. The circle will get fuzzy and youll start to see a ring forming. Back your head up slowly and look around the edge of the circle.

Craziest, best blue Ive ever seen.

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening by Robert Frost

Whose woods these are I think I know. His house is in the village though; He will not see me stopping here To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer To stop without a farmhouse near Between the woods and frozen lake The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake To ask if there is some mistake. The only other sound's the sweep Of the easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark, and deep, But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, And miles to go before I sleep.

A heart can only broken so many times

of fallegur til að deyja, of villt að lifa

Too beautiful to die, too wild to live

Um, so I think I really like you. You give me hummingbird heartbeat.

“I still think that human beings, even our beautiful and wretched souls, are just biology, are just a series of chemical and physical reactions that one day stop, and so do we, and that is that. But I’m looking forward to this blank peace, this oblivion, this nothing, this not being me anymore. I am looking forward to it for real. Or at least, this is what I tell myself. I tell myself I’m not scared, I tell myself I really want to die, and it never occurs to me until the last possible moment that what I really want is to be saved.”

— Prozac Nation, Elizabeth Wurtzel

Sometimes we waste too much time to think about someone who doesn't even think about us for a second.

"What the water wants is hurricanes and sailboats to ride on its back." - Sufjan Stevens

"Tell me my dear, can a heart still break once it's stop beating?"

• Déjà Vu - the experience of being certain that you have experienced or seen a new situation previously – you feel as though the event has already happened or is repeating itself. The experience is usually accompanied by a strong sense of familiarity and a sense of eeriness, strangeness, or weirdness. The “previous” experience is usually attributed to a dream, but sometimes there is a firm sense that it has truly occurred in the past.
• Déjà Vécu - is what most people are experiencing when they think they are experiencing deja vu. Déjà vu is the sense of having seen something before, whereas déjà vécu is the experience of having seen an event before, but in great detail – such as recognizing smells and sounds. This is also usually accompanied by a very strong feeling of knowing what is going to come next.

Do not stand at my grave and weep,

I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.

I am the diamond glint on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.

I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,

I am the swift, uplifting rush

Of quiet birds in circling flight.

I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.

I am not there, I do not sleep.

My sister, Christi, had a baby when I was 17, and I had just heard about crib death. The horrible thing was that it wasn’t understood. For some unknown reason the baby would stop breathing. So I would sneak into where the baby was sleeping and put my hand in her crib, hold her little finger, and I’d sleep on the floor like that. It was stupid, I’m sure, but I thought the warmth of my hand might help, that maybe if she felt my pulse it would remind her to breathe.

— Johnny Depp

• that time would move so much slower.
• that I would start getting serious.
• that my sister would stop her nauseatingly girlish giggles to an obvious male 'friend' at the end of her phone conversation.
• that I had more time.
• that I could get my shit straight.
• that I could get my act together.
• that I could be happier.

As the 2010 FIFA World Cup kicks off today, in South Africa, this list contains information I have learnt from the Reader's Digest June edition, delivered every month to my little house.I found this list fantastic, and decided to keep it here, least I forget about it in the future.

• 15,000 volunteers and 41,000 police officers will be deployed at the 2010 FIFA World Cup.
• The ten South African stadiums will seat more than 570,000 people.
• Brazilian Ronaldo Luis Nazario de Lima has scored 15 goals over three cups- more than any other player.
• In 1994, Cameroon's Roger Milla became the oldest player to compete in a World Cup: he was 42 years and 39 days old.
• The fastest World Cup goal was scored in 11 seconds by Turkey's Hakan Sukur in 2002 against Korea.

• Pluvial : Of or relating to rain
• Apricity : The warmth of the sun in winter
• Cafuné : Brazilian Portuguese – “The act of tenderly running one’s fingers through someone’s hair.”
• Saudade : Portuguese – “refers to the feeling of longing for something or someone that you love and which is lost.” Fado music, a type of mournful singing, relates to saudade
• Mnemophobia : Fear of memories
• Woolgathering : Indulgence in idle fancies and in daydreaming; absentmindedness:His woolgathering was a handicap in school.
• Philophobia : Fear of emotional attachment ; Fear of being in or falling in love
• Opsablepsia : The inability to look someone in the eye while speaking
• Phosphenes : The stars and colours you see when you rub your eyes
• Moon Child : One who belongs to a community of integrity, love and unity

• Spring Break (sort of?) is here
• hell yeah.
• I have got so much bloody homework for the holidays.
• I wish the boy opposite my house would play a nice song and not just random tunes.
• I really feel like communicating with him.
• Like just shout to him through the the window.
• I really need to get started on my work.
• Or my dad's going to go all catty on me again.
• :(
• I need someone to rant to.
• And I want to forget a certain someone desperately.
• Much like a brain erase in The Eternal Sunshine Of A Spotless Mind.
• Fantastic movie no?

“The average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a year; a total of 88,000 by the age of 60. And the most common lie is: I’m Fine.” Thank you her0in-chic.xanga.com for the lovely picture.

• The feeling inside me is unexplainable, yet, empty.
• Like something just fell out of me or was sucked out of me.
• I passed my chem, by the way. 18 out of 41/2 girls.
• I have to go to bed soon.
• About now.

thank you her0in-chic.xanga.com for the lovely picture

• thunder
• rain pitter-pattering on the pavement
• tennis balls bouncing on the pavement
• the train sounds
• waves crashing
• water in the shower
• the sound when I am combing my hair
• color pencils coloring
• the sound of the coffee machine
• the sound my back makes when I crack it
• the sound of tennis being played
• leaves rustling
• ice clinking in a glass
• flipping the page of my book
• the sound when I thumb my textbooks
• my favourite music
• applying butter/ jam to a crispy piece of toast
• the sound of the old type of camera where you have to turn that round thing, and when you press the button, there's that lo...

• The way my chinese/mandarin language teacher says stuff in english. E.g. L = el-ler, R = ar-rer
• The way my chinese/mandarin language teacher demonstrates her mouse deer actions.
• When my biology teacher gets angry.
• When biology teacher said in class today, " when a boy gives you flowers, it means he is giving you a plant's sexual organs."
• When my friends joke around in class.
• When this girl in my class becomes really loud and sasses the teachers.
• When the younger girls wear their uniforms wrongly or when their hair looks gross.
• When some, certain teachers try to do the stretches and sorts during P.E (physical education).
• When my math teacher refers to herself in a third person point of view and says ho...