jan 26 2010 ∞
jan 26 2010 +
  • beige silk dress (stained) from shadwell charity shop
  • the ridiculous hat (winter version)
  • owen pallett limited edition mug
jan 22 2010 ∞
jan 22 2010 +
  • grey antique lace gloves
  • black fur cap with ear flaps
  • pretty boots to walk for miles in
jan 2 2010 ∞
mar 9 2010 +
  • buy some hosting space for my website
  • grey loop cardigan
  • heartland, the new album by final fantasy
  • new jeans in black and blue
  • more michael chabon books
  • get all those films developed finally
  • renew my subscription to smoke magazine
  • get a decent red lipstick
  • some boots to pound south london pavements with
  • more ink?
  • pay back joe
  • pay back my mum (eventually)
jul 6 2009 ∞
jul 6 2009 +
  • honey nut loops
  • quorn sausages
  • that flavoured rice in a packet
jun 29 2009 ∞
jun 29 2009 +
  • the new bonnie prince billy (ok not so new)
  • entire blur back catalogue
  • same for MJ
  • that nick cave tribute album that came free with Q magazine about 10 years ago
  • the new grizzly bear
  • the rosalie sorrels i got last month
  • more & more & more dolly
  • BIG BAND YEAH
jun 29 2009 ∞
jun 29 2009 +
  • started the book about manhattan architecture, one chapter in
  • never finished the rest is noise
  • want to re-read london fields and other stuff i loved at 16
  • this new book on the history of lonelyhearts coming out next year will be a beauty
  • must stop with the graphics and get back into words
jun 19 2009 ∞
jun 19 2009 +
  • cameras
  • film
  • that's as far as i've got...
jun 16 2009 ∞
jun 18 2009 +
  • the highline at last!
  • row boat in central park
  • staten island ferry because joe has not seen it
  • flushing meadows dammit!
  • drinking outside in brooklyn
  • saturday nights at PS1
  • photobooths on the lower east side
  • hunting for roof gardens
  • oh, the met roof garden will be open
  • whatever katie suggests...
  • finally taking those photos i want to take in that place
jun 8 2009 ∞
nov 16 2009 +
  • back to new york in summer for 'the project'
  • alaska
  • iceland
  • st. petersberg (but moscow wouldn't hurt)
  • florence
  • dresden
  • istanbul
jun 3 2009 ∞
nov 16 2009 +
apr 16 2009 ∞
apr 16 2009 +
  • playing with my toy rabbit outside the back of lewisham hospital while visiting my grandmother the year she lost her leg.
  • sitting out on the back step of aunty linda's house in ontario, looking at the view for miles and eating pasta salad from a bowl.
apr 13 2009 ∞
apr 13 2009 +
  • maybe i should get more tattoos
  • it would cost quite a lot to go to alaska
  • i wonder if ******** will call me when they get back
  • what can i do that's not this, not here?
apr 7 2009 ∞
apr 7 2009 +
  • taking responsibility
  • ruining everything
  • falling out of the window on the third floor
mar 10 2009 ∞
mar 10 2009 +
  • sun on my skin
  • eating turkish apple tea with my fingers
  • proper stretching out in the bed time
mar 3 2009 ∞
mar 3 2009 +
  • maybe this poverty may force me to budget for once
  • and we really did have a good holiday
mar 3 2009 ∞
mar 3 2009 +
  • having to defer my tattoo appointment for a week
  • in order to film with my old boss of all people!
  • dublin was SO expensive
  • i have spent nearly all my salary in less than a week
  • i found the perfect dress on ASOS & now it's gone
  • but at least i can't afford it now so
feb 25 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +
  • really find the last elusive negative to make a print
  • put together exhibition proposal
  • dye hair
  • and then soak in the bath
  • watch gossip girl (i must!)
  • paaaaaaack
  • find olympus trip where are you?
  • print plane stuff
  • passport might be useful
feb 23 2009 ∞
feb 24 2009 +
  • cherry read leather over-sized snap-clasp handbag
  • gursky book
  • dry store room no.1 about the natural history museum
  • iain sinclair- hackney: that rose red empire
  • adrian tomine's latest from chris, signed!
  • my favourite picture by lil, famed and beautiful
  • jo's zine arrived in time!
