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& it's too hard to focus through all this doubt.
I keep making these "To Do" lists but nothing gets crossed out.

bookmarks:
listography IMPORTANT NOTICES
NEWS
TERMS
GIVE MEMORIES
CONTACT
  • Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind.
  • Stand By Me.
  • The Virgin Suicides.
  • Ghost World.
  • Thumbsucker.
  • Ma Vie En Rose.
  • Being John Malovich.
  • Garden State.
  • Buffalo 66.
  • Almost Famous.
  • Delicatessen.
  • Amelie.
  • City of Lost Children.
  • Rebecca.
  • Election.
  • Art School Confidential.
  • Saved!
  • Girl Interrupted.
  • Walk the Line.
  • The Squid and The Whale.
  • Rushmore.
jun 6 2007 ∞
jun 6 2007 +
  • I miss people that aren't the same anymore.
  • But maybe it's actually me that's changed.
  • & what if it's for the worst.
  • I don't have anything to look forward to.
  • Except my teeth being tortured for another fucking time on Thurs.
  • & 4 days of college from 9-5 next week.
  • I'm tired.
  • Unmotivated.
  • Would rather be on my own.
  • Instead of these incessant interruptions.
  • I talk about how ridiculous everything/everyone is.
  • But I'm the one sat here moaning about it.
  • Hypocrite.
mar 25 2007 ∞
mar 25 2007 +
  • End of war party.

Masking tape crosses on the windows. Triangular flag banners. Sandwiches cut in triangles. Swing dance / music. Wartime dress.

  • Warhol party.

canvas up to paint on. silver floating clouds with helium baloons inside.

  • Alice in Wonderland party.

queen's cards. white rabbit pinata. chesire cat. croquet. "Don't step on the mome-raths" sign. red & white roses. teacups.

feb 25 2007 ∞
feb 25 2007 +
  • postsecret.com
  • last.fm
  • learningtoloveyoumore.com
  • blogspot.com
  • livejournal.com
  • drownedinsound.com
  • community.livejournal.com/craftgrrl/
  • overheardinnewyork.com
  • craftster.org
  • popgadget.net
  • wikipedia.com
  • whiteninjacomics.com
jan 14 2007 ∞
jan 14 2007 +
  • Laser Life - Blood Bros.
  • You Remind Me Of Home - B. Gibbard.
  • Weird - Hanson, no shit.
  • Just Like Honey - JAMC.
  • Do You Remember The First Time - Pulp.
  • Don't Love The Liar - Wooden Wand.
  • Don't Be Mean - The Raincoats.
  • Ping Pong Affair - The Slits.
  • Germ Free Adolescents - X-ray Spex.
dec 12 2006 ∞
dec 12 2006 +
  • People are unreliable & fundamentally selfish.
  • People have ulterior motives for everything.
  • I need a lot of convincing before I'll believe someone likes me.
  • Clichés are horrible, relationships are full of those.
  • I'm far too moody & self involved to be put up with exclusively.
  • It's hard to be affectionate most of the time.
  • Just another thing to worry about.
dec 1 2006 ∞
dec 2 2006 +
  • My indecision.
  • My inability to make plans & keep them.
  • Being affectionate.
  • Knowing when to just let something go.
  • Having patience.
  • Seeing the good in things.
  • This stupid idea of 'getting people'.
  • My motivation.
  • Being sociable.
  • My sleeping pattern.
dec 1 2006 ∞
dec 2 2006 +
  • The Eames Era - what a Rilo Kiley clone, but that's a great thing!
  • Portastatic - "Be Still Please", especially 'I'm in love with Arthur Dove', I defy anyone to not love it after the first 6 words.
  • Beirut's 'The Canals of Our City' is dead nice.
  • 'Me and You and Everyone We Know' by Maia Hirasawa, I don't think it's related to the film, but ghbjkljhbgh.
jun 6 2007 ∞
jun 6 2007 +
  • When Sam, Jimmy, Nic & I went to nandos in Kirkstall & sat outside, then Jimmy gave Sam crap driving directions, & me & Nic gave up on our efforts to stay up until our 4am flight.
  • Ro & I on the Cow & Calf rocks. Him making me lie upside down on the downwards sloping rock so I could see Ilkley all inverted.
  • Waking up at Josh's when it had snowed & leaning out of his window half dressed to catch the snowflakes because they made me feel new & the world more real.
  • Everyone sat around the table at Sam's playing word association & him worrying about our noise levels.
  • Joe, Bender & I sat in my car listening to radio 4 at half one in the morning & getting really freaked out by the white noise they were playing, after parking up by the river in the dark, so much that I lo...
mar 8 2007 ∞
mar 8 2007 +
  • I didn't have to get up tomorrow morning.
  • I didn't have to get up ANY morning.
  • I had more plans to look forward to.
  • I was a little more motivated.
  • I didn't think so much.
  • Sundays were a little more exciting.
  • I could see certain people more often.
  • For 2007 to be a gazillion times better than 2006.
jan 14 2007 ∞
jan 14 2007 +
  • Despite a 'mini panic' today, I really haven't had any of those this year. That's a record!
  • I've been quite sociable & wow, I'm ever so slightly enjoying it.
  • The number of headaches I've had I can count off my fingers.
  • (*£&^
jan 14 2007 ∞
jan 14 2007 +
  • "The alarm clock's going off but you're not waking up.

