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  • made it through midterm season alive but not unbattered. my grades;
      • issues in crim exam: 84%
      • criminal justice system exam: 88%
      • law exam: 88% (lower than i thought...)
      • law paper: 96%
  • overall not my best work...
  • i woke up in the middle of the night and kept thinking about "you don't know what love is" + something jazz... whiplash maybe?, turns out it's an actual song, i'd never heard of it but billie and chet sang it. if this is a sign idk what of but it's a beautiful song
  • doing my silly little digital paintings. trying something new with different coloured lineart and i think it looks nice, my art needs a lighter touch
  • cut my own hair (just a little on the front and sides) and it actually didn't go terribly, which is saying a lot considering my history
  • watching the bear. idk what it is with me and film where people are just yelling. i genuinely can't pick a favourite character because they're all so so good, but carmy, syd and richie are definitely a great trio. people are mad about it being awarded as a comedy but it has some of the most off-the-wall funny dialogue ever despite being deeply deeply sad and stress-inducing so... i feel like it qualifies. "what kind of asshole puts ketchup on a hot dog?" and carmy looking up at him with the most withering look, "a child, richie." "a child asshole."
  • chet baker is just like me fr (chronically melancholy)... hanging on in quiet desperation may be the english way but it's also my way.
  • starting my volunteer work... i am so not built for customer service, too shy and need everyone to like me so much, but i'll get desensitized eventually. just know if i start smoking this is going to be the reason. // my second shift was a lot less stressful, everyone that works there is really nice.
  • me when eating, sleeping, walking outdoors, listening to good music, and spending time with family makes me feel better: ?! on a real note i'm so much better mentally than i was a year ago, we take those.
  • losing my mind over group projects, but what else is new :|
  • ev and i went to see the whale it was... erm... something. definitely has good aspects, especially fraser's performance! wow. directing and writing could've used a lot of work
  • also i watched chainsaw man because ev is obsessed it, i enjoyed it and it wasn't like 2000 eps like a lot of popular animes, now i might read the manga idk... too much other stuff i want to do to commit to that for now
mar 8 2023 ∞
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