• around the fur — deftones
• in rainbows — radiohead
• mezzanine — massive attack
• preacher's daughter — ethel cain
• to pimp a butterfly — kendrick lamar
• iowa — slipknot
• quest for fire — skrillex
• twin fantasy — car seat headrest
• everybody is going to heaven — citizen
• i lay down my life for you — jpegmafia
• the devil and god are raging inside me — brand new
• the queen is dead — the smiths
• nurture — porter robinson
• bronco — orville peck

• albums ⭑ in rainbows ⋅ around the fur
• animals ⭑ deer ⋅ bleeding heart dove
• anime ⭑ death note ⋅ jujutsu kaisen
• bands ⭑ deftones ⋅ pinegrove ⋅ radiohead
• candy ⭑ sea salt dark chocolate
• colours ⭑ black ⋅ army green ⋅ red
• composers ⭑ rachmaninoff ⋅ vivaldi ⋅ tchaikovsky
• disciplines ⭑ philosophy ⋅ art ⋅ literature ⋅ law
• drinks ⭑ earl grey tea ⋅ iced tea
• f1 drivers ⭑ leclerc ⋅ verstappen
• films ⭑ whiplash ⋅ amadeus ⋅ there will be blood
• fruits ⭑ mandarin oranges ⋅ sultana grapes
• instruments ⭑ electric guitar ⋅ violin
• mario kart character ⭑ black shy guy
• movie genres ⭑ psychological thriller
• music genres ⭑ indie rock ⋅ rap ⋅ nu metal
• smells ⭑ lavender ⋅ wood smoke

♡ favourites | ✶ recent additions | ⚠ sensitive content

𝔦. — general

• animals awarded human credentials
• clerical collar
• common misconceptions ♡
• cosmic latte
• headfooters
• hedgehog's dilemma
• i can eat glass
• inflatable rat
• judas goat
• lonely hearts killer
• love lock
• menthol cigarettes
• pantone 448 c
• plants with symbolism ♡
• rat king
• uk special forces selection
• unusual bio / chemical names
• wolf collar

𝔦. — first half

• get good sleep, eat well, enjoy the sunshine ✰
• email a about taking time off for travel
• pre-dorm shopping trip
• clothing shopping
• sew my goat patch onto my bag
• laundry, clean, and pack for dorms
• watch the hungarian grand prix this weekend
• hang out with my friends
  • plan smth chill for my birthday (7)
• journal & take notes for counselling session (9)

𝔦𝔦. — second half

• deftones concert
• book transportation for concert
• online course (18-28)
• finish to kill a mockingbird
• hang out with my friends

𝔦. — movies & shows

• ravenous (1999)
• true detective (2014)
• diary of a country priest (1951)
• there will be blood (2007) ↺
• seven samurai (1954)
• unforgiven (1992)

𝔦𝔦. — books

• to kill a mockingbird — i own it now!
• the brothers karamazov
• crime and punishment — finish
• butcher's crossing

𝔦𝔦𝔦. — albums

• i got heaven — mannequin pussy
• stop making sense — talking heads
• transatlanticism — death cab for cutie
• red headed stranger — willie nelson

𝔦𝔳. — games

• or praise the lord, burn my house, i get lost, i freak out, you come home and hold me tight as if it never happened at all. where is your light? am i home? i will try not to keep you too long.
• take me, take me back to your bed, i love you so much that it hurts my head. say, i don't mind you under my skin. i'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in. when we were made, we were set apart, but life is a test and i get bad marks.
• we were certainly uncertain, at least i'm pretty sure i am.
• and i don't mind throwing away this filthy silver tongue (you barely joyous, broken thing)
• can't you see it? bad dog, but for you i'm obedient. every time i close my eyes, i stop existing, want a new addiction, want to fall victim.
• i'm so shy, it pains me to ask you to save me too.

je te laisserai des mots.

• and now that you don't have to be perfect, you can be good. ― john steinbeck
• how poor are they that have not patience! what wound did ever heal but by degrees? ― shakespeare
• those who have suffered much become very bitter or very gentle. ― will durant
• language is the mother, not the handmaiden, of thought. ― w.h. auden
• the unexamined life is not worth living. ― socrates
• there is a luxury in self-reproach. it is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution. ― oscar wilde
• i wish i knew no astronomy when stars appear. ― joseph brodsky
• to be alive: not just the carcass, but the spark. that's crudely put, but if we're not supposed to dance, why all this music? ― gregory orr

steam | ♡ favourite | ✶ to finish | ✓ finished

𝔦. — playing

• the outlast trials
  • new reagent w/ friends
• dead by daylight ♡
  • learning deathslinger
  • survive w/ friends
• baldur's gate 3 ♡ ✓
  • campaign w/ classmates
  • the dark urge
• league of legends
  • a little, with friends

𝔦𝔦. — to play

• red dead redemption 2 ♡ ✶
• cult of the lamb ✶

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• discursive: moving from topic to topic without order.
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