jul 15 2021 ∞
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do i need to start each one with an asterisk? actually?

nov 9 2020 ∞
nov 9 2020 +

i just remembered that this site existed. i had remembered writing a few things on here and was really curious as to what exactly i had left behind. (im going to stop fixing my typos, its too much work.) im just going to probably use this as some sort of diary/journal/thoughts page? no one else knows about it and this site is pretty dead (i think) so i dont think anyone random will stumble across it. if you have happened to stumble here, theres never going to be anything interesting so i wouldnt bother sticking around. have anice life, random internet stranger

jul 15 2021 ∞
jul 15 2021 +

im worried that things are never going to get better for me and that im alwyas going to feel this sense of sadness and not belonging and emptiness. i can have "good"days but in the end its always in the back of my mind how horrible the world is and how im actually not even in control of my own life. my family has disowned me and im having to live off of omeone else eright now. yeah i have an ok job and income but no fucking reason to be making it if im always just goigg to be fucking SAD everyone hates me dude

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