  • bird bag and handmade card from rupa, so early they felt part of me already
  • magpie earrings
  • a piece of wood which makes the sound ...
feb 12 2009 ∞
feb 24 2009 +
  • make a cd compilation of all my favourite songs of all time
  • write about my take on feminism for alex
  • send those books to ali for inspiration
  • draw pictures of birds for the fucking tattoo
  • learn css to make my website beautiful
  • write that book about all the boys
  • make my series of photographs about office life
feb 9 2009 ∞
feb 9 2009 +
  • waking up on snow day
  • the old man singing chasing cars in the birdcage and the entire pub singing along at the tops of their voices
feb 6 2009 ∞
feb 9 2009 +
  • fleet foxes, roundhouse
  • beirut, the forum
  • bonnie 'prince' billy, royal festival hall
  • jonathan richman, dingwalls
  • chairlift, kclsu
  • atp breeders weekend, butlins minehead
jan 22 2009 ∞
jan 22 2009 +
  • that i did not go to any of the final suede gigs at ica when i had the chance
  • that i didn't keep up with my friend in the queue for the last ever trash (and now the end is closed)
  • that i didn't start growing my hair longer this time last year
  • that i didn't go to party with the strokes when julian invited me
  • that i ever thought i should follow a particular 'career path'
  • all those boys i should have met
  • a...
jan 22 2009 ∞
jan 22 2009 +
  • enrolling in a graduate creative writing course at nyu to start in the fall
  • finding a small gallery that could pay me to run it full time and quitting this job tomorrow to do that
  • being able to work on my dream photography project before time runs out
  • not getting up tomorrow morning
jan 13 2009 ∞
jan 13 2009 +
  • i start yoga tomorrow
  • and hopefully a darkroom course in february
  • i need to get driving (when i can afford it)
  • and want to write again, productively
  • if i had the money i'd go back to singing lessons
  • lil said she'd teach me how to make books
jan 8 2009 ∞
jan 9 2009 +
  • one left-over christmas ferrero roche in the office on monday
  • that spoonful of mashed potato should not have happened
  • drinking my vodkas with normal tonic
  • sharing cake today because we wanted to sit inside the cafe and talk
  • why did they run out of porridge why? pret smoked salmon thing is amazing though, if fatty.
  • planned to meet caroline at the diner tonight. burger time.
jan 7 2009 ∞
jan 7 2009 +
  • dublin for the weekend at joe's birthday
  • istanbul perhaps with my family
  • SXSW in austin but obvs. not going to happen
  • new york in summer with dragonflies and the hot hot heat
  • russia
  • iceland, oh iceland
  • paris with lil for music in june
  • minehead for atp in may is frankly unquestionable
jan 7 2009 ∞
jan 7 2009 +
  • those hi-shine loafers at a huge discount
  • long sleeved mustard granny cardigan of warmth
  • bag with a bee on it
  • monotone pumps i simply had to wear on NYE
  • posh jumper for joe without moth holes
  • chairlift album
  • weird t-bar heels for jiving one day
  • a snowglobe from the UN shop
dec 22 2008 ∞
dec 22 2008 +
  • the rest is noise, alex ross
  • housekeeping, marylinne robinson
  • my favourite favourite cold comfort farm
dec 16 2008 ∞
dec 16 2008 +
  • actually learn to play the uke this year
  • start learning to drive
  • get new skillz - how to make books, perhaps or...
  • do a dark room course at last
  • try to work on at least one collaboration so that i put more time and effort into taking better photographs
  • give up the (cans of) coke
  • do the best i can do
dec 11 2008 ∞
dec 11 2008 +
  • i went to a recording of top of the pops!!!
  • that is all
  • that is enough
dec 11 2008 ∞
jan 3 2009 +
  • to trudge around nyc in these: http://office.co.uk/womens/office/assass...
  • those expensive elbow length leather gloves (it's been at least a year
  • the tights decorated with pictures of venice
  • department of eagles album
  • for the dollar to go up to at least $1.7 to the £
  • to give nice presents that everyone i know will love and not think are a bit of a washout actually
dec 8 2008 ∞
dec 8 2008 +
  • ice skating at the rockerfeller
  • get a train from grand central...
  • ....to visit dia:beacon
  • and the frozen hudson!
