• new little top hat
• bra thingies
• corset
• petticoat
• tights
• hi heeled boots

• buy at least 1 ball of lion brand homespun chunky-ish yarn for making scarves.
• get eyebrows tattooed
• plastic surgery chek up
• bondage ball
• 12 bars of xmas

• who do i know to do flowers if we want them?
• what kind of gluten free cake can nic make us?
• o no what else do i need to think about?
• what kind of ceremony do we want?
• do we really want to have it in fiji? ( i say yes!)
• if in fiji do we honeymoon there?
• when to have an engagement parry?
• when to have all the other parties we need to have?

1. Words in a French Life: Lessons in Love and Language from the South of France by Kristin Espinasse
2. Heart Shaped Box by Joe Hill
3. Three Dog Life by some woman that I read an excerpt from and loved
4. The Ghost Map by Steven Johnson
5. Eat, Pray, Love
6. Everything by Haruki Murakami
7. that surfing mobster book...The Winter of Frankie Machine by Don Winslow
8. Homicide by David Simon
9. This Thing of Darkness

• looop
• stitch and bitch london group
• stitch and bitch london blog
• prick your finger
• crochet sheep and llama patterns
• vegan yarn
• monster crochet
• sizzling breakfast crochet by the magnificent needlenoodles
• crochet nintendo DS case
• shh, i'm counting - crochet blog

• pink anemone kitten heels from kings road
• gold rubber wedges from brazil
• black vivienne westwood
• mink poste mistress stacked wooden heels
• kurt geiger bijou
• kurt geiger new wave
• pretty embroidered and jewelled mules
• dalmation dots from venise on kings road
• leopard print mules

• purple snakeskin lace up high heels
• black shiny casino stripper boots
• low heeled black duo boots
• brown hi boots from ireland
• black hi heeled buffalo biker boots
• bright pink pointy hi heeled
• black buffalo shoots
• cammo buffalo shoots
• pink our soles cowboy boots
• brown duo riding boots
• black duo riding boots
• brown victorian lace ups

• bright orange patent chloe bag
• tassled black all saints bag
• plaid vivienne westwood bag
• grey camo carhartt bag

• bright orange prawn
• pale pink prawn
• ecru squid
• seafoam green squid
• eggs and smiling egg yolks
• octopussies
• sushi
• a bad chocolate cupcake with cherry frosting
• strawberry and vanilla ice cream cones
• dead ghost hedgehogs
• dreadhog
• sick turtles
• day of the dead skeleton people and reaper
• fruit
• seienstyle
• pink jellyfish
• cute bald alien with buddha ears like me
• skull and crossbones blanket

• plate set
• towels
• orietta vases
• kettle

• elaine yau
• becs - and she has to help me with shoes/bag
• petra
• everyone at cafe kick

• fresh fruit - tomatoes, kiwi, grapefruit
• fresh veggies made into soup with red onion
• baked potatoes
• brown rice
• drink lots of water
• dandelion tea
• golden seal
• verbena
• vervain
• wild yam
• agrimony combined with marigold
• rosemary essential oil as well as chamomile, grapefruit, lemon and orange
• no greasy or fatty foods or alcohol

• Le pessimiste pense que toutes les femmes sont des garces. L'optimiste l'espère bien.

A pessimist is a man who thinks all women are bad. An optimist is one who hopes they are. --Chauncey Depew

• Smooth seas do not create skillful sailors... -- anonymous
• Martini's are like breasts, one is too few, three are too many. -- Dorothy Parker
• We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned, so as to hav...

1. new grill pan
2. spice jars/containers
3. shelving, lots and lots of shelving
4. set of sharp as fuck knives - fiance bought me a bread knife already!
5. beanbag covers
6. those skull and crossbone book plates at paperchase
7. paper towel holder
8. lighting for spare room
9. sound systems

1. zombie honeymoon
2. habit
3. no telling
4. white trash
5. alpha dog - seen halfway...not bad
6. chasing amy
7. 28 weeks later/28 days later box set when it comes out
8. dusk to dawn (again)
9. santa sangre
10. vacancy!
11. zibahkhana (hell's ground) - whoo hoo i got tickets to the bollyhorror film festival at the ICA!!!!
12. macchie solari
13. nagin
14. jaani dushman
15. kontrol

chinese, japanese, dirty knees, look at these!

• i love candy!
• its a movie with bad women = most horror movies only the men are bad...
• i'd love to be a cross between mother firefly and candy - and baby firefly. i'm closer in age to one of them, but damn they are all sooo fucking hot...and mean.
• clown having sex - its all about the clown porn.
• candy flosses her hair with her teeth like i do...i have never...

• weekend with my friends nicky and kass
• tall firs
• talking old time hair police talk about amsterdam with the drummer from shellac
• catching the last few mogwai songs
• SGUK
• bourbon!
• sniff sniff sniff
• chelsea winning (i think, i was drunk)
• costa coffee with unsweeteened soy milk and bulleit
• the clinic a bit
• le savvy fav
• nerdy boy battles
• PATTI FUCKING SMITH ROCKS MY WORLD
• twin peaks watching til way after the sun c...

1. not as many piercings as i used to have.
2. bob roberts spider bhind ear,
3. tribal left arm by xed,
4. chest a mix of stuff from lindsey includes a 'sacred cupcake'.
5. repent under back of neck by juan puente,
6. mermaid on my side by rhonda hoelzer (re-inked by xed).
7. jailhouse fishbone on ribcage.
8. tibetan flame covering back by lindsey carmicheal,
9. relentless across pubes by jack rudy re-blacked by xed,
10. rose and cross ...

what is happiness to you?

• its a remake of a film i love - abre los ojos
• jason lee is in it
• they mention jeff buckley
• explanation of keeping a relationship casual until ultimate breaking point...because i want to be a pleasure delayer too
• her lips are a bit over-plumped in this film (like mine tonight that is why i'm stayin' in)
• its probably the only time ever the term 'fuck buddy' does not totally repul...