‧₊˚ + monthly diary

‎ ‎ ‎ —— march ♡'

• i have been watching too much lord of the rings / aragorn really is the ideal man / had breakfast with my dad / i rarely get to eat with him these days / jungkook has me in delulu land / not i by samuel beckett almost drove me mad / i've really lost my mind / watched pride & prejudice for the first time / it was lovely to see someone so similar to me in a character / i'm mr. darcy, mr. darcy is me / i'm sleep deprived / idk what to write / this month has been a mess? / but not at the same time / i haven't done much tbh / i know i failed that exam / these entries are all over the place / i'm dying i cut jalapenos and now everything burns / the adults i know are so damn immature / they are sick in the head

‎ ‎ ‎ —— february ♡'

• JUNGKOOK CAME BACK / the weather so far has been perfect / i felt so much love / days filled with happiness / happiness was just temporary / i read walt whitman / i had a terrible headache / heard my dad is leaving soon / got sick! / i felt nervous / had breakfast with dad and siblings / getting used to change / finally got the stupid keys for the house / another valentines i spend single / cried over f*cking math / didn't eat the bread i wanted / losing the motivation to do anything / ate so much junk & got a headache / wasn't alive for a couple of days / it's my birthday but i wish it wasn't

‎ ‎ ‎ —— january ♡'

• rainy day / tamales & ponche / wrote some good plots / shopped at daiso / fell in love with hak / mom's appointments / had a nervous breakdown / planned a story / more rainy days / got discouraged once more / told the truth but apparently i should have lied :) / went to starbucks / stressed with little sleep / overwhelmed with sadness so i cried a lot / had my second nervous breakdown / walked for 2 hours straight! / it was so damn cold & windy / ate a berrytale / took the bus and it wasn't that bad