• i have no remorse
  • what you say can never hurt me
  • it did but nevermind
  • u can't hurt me anymore, baby
• words are so beautiful they are the only thing with the power to make me cry.
• i have these journals: tumblr, listography, blogspot, livejournal and paper too because i am a mess and i like trying new things
• heavy water sits in my brain
• my phone needs to be contract. pay as you go to hell is awful.

I really would like to play the piano but my fingers will not allow me

• i am so happy it is spring
• i wish my tumblr page was more personal (but here will have to do instead)
  • for catcher in the rye today, we got an extremely easy question on holden as an isolated character. i was happy about this because i could write all about his fantasies and his immaturity and found myself able to relate to him like the average angsty teenager i am.
• i wish i was better at making collages. unfortunately, they are terrible.
• i'm starting a written journal because typed pixels cannot suffice with holding my moods and secrets whereas my handwriting can.
• the 21st century has ruined being alive.

with fatigue the days are morphing together to become an unpleasant compound with many unidentifiable colours to my eyes.

• i crave self-acceptance
• it would fix all my little leaks and the grinding of my cogs.
• the only challenges
  • accepting who i am
    • harry must help me out this time
  • not caring for other people's opinions on myself.
• i have learnt to accept my distorted reflection to an extent
• it still really upsets me when people call me ugly in the street and plays upon my self esteem more than it should

Omg today I counted a total of 60 notebooks in my bedroom

• u still don't love me anymore.
• i drove you away.
• now you morph into a nightmare.

goodbye harry hillman

• i'm still in love with who you used to be.
• your october-march self has a special place in my heart/ {i could not have sexed a better person}
• i will now revel in loneliness.
• being single has made me realise how much i hate all people.
• i'm not even kidding when i say i think i've developed a social phobia
• i've deleted msn, facebook, twitter and formspring. i literally only have tumblr and listography.