• say my name and his in the same breath, i dare you to say they taste the same.
• we were certainly uncertain, at least i'm pretty sure i am.
• praise the lord, burn my house, i get lost, i freak out, you come home and hold me tight as if it never happened at all. where is your light? am i home? i will try not to keep you too long.
• preach all you want, but who's gonna save me? i keep a gun on the book you gave me - hallelujah, lock and load.
• i promise i'm doing my best, i just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet.
• and i don't mind throwing away this filthy silver tongue (you barely joyous, broken thing)
• i know you're coming in the night like a thief, but i've had some time alone to hone my lying technique.

i played obscure songs and totally bombed with the audience!

• victory lap five — fred again... ⠀ ✧
• mean — nicole dollanganger ⠀ ✧
• ATTACKING VERTICAL — femtanyl ⠀ ✧
• easier to love you — porter robinson ⠀ ✧
• pearl fountain — yung lean, black kray, bladee ⠀ ✧
• moon dreams — miles davis ⠀ ✧
• image — magdalena bay⠀ ✧
• P3T — femtanyl ⠀ ✧

♡ favourites | ✶ recent additions | ⚠ sensitive content

𝔦. — general

• animals awarded human credentials
• clerical collar
• common misconceptions ♡
• cosmic latte
• headfooters
• hedgehog's dilemma
• i can eat glass
• inflatable rat
• judas goat
• lonely hearts killer
• love lock
• menthol cigarettes
• pantone 448 c
• plants with symbolism ♡
• rat king
• uk special forces selection
• unusual bio / chemical names
• wolf collar

• acerbic: sharp and forthright.
• ameliorate: make something bad or unsatisfactory better.
• atavism: a tendency to revert to something ancient or ancestral. ♡
• castigate: reprimand someone severely.
• cognoscenti: people who are considered to be especially well informed about a particular subject. (from italian, lit. "people who know") ♡
• cordwainer: a shoemaker who makes new shoes from new leather.
• corollary: a proposition that follows from one already proved.
• coterminous: having the same boundaries or extent in space, time, or meaning.
• discursive: moving from topic to topic without order.
• elucidate: to make clear.
• expiate: atone for (guilt or sin).
• genuflect: to touch the knee to the ground, especia...

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• final edits & submit reflective paper | 9
• midterm | 9

“you don’t get better on the days when you feel like going. you get better on the days when you don’t want to go, but you go anyway. if you can overcome the negative energy coming from your tired body or unmotivated mind, you will grow and become better... you won’t accomplish as much as what you usually do when you actually feel good, but that doesn’t matter. growth is a long term game, and the crappy days are more important.” — georges st-pierre

“i know how tired you must feel. i know that you’ve been working so hard. but these things are hurting you. everything is about to change, but you have to dare to proceed in a whole new way. you have to wake up in the morning and say, i will not do the old things that i’ve always done. this is the start of my real life. this is the day i started treating myself like someone who matters.” — heather havrilesky

♡ favourite | ✶ to finish | ✓ finished

𝔦. — playing

• deadlock
• baldur's gate 3 ♡ ✓
  • co-op campaign

𝔦𝔦. — to play

• cult of the lamb ✶
• dishonored
• divinity: original sin 2 ✶
• fallout: new vegas ✶
• hades ✶
• hellslave
• red dead redemption 2 ♡ ✶
• resident evil 2 ✶
• return of the obra dinn
• slay the spire
• the witcher 3
• west of loathing

𝔦. — self-care

• ▢⠀ fill water bottle and empty three times
• ▢⠀ eat two real meals (not just snacks/coffee)
• ▢⠀ morning / night routine (skincare, dental)
• ▢⠀ sleep before midnight, 8 hrs, no excuses
• ▢⠀ piercing aftercare (saline x2)
• ▢⠀ walk, stretch, or exercise

𝔦𝔦. — productivity

• ▢⠀ respond to emails in the morning
• ▢⠀ check planner & make to-do list for the day
• ▢⠀ one block of focused work / reading
• ▢⠀ do a quick dish / laundry sweep

♡ favourite | ↺ rewatch

—— october

• americans' love affair with big cars is killing them | the economist
• looking for art in the law review article | harvard law review
• artificial intelligence and the creative double bind | harvard law review
• waste, property, and useless things | harvard law review ♡
• in spite of prison | harvard law review ♡
• case comment: peta v. tabak | harvard law review ♡
• plato and a platypus walk into a bar by cathcart & klein
• singapore grand prix ⭑ russell
• united states grand prix ⭑ max ♡
• full metal alchemist: brotherhood
• amc's interview with the vampire
• chainsaw man — the movie: reze arc (2025)
• sin city (2005)
• f1 (2025)

—— september

• earl grey tea bag | +1 energy
• sandalwood + cypress deodorant
• camo hoodie | +1 comfy
• wireless headphones
• silver cross necklace
• deck of playing cards
• keys ft. gojo keychain, university lanyard
• wintermint chewing gum | +2 focus
• the picture of dorian gray paperback
• fight club collector's edition dvd
• charles leclerc ferrari hat | +200 psychological dmg
• flannel pyjama pants | +2 comfy
• deftones t-shirt
• extra strength ibuprofen

𝔦. — misc

• scents
  • bare vanilla ⠀☾
  • angel's share clone⠀☾
  • ck one ⠀☼
  • dirty ⠀☼
• stained glass tiffany lamp
• antique writing desk
• east of eden
• the story of philosophy
• f1 keychain

𝔦𝔦. — clothing

• slacks — ✓ black, grey, brown
• black turtleneck — short and long sleeve
• dark red pashmina scarf
• black straight fit jeans