• me
• myself
• i
• my brain
• my heart
• my feelings
• my tears
• the fat on my body
• being in love
• emptyness
• me again

• inability to show emotion
• difficulty in saying how they feel about you while they insist they do feel something for you
• showing affection by getting in your pants
• ignorance/cluelessness
• inability to talk to you around other people half as much as you talk to my friends who are female
• why the hell they're so hilarious
• why the hell i like them
• why the hell i think about them as often as i do
• am i cared for?...

• other people crying
• paranoia
• myself
• people's ability to disappoint (fault or not)
• being lonely
• violins
• pain (emotional and physical)
• stress
• my ability to disappoint (fault or not)

• how do numbers work in relation to the world?
• why do i, as a human being, feel as if i have to know as much as possible about whatever can be learned?
• how many stars are there and are they just mere patches of gasses or something more?
• what is the perfect human being?
• god, are you there?

• morning dew doesn't always make the grass cold
• many photographs of people don't show faces
• authors like shortening their names into initials
• chewed gum can be found almost anywhere
• smiles are the only facial expression that are sociably acceptable 9/10 times.

• apollo moon landing
• michelangelo's completion of the sistine chapel
• creation of the great wall of china
• roman/greek era
• the endings of WWI and WWII
• the fall of the berlin wall
• signing of the declaration of independence.
• MLK's 'i have a dream' speech

• insecurity/low self-esteem
• the way i come across to people
• overly shy
• incredibly paranoid
• stressed 84% of the time
• extremely competative
• jumps to conclusions
• cries over stupid crap
• pushes myself almost too hard
• self-loathing

• live in an apartment with huge glass windows overlooking something really beautiful
• learn to speak spanish fluently
• start over
• discover what love truly is
• develop a sense of compassion that i feel i lack
• remember the dreams i have for five nights in a row
• meet mr. perfect so i can find his flaws.
• have the ability to move people with tears when i speak/write
• fly in some new way
• pursue unrealistic skills in ...

• love, crushes, life partners, spouses, affairs, affection, lust–all of it.
• people telling me that a certain guy likes me when it he doesn't.
• feeling the way i feel right now.
• AP history tests.
• i'm out of milk.
• eating 4,958,249,353 reese's puffs.
• stress

• Superstar
• V For Vendetta
• Fight Club
• A Walk to Remember
• Saved
• Amelie
• The Royal Tenenbaums

• Wii
• Mario Galaxy
• House of the Living Dead
• Super Smash Bros. Brawl
• Nintendo 64
• Zelda: Ocarina of Time
• Zelda: Majora's Mask
• Super Mario 64
• Mario Party
• PS2
• Katamari Damacy
• DanceDance Revolution
• Gameboy
• Super Mario World

People say I look like a lot of different people, so I thought it would be interesting to list all of said people.

• Brittany Ashton Holmes ("Darla" from the Little Rascals, but when I was little)
• Pin Up Girl
• Kelly Osbourne (eeek!)
• Regina Spektor (NOT TRUE AT ALL—THAT IS A DISS TO REGINA)
• 1920's/1930's flapper
• 1950's housewife
• Georgie Henley (Again, when I was REALLY little)
• the lead girl in The Mummy

• Small Black Bamboo Fun Tablet ($90-99)
• Canon EF 15mm f/2.8 Fisheye Lens ($650-780)
• A better phone

I don't care what kind. That's how much I hate mine. ($X)

• Panasonic DMC-LX2K Camera ($450)

More of an idea of a camera that's awesome that I might buy when I'm looking into getting a different kind.

• A decent president ($X)

Supporting a good candidate is important if I don't want John McCain to win because he...

• flickr
• the week daily
• times
• cnn
• blogspot
• youtube
• married to the sea