  • eat more zip burgers than i can carry
  • 5th avenue with all the lights and windows
  • whitney, maybe, this time i might make it
dec 5 2008 ∞
dec 11 2008 +
  • adlai stevenson by sufjan for some reason
  • sara smile by hall and oats because my ex put it on a tape about 4 or 5 years ago and when it played out he has said 'merry christmas sarah' right at the end and i still remember that, grudgingly
  • i should be so lucky by kylie for when i was small
  • john & yoko - oh yoko all i ever seemed to hear during the lennon exhibition we had at proud this time last year
dec 3 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
  • my mum says she doesn't want anything
  • my dad's just had his birthday, i mean, honestly!
  • my brother bought the book i had bought him but have replaced it i hope
  • beautiful things for my sister but will they make it from the US in time?
  • joe says he wants everything so why can't i think of anything?
  • i actually got joe's mum thing months ago but what if rosie needs a gift too this year?
  • joe's dad and joe's d...
nov 25 2008 ∞
dec 1 2008 +
  • birthday card for best friend
  • birthday card for pa
  • pick up print from photo place
  • get print framed
  • send cheque to jo for her story book
  • put bleach on the bits of hair i missed
  • get hair cut so i no longer look like einstien
  • moisturise!!
  • see vicky - postponed!
  • see dylan moran
  • see nick cave
  • eat two birthday meals
  • go to three birthday drinks/parties/club nights
  • go to one private view for work
  • maybe get a couple hou...
nov 21 2008 ∞
nov 25 2008 +
  • sit at home alone
  • put bleach on hair
  • watch this is england
  • have long bath
  • eat huge ammounts of fajitas until sick
  • have i got news for you
  • half-hearedly organise photograph boxes
  • go on the internet for hours doing nothing
nov 12 2008 ∞
nov 12 2008 +
  • sequined 1920s dress from barnardos
  • dotty p's tea dress from ebay
  • stars - heart
  • ordered a new ring from etsy
  • small present for joe when he finishes his dissertation
nov 12 2008 ∞
nov 17 2008 +
  • bacon, still
  • rothko, still
  • women's magazines exhibition at the women's library
  • nadav kander (love!) at flowers east
  • capa at the barbican
  • cold war modern looks great
  • wildlife photographer of the year
  • gerhard richter up in scotland
  • art squat in mayfair
nov 6 2008 ∞
nov 12 2008 +
  • iceland
  • paris again, still
  • LA LA Land
  • dublin
  • margate
  • california academy of the sciences
oct 31 2008 ∞
nov 12 2008 +
  • sun alarm clock
  • a new ring for the second finger on my right hand
  • to run off to paris at the end of november with joe
  • stop feeling like this
  • to be at SXSW next year
  • elbow length black leather gloves
  • a vivienne westwood winter coat
  • for my hair to grow longer
oct 27 2008 ∞
oct 27 2008 +
  • quorn make vegetarian scotch eggs! hello, obesity.
  • i can bleach my own roots without all my hair dropping out
  • i am not an animal
  • magic fm play good songs in the middle of the night
  • sainsbury's in lee have got the bitesized weetabix. YESSSSS!
oct 27 2008 ∞
oct 29 2008 +
  • transfer mp3s onto laptop
  • SYNC IPOD!
  • make CDs for vicky and georgia
  • dig out all toni morrison first editions in case she will sign them tomorrow
  • upload more pictures to flickr
  • bathe leisurely
  • make sure i get an early night
oct 20 2008 ∞
oct 20 2008 +
  • learn the bloody ukulele
  • not spend any more of my savings
  • start singing lessons again? or join a close-harmony singing group
oct 20 2008 ∞
oct 20 2008 +
  • pay day
  • getting my dungeness photos back
  • haircut, oh my goodness yes
  • seeing joe tonight for the first time in forever
  • tea & playing with cameras in greenwich park with caroline at the weekend
  • jonny & neil's engagement party
  • the clocks going back!
  • suffolk, just before christmas
  • nyc at nye
oct 19 2008 ∞
oct 19 2008 +
  • islands in the stream (even though i always get it wrong)
  • who knew? - pink
  • call the shots - girls aloud
  • you're so vain
  • the greatest love of all (only when i'm with the girls)
  • born to run
  • highway to hell!!!
