there are people i admire. they aren't my heroes but they're important to me in some way. and their ideas have in some way impacted my life. positive. negative.

• immanuel kant
• john stuart mill
• guy debord
• thomas hobbes
• john locke: an essay concerning human understanding (tabula rasa)

1. the dandy warhols
2. the upsidedown
3. monstrous
4. schoolyard heroes
5. aiden (yuck!)
6. creature feature!
7. opeth (TWICE!)
8. dream theatre
9. three
10. marilyn manson
11. kultur shock
12. avenged sevenfold
13. black tide
14. ours
15. appaloosa
16. cat power!

• kiss under the mistletoe!
• family christmas
• family thanksgiving
• peppermint tea & hot chocolate
• indiana jones
• watch the big lebowski
• watch zoolander
• watch snatch (mmm, benicio)
• fintroll it up (once he has listened to cat power)
• paint (over the summer), together!

i need you to stimulate my mind and my heart with your exquisite combination of elements. please do it well.

• battles
• joanna newsome
• resident evil soundtrack
• kalan porter
• jesus & mary chain
• dazed and confused soundtrack
• charles manson the white album
• the microphones
• bat for lashes
• alice in wonderland
• the liars
• granddaddy
• rehab (life and what it really means...)
• iron & wine
• the classic crime (acoustic ep - seattle...

• cats purring
• british accents
• singing
• my little sister giggling when tickled
• cold water hitting a hot frying pan
• my beetle turning on

• i'm stubborn
• i get things messy then obsessively clean them
• i'll inevitably get bored of you
• i'm moody; you'll notice
• i won't tell you when something is wrong
• something will inevitably be wrong
• i can't tell when you're joking unless it's really, really obvious
• it will take me a long time to get used to you
• i'll change my mind
• i'm amazingly particular
• i have a nasty habit of fucking up
• the song "a certain sha...

• http://www.foundmagazine.com/
• http://onegoodbumblebee.com/
• http://www.thebeautifulkind.com/
• http://www.designspongeonline.com/
• http://www.poppytalk.blogspot.com/
• http://www.decor8.blogspot.com/

• tool
• a perfect circle
• marilyn manson
• beck
• brian jonestown massacre
• kultur shock
• gogol bordello
• schoolyard heroes
• pretty girls make graves
• amy winehouse

• grotesque
• baroque
• vermilion
• iridescent
• lovely
• cello
• harlot
• batallion
• quartet

learned latin in high school - two years and two 4.0's later - and i am obsessed.

• amantes sunt amentes (lovers are lunatics)
• sic georgiamus allos subjectatos nunc (we gladly feast on those who would subdue us)
• meminerunt omnia amantes (lovers remember all)
• mulier cupido quod dicit amanti, in vento et rapida scribere oportet aqua (what a woman says to her fond lover should be written on air or the swif...

• your hair
• your band shirt
• the book you're reading
• the books on your shelf
• the author you state is your favorite
• the music on your ipod
• the way that you spell
• your political party
• how clean your room is

• butterfly knife
• heart shaped glasses (thank you jack)
• addams family complete DVD set (thank you jeff)
• black liquid eyeliner (thanks to me)
• a plush companion cube
• a pretty party dress
• xray of human skull
• xray of human chest
• anatomical heart
• a tattoo!
• a stuffed penguin
• a feather headband
• a victorian dollhouse
• shadowbox frames (set of ten)

• not knowing where i stand
• failing
• succeeding
• cockroaches
• being found
• not having money

• hindsight bias is 20/20
• you can blame anything on the full moon
• new loves die quick
• women who seek to be equal with men lack ambition
• “my books are about killing god.” - philip pullman (and we love you for it)
• if i treat everyone the same, then i treat no one special
• you're always late on the days you need to be on time

• across the universe (it was beautiful)
• juno
• sweeney todd
• pathology
• je t'aime paris
• darjeeling limited
• love in the time of cholera
• dead poet's society
• his is england
• one flew over the cuckoo's nest
• goodbye lenin
• everything is illuminated
• i <3 huckabees
• DiG! (a documentary)
• no country for old men
• the believer

• in the time of the gypsies
• eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
• hard candy
• lolita
• a clockwork orange
• hackers
• babel
• buffalo 66
• foxfire
• moliere
• american beauty
• lajanje na zvijezde
• v for vendetta
• royal tenenbaums
• gone in 60 seconds
• lucky number slevin
• butterfly effect
• nightmare before christmas
• center stage
• black dahlia
• beetlejuice
• girl interrupted
• ferris bueller's day off
• kissing jessica stein

1. aldous huxley.
2. my grandmother.
3. my grandfather.
4. vladimir nabokov
5. edward estlin cummings
6. emma goldman.
7. voltairine de cleyre
8. timothy leary