my dear sweet joe wrote this list about him and his views and i find it so interesting and fascinating.

1) In my head, i still think i'm a two hundred pound middle schooler with a neck tumor and no friends. 2) I think most food that America eat are repulsive; if i were president, we would all eat just fruit, veggies, protein shakes, tuna, and clif bars. And pasta and peanut butter and chocolate. 3)...

• post secret book
• doing nothing
• the curious world of drugs and their friends
• hello im special
• the wrecking ball
• russian criminal tattoo encyclopedia

• feather cardigan
• sparkely skirt
• skinny jeans
• scarf hood thing
• harmonica necklace
• knit hat

• transcript request-
• follow up
• reccomendations from delise, walczak, and gray-
• follow up with delise, walczak, and gray
• portfolio
• schedule open house visits
• complete online apps
• send in graded paper
• send in registration fee
• send s.a.t scores

• she has the book
• we talk about it all the time
• she's almost as neurotic as me
• she likes lists
• and jake and me
• and i said so
• and she can read my stuff and i won't have to tell her about it anymore she can just see it
• she can make a photolist of the gremlin pictures
• she really really wants too.

• i'm here butthole

• i'm getting antsy again
• i want to travel
• send me to london, paris, tuscany, barcelona, amsterdam, moscow, sydney, belize, vancouver, anywhere.
• just let me discover something new.
• feel something new.
• i'm tired of the same ol, same ol.
• i want a new inspiration
• i want a new drive
• i want new people and new faces.
• i want i want i want a change.

• PHILOSOPHY
• metaphysics and meaning wksht- WED
• test soon
• TRIG
• astrolabe wksht-FRI
• show him make up wk
• stay after for help
• CHEMISTRY
• chp. 5 packet- FRI
• chp. 4 test - THURS
• PHOTO
• scan pan proj.
• leave proj.
• MIT building proj.
• PORTFOLIO
• self portrait
• shoe project
• conture lines piece
• trash
• sketchbook
• 2-3 freeworks
• PRESENT ALL FINISHED PIECES MONDAY!!
• ENGLISH
• grendel reading & questions- THURS
• part 2 and 3 questions - FRI
• 5000 w...

• lesley u. interview on monday (wish me luck)
• good eggs benidict for breakfast at joeys
• setting up my b&n account on barnesandnoble.com
• pumpkin fest sunday
• remembering tales of despereaux book
• free people pants
• cute pictures
• license
• halloween costume

i lost my planner cause i'm wicked organized.

• PHILOSOPHY
• god wksht
• time and space wksht
• TRIG
• pg. 358 #1-17
• law of cosines wksht
• CHEMISTRY
• make up chp. 4 test
• chp. 5 packet friday
• lab questions friday
• PORTFOLIO
• shoe (oils pastel)
• portrait (oils)
• ENGLISH
• finish beowulf
• grendel questions
• VANITY FAIR & 5000 WORD JOURNAL NOV. 3RD!!!

i'm going to attempt to list the things i know about. it'll be on-going.

1. chinese food
2. making t charts
3. how to set up an essay on your s.a.t's
4. death cab for cutie
5. the 1930's
6. the o.c
7. how to make someone feel better
8. Soh Cah Toa
9. ulcerative colitis
10. wrapping christmas presents
11. making hand turkeys
12. scrapbooking
13. cash registers
14. sea otters
15. books
16. developing film
17. commercials
18. making subs
19. determinism
20. zoo tycoon
21. crayons
22. duck sauce
23. being...

• the perks of being a wallflower
• extremely loud & incredibly close
• everything is illuminated
• EEE EEEEE EEE
• beautiful boy
• a million little pieces
• vanity fair
• beowulf
• 1984
• tweak
• the fuck up
• tales of despereaux
• an abundance of catherines
• looking for alaska
• water for elephants
• brave new world
• the virgin suicide
• my friend leonard
• breif and wonderous life of oscar wao
• twilight
• one flew over the cuckoo's nest
• new moon
• eclipse
• b...

oskar is a nine year old boy in a book i'm reading. when he can't sleep, which is very often, he invents things in his mind. i love them and i don't want to forget them.

• a teakettle that when the spout opened and closed it could whistle pretty melodies or do shakespeare or just crack up with me.
• little microphones that everyone swallowed that played the sound of our heartbeats through little speaker...

• jakes depressed
• marias depressed.
• chanel's far away
• ethan doesn't like school
• i have no motivation.
• brittanys father passed.
• that story jill told us about her friend
• stress is making me sick.

i don't know. no one seems happy.

• bridge cafe in manch
• tee shirt bodega in manch
• new york city
• tracies appartment
• chanel's car
• jacobs room
• skatepark with the boys
• europe
• barnes and noble
• ms.grays room

• missy higgins (i love her)
• tegan and sara
• deathcab (as if thats a shocker)
• the kills
• matt nathanson
• the pierces
• imogen heap
• breathe electric
• johnette napolitano and danny

it's a cute little playlist

• chanel friedman- biffle even though she's far away from me now that she's in college. i can tell her everything and we laugh at anything even if it's not funny. what more can you ask for?
• jakey poo- i love him even though he thinks he's a pimp sometimes. he's funny and adorable and i couldn't survive this year without him.
• maria- she's jakes kinda girlfriend but she's the best. even though she's not...

colleges

• lesley college in cambridge, m.a -dude i wanna go so bad.
• keene state -idk i mean i have to apply. but whatever. jakes probably gonna be there. and bryan. and brett.
• UNH -don't wanna go. applying is a waste of time.
• marist in new york- beautiful campus. i'd do really well there.

career options

• journalist
• writing and ilustrating childrens books (so cute!!)
• art therapy

• i'm seeing chanel this weekend
• i'm finally ungrounded and can get back to my life
• getting my senior pictures done and out of the way
• i have my phone back
• i have the computer back
• i can use listography again which is pretty much my therapy.
• i'm filming jake and jim either this weekend or next week
• i kiiled that stupid fly that was annoying me all day.
• i took the most amazing nap this afternoon.