  • love a bit of early pulp but they never have it
  • i'm pretty good at amy winehouse too
oct 16 2008 ∞
oct 17 2008 +
  • turbine hall/miereles opening at tate
  • opie at lisson
  • then on to paul fryer only to be evacuated from the church
  • bloody frieze
  • design art london today
  • carpenters workshop on the way
  • zoo tonight
  • and then johnny's thing at red dot
  • richard wentworth talk friday morning
  • ica tomorrow for the work thing
  • then drinking?
  • just want bed!
oct 7 2008 ∞
oct 7 2008 +
  • the waitress - a good film i just watched and really liked
  • time out are reviewing the exhibition after all
  • opal fruits are great
  • i got my nails done in the end
  • my bro promised me we'd have a roast on sunday
  • this kind of darkness is almost comforting
  • going home from work now
oct 6 2008 ∞
oct 6 2008 +
  • dancing to lazy line painter jane on lil's living room carpet at god-knows-when-am
  • deerhunter's adorno drowning out commuters on the train to work
  • everyone singing along with joan baez at the royal albert hall
  • magnet brings back strange memories now the weather has turned cold
  • spending money i don't have on the new jenny lewis album
  • they played into my arms when i was buying a sandwich and i thought i ...
sep 30 2008 ∞
sep 30 2008 +
  • having to take my ex-landlady to the small claims court
  • sarah palin
  • two broken nails and no time to fix them
  • problems in joe's homelife made me cry
  • not anywhere near paying off my debts yet...
sep 22 2008 ∞
sep 22 2008 +
  • the poppies cardigan i forgot to bid for on ebay
  • good winter shoes
  • ankle boots to wear with jeans (how common!)
  • the YSL handbag i walk past each morning
  • so many new albums out
  • a nice little place of my own somewhere
  • more time, all to myself
sep 8 2008 ∞
sep 22 2008 +
  • roger hiorns seizure room in elephant & castle
  • i feel faint at the thought of the bacon show
  • and rothko at tate too
  • richter at serpentine
  • paul fryer's show during frieze
  • robert currie's VHS cocoon at vinespace
  • capa at the barbican
sep 1 2008 ∞
sep 1 2008 +
  • the complete storyteller collection
  • new, handmade, very posh, dark brown glasses
  • first season of the wire
  • replacement AD dvds
  • hair cut & colour
  • the book of other people
aug 26 2008 ∞
aug 26 2008 +
  • other people's idiot PAs
  • the recorded voice on the times switchboard
  • making accidental innuendos
  • bankrupt ex-landlady
  • the cost of new eyewear
aug 10 2008 ∞
aug 10 2008 +
  • bank holiday weekend
  • giving out gifts from mexico
  • catch-ups with lil, angel, chris, ali, everyone
  • emmylou harris, mountain goats
  • beckett fragments
  • reading again
jul 15 2008 ∞
jul 18 2008 +
  • find remote shutter release cable for the canon
  • another pair of shorts
  • what's left in the mango sale?
  • re-scan drunken old man photo
  • holiday reading
  • buy a new suitcase of course
jul 10 2008 ∞
jul 16 2008 +
  • fleet foxes (bit trendy)
  • bon iver (bit trendy II)
  • anthony & the johnsons & the lso
  • magnetic fields tonight
jul 10 2008 ∞
jul 10 2008 +
  • hepatitis jab is like a punch in the arm
  • and my neck always aches these days
  • plus old lady knees
  • oh dear
jul 7 2008 ∞
jul 7 2008 +
  • that i am not brave in some ways
  • that i have to work late
  • that i am terrified of being consistent
  • that i will not do some things because i know i will change
  • 66 kgs for gods sake!
  • rain in flat shoes
jul 7 2008 ∞
jul 7 2008 +
  • marfa
  • to live by the water
  • model village
  • empty asylum
  • rooftop in the city
  • big museums
  • generally outside in the warm night
jun 26 2008 ∞
jun 26 2008 +
  • beautiful orange sandals
  • black linen shirt dress
  • pale green wedge peeptoe heels
  • blouse dotted with grey and yellow flowers
  • whistles dress in blue with 1940s print
  • copy of the perfect little black dress with a zip up the back
may 29 2008 ∞
jun 24 2008 +
  • pay for my brand new beautiful matress
  • bleach my roots
  • summer shoes
  • clear debts to siblings and parents
  • darren hayman's bluegrass album(!!!!)