This isn't happening, happening, happening, happening, happening. It is." Don't ever be with me listening to this, I WILL cry.

  • "Let's talk about spaceships or anything except you & me ok?"
  • "Apple pie, the number pie, I studied you in math class, & did all my work but never got your digits"
  • "Come round here with a brand new shirt & announce that you're a brand new girl, well you stole that line & you probably stole the shirt as well"
  • "& although my heart's hurting, my shotgun is working & it packs one hell of a surprise"
dec 1 2006 ∞
dec 2 2006 +
  • People walking side by side, slowly, in front of me.
  • Talking about college, when it isn't college anymore.
  • Tall people at gigs, who push in front of you.
  • People who interrupt then try to con me, walking down the street. Headphones on, head down, I obviously came out for the banter.
  • Not being able to sleep on Sunday nights.
  • People thinking somethings wrong when I don't feel like talking.
  • Not having anyone to wonder about.
dec 1 2006 ∞
dec 2 2006 +
  • LED throwies. First I have to get the materials, but then I can go around throwing them on anything magnetic.
  • Tshirt making, posibilities to sell. Got my screen, need a squeegee.
  • Experimenting with 'collection' film/animation with Matt.
  • Filming with Joshy.
  • Sell more e-bay things.
  • Get my hair done :S
  • Go to Brighton / London.
  • Go to Liverpool to see Antony Gormleys beach thing.
  • Go see Ted Leo!
  • I'm thinking of the rest.
jun 6 2007 ∞
jun 6 2007 +
  • How he always says 'really' on msn.
  • His over-usage of my name. haha.
  • Virtual giggler.
  • Him trying to walk in step with me, without my noticing.
  • Are you ok?
  • You sure?
  • Sorry
  • Hiiiy
  • Are you going to dump me?
  • That he fancies Brains. haha.
  • The most ticklish person EVARRR.
  • When he looks like a hamster. haha.
mar 5 2007 ∞
mar 8 2007 +
  • The way bus drivers greet one another.
  • Having something to look forward to.
  • Sleeping in.
  • Rekkids.
  • Most confectionary, especially pear drops.
  • Considerate people.
  • Cold, clear days, it makes my mind seem so!
  • Watching films, under a duvet.
  • Making / exchanging mixtapes.
  • Comfortable silences.
  • Not having to decide.
  • Walking on the right hand side.
  • Swings.
  • Snowflakes.
  • Getting people & being gotten in return.
  • Being slightly nocturnal.
jan 14 2007 ∞
jan 14 2007 +
  • The Lemonheads - s/t
  • The Lovely Feathers - Hind Hind Legs.
  • Jenny Lewis With The Watson Twins - Rabbit Fur Coat.
  • Camera Obscura - Let's Get Out Of This Country.
  • The Thermals - The Body The Blood The Machine.
  • Eef Barzelay - Bitter Honey.
  • The Mountain Goats - Get Lonely.
  • The Evens - Get Even.
jan 14 2007 ∞
jan 14 2007 +
  • Spend an entire day listening to records in bed, hardly saying anything. Maybe the occasional "this is my favourite part!".
  • Take a jouney to the coast when it's a little cold & there's no one there, & defiantly paddle in the water.
  • Go kite flying, even though it's emo, & not get angry when I get bored after 5 minutes.
  • Meet me somewhere at 3am, just because it's a funny time to meet.
  • Go for a drive at night, where there aren't many streetlights, with nice music & the windows open.
  • Wake me up for a day of surprise activities where I don't have to think once.
  • Go see weird films that I always miss out on, & not complain if they're terrible.
  • Accompany me to gigs, so I can stop being such a loner.
dec 1 2006 ∞
dec 2 2006 +
  • Bright eyes
  • Rilo Kiley
  • Help She Can't Swim
  • Stars
  • Architecture In Helsinki
  • My Latest Novel
  • Headway
  • The Raveonettes
  • The Soledad Brothers
  • The Sugars
  • The Drones
  • The Boy Least Likley To
  • Jetplane Landing
  • BC Camplight
  • Camera Obscura
  • Monkey Swallows the Universe
  • Dashboard Confessional
  • The Crimea
  • Ryan Adams & The Cardinals
  • Regina Spektor
  • Only Son
dec 2 2006 ∞
dec 2 2006 +