  • some fancy cheese
may 29 2008 ∞
may 29 2008 +
  • nantes
  • some old trembling blue stars album i dug out
apr 28 2008 ∞
may 1 2008 +
  • a fox howling outside the window for half an hour at 3am
  • me not being able to sleep for ages afterwards
  • resulting in acute exhaustion today and not enough work completed...
apr 8 2008 ∞
apr 8 2008 +
  • black high-waisted denim american apparel skirt
  • grey short-sleeved leopard cardigan
  • grey wool sleeveless mini-dress
  • black cardigan with two big buttons
  • black and white gingham short-sleeved shirt
apr 8 2008 ∞
may 15 2008 +
  • proud leaving drinks will be some fun times
  • starting new job
  • making my room look proper nice
  • portishead, bjork, nick cave, yeasayer...
  • brighton weekend of fun for 'the great escape'
apr 8 2008 ∞
jul 7 2008 +
  • move furniture from dalston to lewisham
  • copy nina simone for jan
  • unpack things in new/old room
  • set up wireless at parents' house
  • develop last new york pictures
  • write in my journal
  • get some nice work clothes for new job
  • learn a lot of things before starting new job
  • finish an awful lot of things before leaving old job
  • have a little cry about all things i have to do...
mar 11 2008 ∞
apr 8 2008 +
  • guggenheim (i've still never been)
  • coney island dammit
  • ps1 in brooklyn
  • obscura antiques & oddities
  • shoe shops on 8th st between 6th avenue & broadway
  • moma, met, whitney blah blah blah...
  • new museum (if just for the architecture)
  • tall buildings
  • webster hall to see the mountain goats
  • central park boat ride
  • central perk sofa!
feb 28 2008 ∞
feb 28 2008 +
  • an antique hat stand in dark wood
  • a tartan shopping trolley with wheels
feb 27 2008 ∞
mar 9 2008 +
  • start packing (for new york & moving house)
  • mothers' day
  • joe's birthday present OMG
  • get nails fixed!
  • call trading standards
  • hope my photographs come in the post
  • maybe make pasta bake tonight
  • find maximum black ticket for friday
  • got valium?
  • get photo editing software AND QUICK
  • start a new book...
jan 28 2008 ∞
jan 28 2008 +
  • cardigans - red, pale grey, cream, white fine knit
  • flat black boots (that don't leak!)
  • replacement american apparel high-waisted black denim skirt
  • and a cotton mini with pockets while i'm at it!
  • new white tights, 80 denier, ribbed
  • new black warm coat
  • more gingham
  • white white white tops
dec 16 2007 ∞
feb 2 2008 +
  • learn to play my ukulele
  • stop buying crap i don't need/can't afford
  • leave it be, it's about time
  • get a payrise
  • stay dedicated to my new photography project
  • finally put all my music onto the ipod
nov 21 2007 ∞
dec 30 2007 +
  1. make coat stand for hallway
  2. unpack boxes in the corner of the room
  3. hoover the stiars
  4. hoover everywhere
  5. clean the bathroom
  6. take nice pictures of clothes for ebay
  7. stick photos up that fell down
  8. pack for weekend away
  9. buy flatmate's birthday present
  10. buy card for daddy's birthday
feb 19 2007 ∞
apr 8 2008 +
  1. decide where to have birthday drinks
  2. put last of clothes on ebay/thriftstoreUK
  3. take responsibility for my sexual health!
  4. take design to tattoo parlour
  5. contact lens check-up/new glasses!
  6. write new article for fanzine
  7. skin test for blonde hair
  8. get nails done again
  9. ring estate agents (find flat)
  10. buy present for joe's birthday
dec 20 2006 ∞
feb 19 2007 +
  1. haircut (just a trim)
  2. send picture for photo-swap
  3. get new bed sheets
  4. get print of photo & send to alex in leeds
jan 18 2007 ∞
jan 24 2007 +
  1. blue beaded beret
  2. long knotted chain necklace
  3. vintage tin bird brooch
  4. paperback of 'a perfect arrangement' by suzanne berne
  5. my favourite avocado salad wrap from pret
  6. grey knitted mini-dress
  7. lovely cream hat with black bow
  8. phone biiiilllllll....
dec 14 2006 ∞
jan 16 2007 +
  1. stop talking about people that upset me
  2. more pub quizes
  3. get a hobby
  4. find a new job
  5. begin to pay off overdraft
  6. obviously grow my nails
  7. stop using the internet for (potentially harmful) spying etc.
  8. wear more navy blue
  9. socialise with nice people at work more
  10. go blonde
nov 27 2006 ∞
dec 20 2006 +
  1. buy birthday present for my dad
  2. pay alex for my bat for lashes ticket
  3. pay penalty fare from the bastards at charing cross
  4. get copy of DBFC mag from rough trade
dec 7 2006 ∞
dec 7 2006 +
  1. bjork walking past me after bat for lashes at the scala
  2. my mum bumping into old friend vivienne westwood at the national theatre and introducing me
  3. owen pallett eating his dinner behind me in a pub in kings cross
  4. meeting jude law at wimbledon and telling him i wasn't a fan of magical realist novels
  5. getting 'the look' from eddie izzard after his gig in bexhill
  6. simon from suede telling me i looked beauti...
nov 27 2006 ∞
nov 28 2006 +
  1. wagtails
  2. owls of some kind (heard in hyde park)
  3. coots
  4. cormorants bobbing in the thames
  5. swans
  6. jays
  7. starlings (gatherings of them at dusk)
  8. house martins darting in summer
  9. eric the turkey in hackney city farm
  10. the humble pigeon (especially sad ones with broken feet)
nov 7 2006 ∞
nov 27 2006 +
  1. make spreadsheet for budgeting
  2. book lucky voice karaoke for december
  3. take photos of old clothes etc. for ebay
  4. visit the fischli and weiss exhibition
  5. get ntl/digibox whatever
nov 7 2006 ∞
nov 17 2006 +
  1. blender
  2. blonde hair (in january!)
  3. hats of all kinds
  4. mp3 player that works
  5. laptop for music and pictures and writing and doing the internet on!
  6. soft black gloves
  7. many, many books
  8. ticket to ATP 07 with nick cave
nov 15 2006 ∞
nov 15 2006 +
  1. zoo-keeper
  2. brilliant novellist and short-story writer
  3. swimmer
  4. earnest singer-songwriter
  5. researcher for the fbi
  6. volunteer in a charity shop with old ladies
  7. gallery attendent
nov 13 2006 ∞
nov 13 2006 +
  1. a new england by kirsty maccoll
  2. tuff ghost by the unicorns
  3. oh geno by dexys
  4. horse and i by bat for lashes
  5. speedway by morrissey
  6. one more hour by sleater-kinney
  7. maneater by nelly furtado
  8. stormy weather by peggy lee
nov 13 2006 ∞
nov 13 2006 +
  1. have a long bath
  2. watch trashy tv - bidup, neighbours
  3. eat soup and/or fish fingers
  4. listen to fleetwood mac
  5. sit around in pyjamas sipping water
  6. freeze orange juice in a plastic up and eat with a spoon
  7. post myspace bulletins about being ill
nov 13 2006 ∞
nov 13 2006 +
  1. being very sick yesterday
  2. passing out on a park bench and waking up on the floor surrounded by winos asking me if i needed an ambulance
  3. one of the winos threatening to 'fuck me up' for being an 'attention seeker'
  4. not really understanding what was going on
  5. vomiting all over myself
  6. being at a party the night before and calling everyone twats then having to apologise
  7. being so so thirsty
  8. getting a council ta...
nov 10 2006 ∞
nov 10 2006 +
  1. beautiful new shoes from angel (thank you)
  2. pasta bake tonight maybe
  3. 'make me a supermodel' live tonight
  4. boyfriend maybe coming to stay with me
  5. london zoo tomorrow!
  6. framing recent photos
  7. scattered starlings
  8. autumnal sunsets ahea
  9. the joy of collective nouns for birds
nov 9 2006 ∞
nov 9 2006 +
  1. tea-making
  2. doing the crossword (not cryptic)
  3. gossiping
  4. myspace stalking
  5. lj (reading, writing, commenting commenting commenting)
  6. writing long rambling emails (should come under gossiping?)
  7. calling family members
  8. adding to my amazon wishlist
  9. making lists of ways i procrastinate